Bambi
Hippo Campus Lyrics

I swear to God, I wasn't born to fight
I am not naturally inclined to confrontations or arguments.

Maybe just a little bit, enough to make me sick of it
Although I may engage in some form of fighting, it often leaves me feeling worn out and exhausted.

But I can read between the lines
I possess a certain level of insight and perceptiveness which enables me to understand things that are not directly stated.

I want to run from everything
I feel overwhelmed by my current situation and have an urge to escape from it all.

But my legs won't work, it's clear to me
Despite my desire to leave, I feel stuck and unable to make any significant changes at the moment.

I haven't been much myself
I do not feel like I am living up to my own expectations or ideals.

And I feel like my friends are being put through this hell I'm feeling
I am aware that my behavior or actions may be affecting my close relationships negatively, and I feel guilty about it.

I think that I'm living, if you could call it living
I am uncertain if I am truly experiencing the fullness of life or merely going through the motions.

So brash and unforgivin'
I may come across as impulsive and harsh in my behavior or words, and may not always be willing to forgive or be forgiven.

Ruled by the vibe I'm bringing
I am often influenced and guided by my own emotions, which can have a powerful impact on my decisions and actions.

Serving myself
I am primarily focused on my own needs and desires.

The timing's poor, I know it's never right
I recognize that the circumstances are not ideal for what I want to do, but I still feel compelled to try.

It's hard to see this time of night
The darkness of night makes it difficult to see clearly and evaluate the situation accurately.

Hard to know the reasons why I fucked it up again
I am struggling to understand why I kept making the same mistakes and ruining things.

Still I breathe a sigh
Despite my frustration and disappointment, I am able to take a moment to collect myself and move forward.

It doesn't seem so lucky now
Looking back, the outcome or situation that I had hoped for or expected no longer appears as fortunate.

Maybe I can figure out why
I am hopeful that by reflecting on my mistakes and actions, I can gain insight into what went wrong and avoid repeating it in the future.

Wait and see, I'll be making my own way now
I am determined to take control of my life and chart my own path moving forward.

I'll be making my own way now, to where I got to be
I am ready to pursue my own goals and ambitions, and will do what it takes to get where I want to go.

Serving myself
I am determined to prioritize my own needs and happiness.