In 2013, Maher released the EP "Euphorics".
Shadow
Holley Maher Lyrics
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any way the wind blows
don't try and hold me too close
I'm a shadow
I'm a shadow
every time a heart breaks
I'm sickened by the sound it makes
and I don't want the hurt to show
I'm a shadow
all I have is bravery
so hold my heart and let it bleed
cause I don't want the world to know
I'm a shadow
I'm a shadow
this is where my heart goes
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In Holley Maher's song Shadow, the lyrics depict the singer's struggle with vulnerability and intimacy in a relationship. The line "any way the wind blows, don't try and hold me too close" suggests that the singer is reluctant to commit fully to the relationship and wants to maintain a sense of independence. The repeated usage of the metaphor "I'm a shadow" emphasizes this desire for anonymity and detachment. The mention of heartbreak and the sound it makes sickening the singer suggests that they have had past experiences with pain and are wary of letting it happen again. However, the line "hold my heart and let it bleed" reveals that the singer still has a desire to connect with someone and feels a sense of bravery in doing so. Yet, the final line of the song, "this is where my heart goes" shows that ultimately the singer's heart leads them towards a life of solitude and detachment.
Overall, the song portrays the complexity of human emotions and the difficulty in balancing the desire for connection with the fear of vulnerability.
Line by Line Meaning
This is where my heart goes
My heart is constantly on the move and guided by intuition.
any way the wind blows
I am adaptable to any situation or circumstance.
don't try and hold me too close
I value my independence and need space to thrive.
I'm a shadow
I prefer to observe and blend into the background rather than stand out.
every time a heart breaks
I am deeply affected by the pain and suffering of others.
I'm sickened by the sound it makes
The emotional turmoil of heartbreak is overwhelming and disturbing.
and I don't want the hurt to show
I hide my own pain and emotions from others to avoid being vulnerable.
all I have is bravery
Despite my reservations and fears, I am committed to facing life head-on.
so hold my heart and let it bleed
I need someone to support and comfort me during difficult times.
cause I don't want the world to know
I am afraid of being seen as weak or helpless by others.
I'm a shadow
As much as I want to connect with others, I am also afraid of being exposed and vulnerable.
this is where my heart goes
In spite of my fears and uncertainties, I am still determined to follow my heart.
Contributed by Sadie M. Suggest a correction in the comments below.