My Own Way
Honor Society Lyrics
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It's getting harder just to breathe
'Cause you left my heart on the battle lines
You played the game, you called the shots
To get what you want but it's not enough
So I come to you with a broken heart
So before I go gotta let you know
Well, you never did care enough about me anyway
So I guess it'd be best for both of us if I didn't stay
Well, you never did care enough about me anyway
Left my heart on the floor now you know
Gotta go my own way, I can't stay, my own way
Oh, I can't stay, oh, my own way
It's getting harder to believe that you were ever on my mind
It took a while for me to see
Now I know that you were lying
Well, I played your game for long enough
I took all the shots, in the end you lost
You and me wasn't destiny, from the start wasn't meant to be
Well, you never did care enough about me anyways
So I guess, it'd be best for both of us if I didn't stay, no
Well, you never did care enough about me anyways
Left my heart on the floor now you know
Gotta go my own way, I can't stay, my own way
Gave you everything but nothing's ever good enough
I tried to be the one that you could call the one you can trust
But the games have all been played and there's nothing left to save
You shut the door 'cause you have all the things you're hoping, girl
Don't call me back 'cause you know that I'll keep going on
I'm telling you I'm gone, I'm telling you
Well, you never did care enough about me anyway
So I guess, it'd be best for both of us if I didn't stay
Well, you never did care enough about me anyway
Left my heart on the floor, now you know
Gotta go my own way, I can't stay, my own way
I can't stay, my own way, I can't stay, my own way
The lyrics to "My Own Way" by Honor Society appear to be about a relationship that was one-sided and lacking in genuine affection. The singer is struggling to believe that they ever really mattered to their partner and is experiencing difficulty moving on from the heartbreak. The partner played the game and called the shots but ultimately, it wasn't enough to keep the relationship together. The singer acknowledges that the relationship was not meant to be and that they need to go their "own way" to find happiness and closure.
The lyrics employ figurative language to convey the pain and heartbreak that the singer is feeling. References to battle lines and shots fired underscore the sense of conflict and tension in the relationship, while the repetition of the phrase "my own way" emphasizes the singer's growing sense of independence and the need for self-care.
Overall, the lyrics seem to be a message to anyone who has ever felt trapped in a toxic relationship. The song encourages listeners to find the strength to break free from unhealthy dynamics and seek out their own path to happiness and fulfillment.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm having trouble to believe I was ever on your mind
I find it difficult to trust that you ever thought of me
It's getting harder just to breathe
'Cause you left my heart on the battle lines
My emotional pain is making it difficult for me to function as you left me hurt and broken
You played the game, you called the shots
To get what you want but it's not enough
So I come to you with a broken heart
So before I go gotta let you know
You were manipulative and controlling to achieve what you wanted, but it was not enough. I am approaching you to let you know my feelings before leaving
Well, you never did care enough about me anyway
So I guess it'd be best for both of us if I didn't stay
Well, you never did care enough about me anyway
You never truly cared about me, so it would be better for us both if I moved on
Left my heart on the floor now you know
Gotta go my own way, I can't stay, my own way
Oh, I can't stay, oh, my own way
You broke my heart and I must now leave to find my own path and my own happiness
It's getting harder to believe that you were ever on my mind
It took a while for me to see
Now I know that you were lying
It is becoming increasingly difficult for me to believe that you ever cared about me. It took me some time, but I now realize that you were dishonest
Well, I played your game for long enough
I took all the shots, in the end you lost
You and me wasn't destiny, from the start wasn't meant to be
I played along with whatever you wanted for a long time, but in the end, you lost. Our relationship was not meant to be and was not predetermined
Gave you everything but nothing's ever good enough
I tried to be the one that you could call the one you can trust
But the games have all been played and there's nothing left to save
I gave you everything, but it was never enough. I tried to be the person you could count on, but all the manipulation and lies have destroyed our relationship beyond repair
You shut the door 'cause you have all the things you're hoping, girl
Don't call me back 'cause you know that I'll keep going on
I'm telling you I'm gone, I'm telling you
You have achieved everything you were hoping for and have shut me out. Do not contact me because I have moved on and am leaving our relationship for good
Left my heart on the floor, now you know
Gotta go my own way, I can't stay, my own way
I can't stay, my own way, I can't stay, my own way
You broke my heart, and I must now leave to find my own path, and live my life in a way that brings me happiness
Contributed by Anthony S. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Wesllaine Caneca
I wish this song was on Spotify. I'll never get over this
Covergirlstarify
I just love how this video shows how truely hard they work to do what they love for their fans. Being tired. Getting up in the wee hours of the morning to get on planes. Just everything. I am so blessed to have them in my life. Also, I can't believe I sang with them. HS I love you so much, your a fream come true <3
Laura Elizabeth
When a friend introduced me to their music in '09, this instantly became my favorite song by them. I hope I get to hear it live when I see them on the 19th at my 1st Honor Society show :) & I love how they made their own music video for this from clips they shot themselves. It makes it easier to connect to the song, & it really reaches u, unlike professional music videos on tv that have a made-up storyline. Well done, guys :) Very original & creative. I love it.
Tiffany Dillard
Awww...every time I watch this video, tears appear! :) I am so thankful that I was able to be a part of this incredible show. It's also nice to see myself in the music video more than once. <3 Andy, thank you for making this day & show so incredibly special for me! <3 Love you guys so much!
Jennifer Couture
I love these boys wayy too much. Such a cute mv. Also the back up vocals by nick jonas are beautiful. They are absolutely stunning live.
briezer44
This is such a great song! This video captures how awesome a live show is while still seeing a glimpse of the guys and what they do too! Love it. Can't wait for the Wherever You Are tour!
starrynight151
I completely love this song and to see that they made a video for it is amazing. Especially since it's all personal footage that they took. I love it!
xxxkatybearxxx
This has always been my favorite song of yours! When your album first came out, I had just broken up with my boyfriend and it was like my anthem. This video is so wonderful. Thank you for making it. ~Katy
mbiss
i'm so proud of you boys! you deserve everything you've already gotten and so much more. you are the four sweetest, most genuine guys i've ever met and i can't thank you enough for everything you've done for me. i can't wait to see you again, whenever that may be. peace love duhs and deuces.
DivergentFan
This is one of my favorite Honor Society songs! <3 Can't wait for their new album!!