First of Me
Hoobastank Lyrics


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I must make a choice
A tough decision
Listen to my voice
Should I give in
To temptation, admiration
One leads to myself
The other some one else
Just an empty shell
Just an empty shell

It's harder than it seems
When you're told that
All your hopes and dreams
Are yours to hold if
You just give them
What's expected
Something they can sell
Put upon a shelf
That I am not for sell
I am not for sell

I here a voice inside
It's crowning to a scream
I'm not the next of them
I am the first of me
'cause I can live the lie
I am just what you see
I'm not the next of them
I am the first of me

If I can't refuse
The price they offer
I am sure to lose
And I will suffer
Sell my soul to make a profit
All I have to do
Is make believe it's true
That something I can't do
That something I can't do

I here a voice inside
It's crowning to a scream
I'm not the next of them
I am the first of me
'cause I can live the lie
I am just what you see
I'm not the next of them
I am the first of me

So when the waiting's gone
This time to face the truth
You know your good enough
Deep down inside of you

You're finally woken up
If only just to prove




You are born to lead the way
Then be the first of you

Overall Meaning

"The First of Me" by Hoobastank is a song about making tough decisions in life and staying true to oneself. The lyrics speak to the pressure of societal expectations and norms, and the difficulty in resisting the temptation to conform. The singer is at a crossroads, feeling torn between the choices of giving into what is expected, or staying true to their authentic self. The lines "I am not for sale" and "I am the first of me" emphasize the importance of individuality and self-worth.


The pre-chorus and chorus showcase the inner turmoil the singer is facing, with a voice inside them "crowning to a scream." The lyrics encourage the listener to embrace their true self and not just simply go along with what society expects of them. The song ends with the affirmation that if you stay true to yourself, you are "born to lead the way" and can be the first version of yourself.


Overall, "The First of Me" is a song that speaks to the importance of individuality and the conflict between societal expectations and staying true to oneself. It encourages the listener to embrace their true selves and not conform to what is expected of them.


Line by Line Meaning

I must make a choice
I am faced with a tough decision


A tough decision
The decision is not an easy one to make


Listen to my voice
I need to trust my instincts


Should I give in
Am I going to cave in?


To temptation, admiration
Either option seems alluring


One leads to myself
Choosing one will result in me being true to myself


The other some one else
Choosing the other option will result in me being false to myself


Just an empty shell
If I choose the latter option, I will feel empty and unfulfilled


It's harder than it seems
Making this choice is a more difficult task than it appears


When you're told that
When others try to convince you that


All your hopes and dreams
The things you aspire for


Are yours to hold if
Can be accomplished if you


You just give them
You just offer up


What's expected
What others expect of you


Something they can sell
Something they can exploit or make profit off of


Put upon a shelf
To be left unused


That I am not for sell
I cannot be bought


I hear a voice inside
My inner voice is speaking to me


It's crowning to a scream
It's getting louder and louder


I'm not the next of them
I am not like everyone else


I am the first of me
I am unique and one-of-a-kind


'cause I can live the lie
Because I cannot continue to pretend


I am just what you see
I am authentic and unpretentious


If I can't refuse
If I cannot say no


The price they offer
The benefits they promise


I am sure to lose
I am certain that I will not win


And I will suffer
I will endure some type of pain or hardship


Sell my soul to make a profit
To compromise my integrity for personal gain


All I have to do
The only thing required of me


Is make believe it's true
Is to pretend that it all makes sense


That something I can't do
I cannot conform to expectations that betray who I am


So when the waiting's gone
When I can no longer procrastinate


This time to face the truth
It is time to confront reality


You know your good enough
You're worthy and capable


Deep down inside of you
In your heart and soul


You're finally woken up
You have finally realized the truth


If only just to prove
Even if only to yourself


You are born to lead the way
You are destined to pave your own path


Then be the first of you
Above all else, be true to yourself




Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: CHRIS HESSE, CHRIS LIGHT HESSE, DANIEL ESTRIN, DANIEL B. ESTRIN, DOUGLAS ROBB, DOUGLAS SEAN ROBB

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