Dirt
Horse Jumper of Love Lyrics

The opening lines of the song "Dirt" by Horse Jumper of Love express a sense of resignation and stagnation. The singer talks about a "notion" in their skull, which suggests an idea or thought that is not fully formed or realized. This concept is contrasted with the physical motion of crawling, which implies a sense of effort and struggle. The mention of the elbow being sharp against the ribs indicates a physical closeness that is uncomfortable and perhaps even painful. The line "I have learned to start and stall" suggests a kind of existential paralysis, where the singer is unable to move forward in their life.

The second verse introduces another character, a woman who is in her sleep. This character provides some sense of care and nurturing, as she fills bottles and feeds tea. However, there is a sense of distance between the singer and this woman, as evidenced by the act of peeling an apple with one's nails. This suggests a lack of utensils or tools, but also implies a kind of roughness or primitiveness in their relationship. The mixing of dirt and juice is a further expression of this, suggesting a lack of distinction or separation between the two. The final line of the song, "I am dragged, clenched by you," further emphasizes the sense of being trapped or held in place by forces outside of one's control.