A Shot In The Dark
Houston Calls Lyrics


Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴  Line by Line Meaning ↴

I'm leaving loves behind
While finding time to rhyme
Mistakes with what's at stake
No, that's just too contrived

Can I get a little taste of your lips so I feel alive?
Can you offer up the same uncertainty that I define?
Are you up for keeping in touch once a month or twice a year?
Can you handle regret and a lack of will to persevere?
This apathy will haunt me over and over and over…

So when will I wake up?
Please pinch me I don't feel a thing
I've got a hand of wish and one of chance
Don't bother, it's enough to get me through it
I close my eyes and roll a set of loaded dice, I'm sure
As convincing as a shot in the dark could be
I'll keep doing what I love with a stab at integrity

I'm adding water to w(h)ine
Pretending I'm not that guy
I'm cracking jokes all the time
to cover up a steady decline

Can I get a little taste of your lips so I feel alive?
Can you offer up the same uncertainty that I define?
Are you up for keeping in touch once a month or twice a year?
Can you handle regret and a lack of will to persevere?
This apathy will haunt me over and over and over…

So when will I wake up?
Please pinch me I don't feel a thing
I've got a hand of wish and one of chance
Don't bother, it's enough to get me through it
I close my eyes and roll a set of loaded dice, I'm sure
As convincing as a shot in the dark could be
I'll keep doing what I love with a stab at integrity

Leaving always gets the best of me when I can't say hello again
It's just another way to remember
It's just another way to forget

So when will I wake up?
Please pinch me I don't feel a thing
I've got a hand of wish and one of chance
Don't bother, it's enough to get me through it
I close my eyes and roll a set of loaded dice, I'm sure




As convincing as a shot in the dark could be
I'll keep doing, doing, doing what I love

Overall Meaning

The opening verse of Houston Calls's "A Shot In The Dark" deals with the costs of leaving behind relationships, while also pursuing personal passions. The lyrics also expose the tension that exists between these two seemingly contradictory things. The lines "I'm leaving loves behind/While finding time to rhyme" suggest that the singer is not entirely satisfied with his choices - he is leaving behind love and relationships for his art, but rhyming and creating music does not fill the emotional void created by those absences. He acknowledges that he is making a mistake, but it is one that he needs to make, despite the risks.


The chorus of the song then poses a series of questions to a lover that suggest a craving for emotional connection, but also for freedom and independence. These questions highlight the singer's hesitancy and insecurity, his acceptance that he might lose touch with loved ones, and his tendency towards apathy. The line "Can you handle regret and a lack of will to persevere?" suggests the singer knows he is not doing the right thing, but he struggles to force himself to follow a different path.


As the song progresses, the singer becomes more self-aware, acknowledging his own flaws and the ways in which he is lying to himself. He is "adding water to wine," trying to make himself seem less problematic than he actually is by cracking jokes and pretending he is not changing for the worse. In the end, the chorus repeats, reinforcing the idea that the singer is settling for something difficult and uncertain, but he is doing it with integrity, despite being unsure of the outcome.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm leaving loves behind
I'm moving on from past relationships


While finding time to rhyme
I'm making art while I search for new love


Mistakes with what's at stake
I'm willing to risk it all, even if it means making mistakes


No, that's just too contrived
No, I don't want to force anything


Can I get a little taste of your lips so I feel alive?
Can we have a moment of intimacy that makes me feel alive?


Can you offer up the same uncertainty that I define?
Can you also be okay with the unknown, like I am?


Are you up for keeping in touch once a month or twice a year?
Can we maintain a relationship even if we don't see each other often?


Can you handle regret and a lack of will to persevere?
Can you cope with me giving up sometimes and feeling sad about it later?


This apathy will haunt me over and over and over...
I'm worried that my lack of motivation will negatively impact my life


So when will I wake up?
When will I take action?


Please pinch me I don't feel a thing
I'm struggling to feel motivated


I've got a hand of wish and one of chance
I have hopes and dreams, but also acknowledge that things may not work out


Don't bother, it's enough to get me through it
I don't need anyone's approval, I'll figure it out on my own


I close my eyes and roll a set of loaded dice, I'm sure
I take risks, but I'm confident in my ability to handle the consequences


As convincing as a shot in the dark could be
I know it's a long shot, but I'm still trying my best


I'll keep doing what I love with a stab at integrity
I'll keep pursuing my passions while maintaining my values


I'm adding water to w(h)ine
I'm complaining, but not too seriously


Pretending I'm not that guy
I'm trying to appear confident, even though I have my doubts


I'm cracking jokes all the time
I use humor as a defense mechanism


to cover up a steady decline
I'm trying to hide the fact that I'm not doing too well


Leaving always gets the best of me when I can't say hello again
It's hard to say goodbye to people with the knowledge that you may never see them again


It's just another way to remember
Leaving someone leaves behind memories and emotions


It's just another way to forget
Leaving someone may also be a way to move on and forget the pain


I'll keep doing, doing, doing what I love
I'll keep pursuing my passions and striving towards my goals




Contributed by Maria N. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
To comment on or correct specific content, highlight it

Genre not found
Artist not found
Album not found
Song not found

More Versions