Peak
Howard & Peak Lyrics

Outta state
I am currently living outside of my home state.

Outta mind
I am not in the best state of mind.

Gotta get what’s mine
I need to obtain what I know rightfully belongs to me.

Yeah my hopes crushed
My dreams have been shattered.

At the finish line
At the point of completion or attainment.

Little Writers block
I am currently experiencing a temporary inability to write creatively.

Can’t finish lines
I am unable to complete my written work.

In the pit of me
From the deepest depths of my being.

An epiphany
I have suddenly realized something of great importance to me.

But, I dived in
Despite my reservations, I have taken a leap of faith and committed myself to my work.

I’m locked in
I am fully focused and committed to my work.

In the hot seat
Under a great deal of pressure and scrutiny.

Time do what’s right for me
It is time for me to prioritize my own needs and do what is best for myself.

Never dreamed this life for me
I never could have imagined that my life would turn out this way.

Couldn’t even see all the heights I seen
I never could have predicted or imagined the success and achievements I have experienced.

Wonder the rhymes so tight on me
I am amazed at how well I am able to write and perform music.

I ain’t really aim for celebrity
My goal was never to become a famous person.

The fame ain’t much but an asset
Fame is not my primary goal, but it is a useful tool for achieving my goals.

I just wanna die happy if anything put my plaques in my casket
My ultimate goal is to be content and fulfilled in life, and to be remembered for my achievements.

Cause I decided by, by any means I’ll be more than fantastic
I have made the decision to do whatever it takes to be incredibly successful.

Don’t worry bout me till I blow up (blow up)
Do not pay attention to me until I have reached the peak of my success.

The last project I had the juice, now I’m whipping up the club soda aye
In the past, I had a lot of momentum and success, but now I am focusing on creating something new and refreshing.

Bubble up, drop the top yeah
Things are going well for me and I am enjoying the ride.

Catch me in the club, VIP, 2 step smooth like salsa
I frequent exclusive club spaces and can effortlessly dance to the music.

All ya daddy watch ya daughters
The fathers of the women in the club are keeping a close eye on them as they dance with me.

Who ever knew I pop more off pop
I never expected to gain so much attention from the pop music scene.

Vibes high like flying saucers
I am feeling very positive and energetic, like I am flying in a UFO.

Cause the same ones that say they love you be the same ones that hurt the glow up
The people who claim to care for me can often be the same people who hold me back from achieving my goals.

Just different vines off the same tree
We may come from the same place, but we have gone in different directions in our lives.

Different paths, in a different V
We have taken different routes to get where we are today.

Living Two tenfold epitomes
We are both unique examples of success in our own right.

Something rising from the pit of me
A feeling deep within me is emerging and influencing my work.

Whoever knew I fall ‘cause there’s no one ever helping me holding up the beams
I often feel like I am failing because I do not have a support system to help me reach my goals.

So the monsters get control of me
When I am feeling down and unaccomplished, my negative thoughts and emotions can take over.

Demons flying out the closest
My personal demons and negative thoughts are becoming more apparent and difficult to manage.

The hardest things is to tell your truths, but the honesty dripping out of me
It is difficult to be honest about my feelings and experiences, but I am expressing myself truthfully and openly.

Like the tap water out the fausset
I am expressing myself like water flows freely from a faucet.

Everyday wanna tap out
Every day, I feel the urge to give up or escape from my struggles.

Don’t you hate how we alive but it hurt inside
It is frustrating to be alive and functioning while struggling emotionally.

Cause we going through rigor mortis
We are experiencing a sense of deadness or immobility in our lives.

Why you focused on the Forbes list?
Why are you so concerned with making money and being financially successful?

Why you focused on the Porsches?
Why do you care so much about material possessions and status symbols?

My main goal in life spread love and awareness
My top priority in life is to promote positivity and enlightenment in the world.

Better watch out and stay cautious
Be careful and vigilant in your actions and decisions.

Better hold on before the force hit ya
Get a grip on things before you are hit with the full force of consequences.

Get the weight off my shoulders
I need to relieve myself of the burdens and pressures weighing me down.

Had to buckle down and learn the fork lift
I had to focus and work hard to acquire a new skill and improve my situation.

Graduated then the friends faded and the money came in and the money went out
After I graduated, my friends began to drift away and I went through periods of financial gain and loss.

Now I’m feigning I can sniff scent out
I am highly skilled and have a keen sense of detecting opportunities.

Make a killing killing beats when I vent out
I am highly successful when I creatively express myself through music.

Probably failed a couple times baby look now
Despite past failures, I am now highly accomplished and successful.

Only time I’m stepping out is for mula
The only time I leave my work is to make money.

If you cannot beat this jump on the wave
If you are unable to compete with me, join me in my success.

Shout me out, when the ghost out the grave
Celebrate me and give me recognition when I have achieved greatness.

Self doubt, put myself in pain
My lack of confidence and self-doubt have caused me to suffer emotionally.

But self love, will revive through the plague
I will overcome my struggles by practicing self-love and positivity.

All the figures I invested for fame
I have put a lot of time and effort into building my name and reputation.

Now it’s all figured it out
Now, I have everything under control and have a clear understanding of what I need to do to succeed.

If you feeling hurt, when I’m speaking out
If my words or actions are causing you pain, I am sorry.

Ya no where close, to seeing my rage
You have no idea how driven and passionate I am about achieving my goals.

My peak
The pinnacle of my success and achievements.

Dontáe’s Peak
The unique and highly accomplished peak that I have achieved.

Yo
An exclamation or greeting to get someone's attention.

Hold up
Wait a moment.

How I hit my highest when I feel my lowest
I am able to achieve great success even when I am struggling emotionally.

So much built up fire, all this make me nervous
I have a lot of ambition and drive, which can be overwhelming at times.

When all that I desire isn’t much to fulfill
I am content with having minimal desires in life.

Family up in the hills
My family is living in a high-class area.

Mental stronger than my physical build
My mental strength exceeds my physical strength.

Stay stronger than the moment
I am able to maintain my strength and resilience even in difficult times.

Still so hopeful for my moment
I am optimistic and excited for my opportunity to shine.

This ain’t just about paying some bills
My goals and ambitions go beyond simply making money to pay my bills.

This ain’t just about my mama working two jobs still
My success is not solely about providing for my hard-working mother.

Or my sisters growing up in the fields
My younger sisters grew up in a more rural and less advantageous environment.

I gotta chill for the moment
I need to calm down and relax for a while.

And deal with the moment
I need to confront and address the current issues I am facing.

Can’t always run from what’s coming
I cannot avoid the challenges and obstacles that life presents.

In my ways I’m so molded
I have been shaped and influenced by my experiences and upbringing.

Gotta release what I’m holding uh
I need to let go of the things that are weighing me down.

Get through the moment, come on
I need to overcome the current struggles that I am facing.