Too Kind
Hyrax Lyrics


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You are too kind to leave - it's hard to decide for me.
Too kind to be as hard as I used to be.
Too kind to shock, destroy all your hope and smile.
Too kind to lack the gates which I have to pass.
You were my friend since I have first time seen into your eyes.
I felt diseased, the butterflies flew away.
I hope to rise again so that I revive.
Where's me?
I miss me.
I love me.
I never wanted to be the way I am, I just wanted your love.
I never wanted to hurt you like I did, I just wanted to be me.
I've been your friend since you first time screwed deep in my ass.
I felt diseased, the butterflies pumped in my ass.
I feel so sick, I tried to resist it but no.
Not you, you cry, a child would be stronger.
I've been your friend, till I know that you're not right for me.




Since you I cry, I cry like a baby.
But now I go and I fight - I fight for myself and tonight, tonight, tonight - wanking is freedom!

Overall Meaning

In "Too Kind," Hyrax seems to be expressing a sense of internal conflict, torn between being kind and wanting to be true to oneself. The opening lines embody this conflict, with the singer acknowledging that they feel torn between leaving and staying, and that their kindness is something that is difficult to reconcile with their desire to be true to themselves. The chorus reinforces this struggle, with the singer saying that they never wanted to be the way they are and that they just wanted to be loved, but at the same time, they do not want to hurt those they care about.


The second half of the song takes a drastic turn, with the singer acknowledging a sexual encounter with a friend. The lyrics are explicit, describing the singer's initial distress and then their eventual surrender to the experience. The final lines of the song, "wanking is freedom," add another layer of complexity to the song's message. The singer seems to be suggesting that self-pleasure is an act of liberation from societal norms and expectations.


Overall, "Too Kind" is a song that explores the tension between kindness and self-expression, while also touching on themes of sexuality and freedom. It's a raw and honest track that showcases Hyrax's ability to engage with complex emotions and experiences through music.


Line by Line Meaning

You are too kind to leave - it's hard to decide for me.
You are so kind that leaving you is difficult for me to decide.


Too kind to be as hard as I used to be.
Your kindness makes me want to be gentle instead of my usual harsh self.


Too kind to shock, destroy all your hope and smile.
You are too kind for me to bring disappointment or unhappiness to you.


Too kind to lack the gates which I have to pass.
You are too kind to be as guarded and defensive as I often am.


You were my friend since I have first time seen into your eyes.
I have valued your friendship since the very moment I first looked into your eyes.


I felt diseased, the butterflies flew away.
I felt sick inside and my initial feelings of excitement disappeared.


I hope to rise again so that I revive.
I hope to regain my confidence and sense of self-identity.


Where's me?
I am feeling lost and unsure of who I am.


I miss me.
I miss my old self before I became so consumed with pleasing others.


I love me.
I want to learn to love and accept myself for who I am.


I never wanted to be the way I am, I just wanted your love.
I never intended to become someone different from who I am, I just wanted your love and approval.


I never wanted to hurt you like I did, I just wanted to be me.
I did not mean to hurt you, but I needed to be true to myself.


I've been your friend since you first time screwed deep in my ass.
I have been your friend since we first met, but this vulgar comment undermines the sincerity of my feelings.


I felt diseased, the butterflies pumped in my ass.
I felt sick and anxious inside, even though my body was experiencing pleasure.


I feel so sick, I tried to resist it but no.
I feel sick and uncomfortable with the way our relationship has evolved, but I have been unable to stop it.


Not you, you cry, a child would be stronger.
You are crying, and it seems like even a child would be able to handle this situation better than you.


I've been your friend, till I know that you're not right for me.
I have been your friend until I realized that we are not a good match for each other.


Since you I cry, I cry like a baby.
Since our relationship started, I have been emotional and upset, like a crying infant.


But now I go and I fight - I fight for myself and tonight, tonight, tonight - wanking is freedom!
But now, I am going to fight for my own happiness and freedom, even if it means being alone. (Note: The last phrase is vulgar and not meant to be taken literally.)




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