Milwaukee indie rock band I’m Not A Pilot takes its name from frontman Mark… Read Full Bio ↴Milwaukee indie rock band I’m Not A Pilot takes its name from frontman Mark Glatzel’s musings on the idea of the control - or lack of it - one has over life. Mark often alludes to being a passenger on a plane knowing the destination of his journey, but uncertain of what the route will bring him through. With a cache of intricately melodic songs about uncertainty and lack of control, Mark recruited his brother Matthew Glatzel on bass guitar and drummer Steve Vorass Jr. (both formerly from Stükenberg) to complement his keyboard and vocals, and to help realize his vision through these songs. Peter Thomas, a cellist with the Milwaukee Symphony Orchestra, began to sit in on weekly band practices and soon his involvement turned into an invitation to join the band. The line-up complete, I’m Not A Pilot released its first self-titled EP in 2009 on Branch Records. Explosive with the rolls and crashes of Vorass’ drums and lush textures of piano and cello, the EP introduces Mark’s dark lyrical content, warm vocal melodies, and a very unique sound.

After a year of local recognition as “Milwaukee’s guitar-less rock band,” and with a full-length album nearly completed, INAP’s Matthew Glatzel handed the bass strings over to songwriter Adrian Esguerra, who had recently moved from Seattle to Milwaukee. With Adrian contributing new bass parts, INAP finished and independently self-released its first full-length album Need Money for Rocket Fuel in November 2010. Live appearances on local radio stations, television, and summer festivals helped quickly establish the band as local favorites garnering INAP an impressively diverse fan base.

Voted Best Rock Band 2010, 2011, and 2013 in Milwaukee’s Shepherd Express Weekly, Best Rock Band 2011 at WYMS 88.9fm Radio Milwaukee Music Awards (Song of the Year 2014 nomination), and nominated for a plethora of awards including Band of the Year 2012 at the Wisconsin Area Music Awards, I’m Not A Pilot has toured the Midwest (and Texas, Tennessee) extensively performing at colleges, high schools, performing arts centers, music venues/clubs, music festivals and house concerts.
In November 2013, I’m Not A Pilot independently self-released its second EP entitled The Story So Far. Soon after, a national radio campaign helped place INAP’s music across the country and through word of mouth, an independent feature film called The Surface (starring Sean Astin, Chris Mulkey, and Mimi Rogers, directed by Gil Cates, Jr., written by Jeff Gendelman) placed two of I’m Not A Pilot’s songs (A Lot To Say and Ami’s Song from Need Money For Rocket Fuel) in crucial moments in the film that was premiered at the 2014 Milwaukee Film Festival.
Huge advocators of music programs in schools, I’m Not A Pilot is extremely active in music education. Between 2010-2013, INAP performed family concerts for the Milwaukee Symphony Orchestra’s nationally acclaimed Arts in Community Education program. In the fall of 2013, INAP commissioned Nashville arranger/composer, Jim Gray, to fully orchestrate (for winds, brass, percussion, strings) eight original songs by I’m Not A Pilot. The concept behind the commission is simply to bring a one-of-a-kind educational experience to high school musicians across the country through performing side-by-side with I’m Not A Pilot in concert. The orchestrated songs/charts were completed in February 2014 and premiered on April 25th, 2014 at the South Milwaukee Performing Arts Center featuring 90+ students from The Milwaukee Youth Symphony Orchestra (MYSO). In June 2014, INAP self-released their fourth album entitled I’m Not A Pilot LIVE featuring the Milwaukee Youth Symphony Orchestra. Since then, INAP has performed with the Sun Prairie High School Orchestra and future collaborations include concerts and educational classes with the high schools of West Bend and Waukesha South.
“I'm Not A Pilot is four musicians coalescing to reach a state of gestalt by exploring new sonic territories,” writes Charles Nevsimal of INFO* Magazine, “and in doing so, they're charting a course to the stars."

I’m Not A Pilot’s music can be heard on iTunes, YouTube, Pandora, Spotify, Rdio, Amazon, and CD Baby. For more info please visit www.imnotapilot.com

Creep
I'm Not A Pilot Lyrics

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when you here before
i could look you in the eyes
you just like a angle
your skin makes me cry
i flow like a feather-er-er
in a beautiful world
i so fucking special
i wish i was special

and i, m on a creep
and i on a years go
what the hell i, m doing here
i don, t belong here
i don, t care with hurt
i wana have troll-ooo
i wana perfect body
i wana perfect soul
i want you to know tha-aat
that i not roun-aad
you so fucking special
i wish i, m special.special
and i, m on a creep
and i on a years go-oo
what the hell i, m doing here
i don, t belong here
well i makes you happy
where ever you want
you so fucking special

i wish i was special
i wish i was special

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "Creep" by I'm Not A Pilot express a sense of alienation and a longing to be special or accepted. The singer describes his feelings of inadequacy and inferiority, stating that he doesn't belong and wishes he could be someone else. He compares himself to an angel, and acknowledges the beauty around him, yet still feels separated from it. The repetition of the phrase "I wish I was special" emphasizes this desire for something more.

The use of the word "creep" in the title and throughout the lyrics adds an eerie and uncomfortable feeling to the song, suggesting a darker side to the singer's thoughts and emotions. He questions his purpose and his worth, feeling as though he's simply taking up space without contributing anything meaningful. The lyrics convey a sense of hopelessness and despair, as the singer struggles to find a sense of belonging in the world.

Overall, "Creep" explores themes of self-doubt, isolation, and the human desire for acceptance and love. The song highlights the complex emotions that can accompany feelings of inadequacy, and the struggle to find one's place in the world.

Line by Line Meaning

when you here before
When you were here before

i could look you in the eyes
I could make eye contact with you

you just like a angle
You're just like an angel

your skin makes me cry
Your beauty overwhelms me

i flow like a feather-er-er
I feel light and carefree

in a beautiful world
In a world that seems perfect

i so fucking special
I feel so unique and important

i wish i was special
I wish I were as special as you

and i, m on a creep
And I'm creeping around

and i on a years go
And I'm getting older

what the hell i, m doing here
Why am I here?