My Life
Before he became known to the world as I-Octane, young Byiome Muir was just… Read Full Bio ↴Before he became known to the world as I-Octane, young Byiome Muir was just another youth growing up in Sandy Bay, Clarendon with big dreams. Now he is known for his uniquely powerful voice and spit-fire lyrics but before that he gained himself the reputation of being a noisy little boy who was constantly belting out a tune, much to the annoyance of his mother and siblings. Young Byiome took this passion for music and singing to school and could always be found beating a rhythm on the desk and entertaining his classmates. Before long, the casual performances gained Byiome respect and no schoolyard clash, concert, or function was complete without an appearance from the budding singjay. Despite his blossoming reputation as a talented singer, Muir still didn't consider performing professionally as a viable career choice. Understanding the financial hardships that his family had to endure, he took on the role of 'man of the house' and focused on helping his mother raise his brothers and sister. However, his education was not to be neglected. His mother encouraged him to work hard at school and Byiome discovered that he had an affinity for the sciences and architecture. He actually considered becoming an architect but he couldn't seem to escape the call of the music. It wasn't until he completed high school that Byiome really considered getting serious about his talent. By this time, a few people began to encourage him to take the plunge into the music industry. He began performing under the name 'Richie Rich' and aided by his hardcore dancehall lyrics, it wasn't long before he was introduced to famed producer Donovan Germaine of Penthouse Records. Spending time at Penthouse and rubbing shoulders with more established artistes such as Buju Banton and Tony Rebel gave Richie the opportunity to hone his talent and really decide where he wanted to go with his new career choice. While working with Penthouse, he decided to change his name to something that better represented him. He realized that high octane gas was known for it's high energy and performance and knew immediately that this epitomized the type of performer he wanted to be. He personalized it by substituting the 'high' for 'I', and so the name I-Octane was birthed. Three years after linking with Penthouse, I-Octane caught the interest of Arrows Recording Company. He was approached by Junior Arrows who ended up signing him to the label. This decision brought with it a lot of changes and Octane slowly began to make a name for himself. He transitioned from dancehall music to a more cultural vibe and his first hit single 'Stab Vampire' cemented his position as a notable reggae artiste. It seems that the success of 'Stab vampire' served as a catalyst to propel I-Octane forward. After that song went to number one and received the award for Video of the Year at the 'Excellence in Music Awards (EME), I-Octane put out hit after hit, winning over skeptics and gaining many new fans. Song's such as Different page, Hurt mi, and 'Mama you alone' reverberated with people all over and as his reputation soared his fan base increased and the demands grew beyond the Jamaican soil. In in no time I-Octane was performing to his international fan base on his first European tour. Inevitably, he soon began to link with notable producers who were all clamoring to work with the young artiste and his repertoire of hit songs broadened rapidly.
I-Octane is now an independent artiste, having ended a 4 year partnership with Arrows Recordings. His catalogue continues to grow likewise his accolades and he has received numerous awards and nominations in recognition of his work. With only a 5 year stint in the industry he is already being compared to some of the legends in reggae, hence it's only appropriate that many industry professionals and corporate Jamaica are looking to him as the leader of the new generation of musician. Even with his success to date, it is clear that Octane has just scratched the surface of all he is meant to achieve. His music has captured the attention and hearts of people of every color, creed and class and this artiste has undoubtedly unleashed a fire that will eternally blaze. HOTTA FIRE BURNING!!!!

My Life
I-Octane Lyrics


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Am I gonna die today
Or am I gonna leave my life alone
Will I spend this life with another
Or am I gonna lead my life alone
Why do I try when I know it aint gone do me any good
Ima never be the person you want me to be
Im me Im a fucked up narcissist (Yea)
And I cant get my brain started when
I really want to
I really want you but
I dont
When I walk around I feel alone
But I got me a ghost by my side
Yea I got me a shinigami baby
A shinigami baby
Got me a shinigami
Now just pass me the notebook
Fuck I gotta get up
Am I gonna die to day
I can barely sleep at night
When I know my minds awake
In my mind
So full of mistakes
Am I gonna die today
Or am I gonna leave my life alone
Will I spend this life with another
Or am I gonna lead my life alone
Am I gonna die today
Or am I gonna leave my life alone




Will I spend this life with another
Or am I gonna lead my life alone

Overall Meaning

In I-Octane's song "My Life," the artist seems to be grappling with the existential questions of life, particularly about mortality and companionship. He wonders whether he will die today, or if he will leave his life alone. He also contemplates whether he should spend his life with another or lead his life alone. I-Octane is aware that trying to be the person that others wish him to be is a futile task, and he accepts that he is a messed-up narcissist. He struggles with getting his brain to function correctly when he really wants to, and he confesses that he feels alone when he walks around. Despite these struggles, he mentions that he has a ghost by his side, which he refers to as a 'shinigami baby.'


'Shinigami' is a Japanese term that refers to a supernatural being which brings about death. In popular culture, shinigami is depicted as black cloaked figures wielding a scythe, like the Grim Reaper. It is possible that I-Octane is using this term to represent his own inner demons and the constant reminder of mortality. He also mentions needing a notebook, which could be interpreted as him needing to write down his thoughts and feelings as a form of therapy.


Overall, "My Life" is a candid and introspective song that delves into the themes of mortality, loneliness, and self-acceptance. I-Octane's honesty in confronting his inner fears and demons is both relatable and refreshing.


Line by Line Meaning

Am I gonna die today
Am I going to die today?


Or am I gonna leave my life alone
Will I live my life in solitude?


Will I spend this life with another
Will I find love in my lifetime?


Or am I gonna lead my life alone
Or will I lead a solitary existence?


Why do I try when I know it aint gone do me any good
Why bother putting effort into something I know won't benefit me?


Ima never be the person you want me to be
I will never be able to meet your expectations.


Im me Im a fucked up narcissist (Yea)
I am who I am, a flawed and selfish individual.


And I cant get my brain started when I really want to
I struggle with mental blocks when I am motivated to think.


I really want you but I dont
I have conflicting desires about a particular person.


When I walk around I feel alone
I experience deep feelings of loneliness in my daily life.


But I got me a ghost by my side
Although I feel alone, I have a companion in my own fears and anxieties.


Yea I got me a shinigami baby
Metaphorically, I have a supernatural being accompanying me in my darkness.


A shinigami baby
The shinigami represents death and the possibility of it looming over me.


Got me a shinigami
I am constantly aware of my mortality.


Now just pass me the notebook
Now, bring me my writing pad so I can express my thoughts and emotions.


Fuck I gotta get up
I have trouble finding the motivation to be productive.


Am I gonna die to day
Am I going to die today?


I can barely sleep at night
I struggle with insomnia due to my racing thoughts and anxieties.


When I know my minds awake
I am aware that my mind is keeping me up at night with its noise.


In my mind
I become trapped within my own thoughts and emotions.


So full of mistakes
I am burdened with the weight of my past mistakes and regrets.


Am I gonna die today
Am I going to die today?


Or am I gonna leave my life alone
Will I live my life in solitude?


Will I spend this life with another
Will I find love in my lifetime?


Or am I gonna lead my life alone
Or will I lead a solitary existence?




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Written by: Keith Willis

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Comments from YouTube:

@1plus1buildersbuilders61

This song hits my soul anytime. Big ups to you Ioctaine

@deegosmith6876

I have many things to say about this time in my life. Now celebrating humility and growth. πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯

@vidalokoo2368

2020 and still a shotπŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ’ͺ

@MARINE_DM

vida lokoo bam bam

@shanshanny100

Listening πŸ‘‚

@ARRIBAZON

True

@oshanepatterson5452

One of the best songs from the 2010s.

@omarsalmon437

Never dies

@omarsalmon437

The best of IOC t

@MyMysterius

Yea this song sen him to the big leagues.....i love to see the artist rising to new levels.... There is a lot of talent rising out of JA....esp. the females.....Zanni...Denique...cherine Anderson....im so proud!!!!

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