Mess
I will i swear Lyrics

We fall behind
We are not keeping pace with others in our field or in society.

But we're not doomed
Despite trailing behind, there is still a possibility of success.

And you're alone
You are isolated and without companionship.

Inside your heart tomb
You are trapped in a place of emotional darkness and despair.

We never tried
We did not make an effort.

Out of love for none
We didn't try because we did not care enough about anyone or anything.

You're up and down
You experience extreme fluctuations in mood and behavior.

But you were never loved
You never received genuine affection or care from others.

You're on the ground
You have hit rock bottom or are in a helpless position.

You sneak back up
You rise up again, overcoming obstacles and difficulties.

You're more than a mess
You are not just a chaotic or disorganized person, but have deeper emotional issues.

But you speak of love
Despite your problems, you talk about love and yearn for it.

And now you're here
You are present and accounted for, but something is not quite right.

You were never here
Your presence was lacking or insincere, even when you were physically present.

Though we hate lies
We detest dishonesty and falsehood.

Collect them ourselves
We are guilty of lying and deceiving.

And we despise
We have strong negative feelings towards things we have done or said in the past.

Everything we've said
We regret our words and are uneasy about their effects.

In that heat
During intense or stressful situations.

Things are broken
Problems have arisen and things are not functioning as intended.

No you never were
Contradicting the idea that someone has been present, emotionally or physically.

But you never were
Highlighting the fact that someone has not been genuine or sincere, despite being present.

No you never were
Reiterating the previous point that someone has not truly been present, either emotionally or physically.