Playgrounds And City Parks
Ian McCulloch Lyrics


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In playgrounds and city parks
we played around 'till it went dark
in every breath another spark was dying
at bus stops we stood in line
like full stops at the end of time
where teardrops don't ever dry for crying
la la la la
la la la la

light up my life
all my days
all my nights
light up my lonely life
light up my lonely life

i knew i'd never leave the street
i love the taste of self defeat
you never win and you can't reat what's broken
if don't play then you don't loose
you either play or have to choose
the words to say or leave the words unspoken
la la la la
la la la la

light up my life
all my days
all my nights
light up my lonely life
light up my lonely life

is sight again
and suffering
and all your dreams
have ended

light up my life
all my days
all my nights




light up my lonely life
light up my lonely life

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Ian McCulloch's song "Playgrounds And City Parks" are reflective of the innocence and clarity of youth, and the bittersweet nostalgia that comes with the realization that childhood is fleeting. The first line, "In playgrounds and city parks we played around 'till it went dark," conjures up images of carefree summer days spent chasing friends, running through sprinklers, and staying outside until you can't see anymore. The following line, "in every breath another spark was dying," reveals the underlying sadness and inevitability of growing up and losing that childlike wonder and enthusiasm for life.


As the song continues, McCulloch touches on themes of loneliness and self-defeat. He sings, "I love the taste of self defeat, you never win and you can't reat what's broken." These lines suggest a sense of resignation and acceptance of one's own flaws and failures. However, the chorus offers a glimmer of hope and redemption, as McCulloch pleads, "light up my life, all my days, all my nights, light up my lonely life." This refrain suggests a desire to find joy and companionship amidst the darkness and isolation of life.


Ultimately, "Playgrounds And City Parks" is a poignant meditation on the fleeting nature of childhood and the struggles of adulthood. It captures the wistful nostalgia for simpler times, while acknowledging the harsh realities of growing up.


Line by Line Meaning

In playgrounds and city parks
We spent hours playing in the parks and playgrounds of the city


we played around 'till it went dark
Our play continued until the sun set and it became too dark to see


in every breath another spark was dying
Each moment passed was a reminder of something we were losing, and time was slipping away


at bus stops we stood in line
We waited in queues for buses to take us home


like full stops at the end of time
Waiting felt eternal, as if time was coming to a standstill


where teardrops don't ever dry for crying
We were all so unhappy, and the sadness never seemed to end


light up my life
I need joy and happiness in my life


all my days
Every day, no matter what


all my nights
Even when it's dark outside


light up my lonely life
I am in need of light to dispel the darkness of my lonely existence


i knew i'd never leave the street
I was resigned to never leaving the familiar surroundings of my hometown


i love the taste of self defeat
I am drawn to the feeling of failure and hopelessness, and I have come to love it


you never win and you can't reat what's broken
There is no victory when everything is already broken


if don't play then you don't loose
If you don't try, you can't lose, but you also can never win


you either play or have to choose the words to say or leave the words unspoken
We must always make a choice, whether to take action or stay silent, and each choice has a consequence


is sight again
The ability to see things clearly has returned


and suffering
But this newfound vision brings with it a steady stream of pain and unhappiness


and all your dreams have ended
All the things you wished for and hoped to achieve have now passed beyond your reach




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