Last Words
Ice Nine Kills Lyrics


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Here goes the story of a kid we thought we knew
He hid a hate inside and had a state of mind
That put him in his grave
It began with his friends
They never noticed the despair in his eyes
From the pressure
His life was etched in stone
Before he made a choice of his own

And he's dedicated
For everyday that he's made it on his own
In his fathers eyes he's a pair of dice
He won't be number one
He can't be number one

So he tries to comply
With everything they've ever asked
And his life is stitched with one-way tickets
To places he don't want to visit
He says I'm never gonna be perfect
Maybe I don't deserve his trust
But I'm doing the best I can
I've never dealt with such pressure
Feels like my whole lifes etched in stone
Before I've made a choice of my own

So save your breath cause you'll
Need it when you hang from a rope
Cause of death:
Obvious from your suicide note
The last words that filled the page:
If no one will listen than no one
Will miss me when I'm gone
Across town his dad falls asleep all alone
Never knowing he was never going to come home
The last thoughts that filled his head
Ill tell him I'm sorry Ill
Say I regret what I did
Its your life
Ill live my own life instead

His bedrooms filled with emptiness tonight




As the silence cuts through like a knife
Knowing he's not there

Overall Meaning

The song "Last Words" by Ice Nine Kills is a poignant portrayal of the inner turmoil of a troubled teen who internalizes his pain until it ultimately leads him to take his own life. The lyrics convey a sense of sadness and detachment from the world around him as he struggles to fit in and meet the expectations of his dad, who seems to view him as nothing more than a pair of dice. He feels the pressure from the people in his life and is constantly trying to please them, but it ultimately takes its toll on his mental health.


The verse that says "So save your breath cause you'll need it when you hang from a rope" is particularly heavy, as it suggests that the teen sees suicide as the only way out of his situation. The mention of the suicide note, which reads "If no one will listen than no one will miss me when I'm gone," is haunting and tragic. The song ends on a poignant note, with the teen's father alone in his house, unaware that his son will never come back.


Line by Line Meaning

Here goes the story of a kid we thought we knew
This is the story of a young man who was misunderstood by those around him


He hid a hate inside and had a state of mind
He concealed his feelings of anger and had a troubled mental state


That put him in his grave
His mental state eventually led to his death


It began with his friends
His social circle played a role in his story


They never noticed the despair in his eyes
No one paid attention to his evident sadness


From the pressure
The stress he faced in life contributed to his struggles


His life was etched in stone
He felt like his destiny was predetermined and unchangeable


Before he made a choice of his own
He felt like he had no control over his life


And he's dedicated
Despite his struggles, he remains steadfast in his commitment to life


For everyday that he's made it on his own
He recognizes his own strength and resilience in overcoming challenges


In his fathers eyes he's a pair of dice
His father sees him as a risk-taker or a gamble


He won't be number one
His father does not see him as a successful or accomplished person


So he tries to comply
He attempts to conform to the expectations of others


With everything they've ever asked
He goes along with what people tell him to do


And his life is stitched with one-way tickets
His life feels like a never-ending journey that takes him only to undesirable destinations


To places he don't want to visit
The places he is taken to are not places he enjoys or wants to be in


He says I'm never gonna be perfect
He recognizes that perfection is unattainable for him


Maybe I don't deserve his trust
He questions whether he is worthy of someone's trust


But I'm doing the best I can
Despite his insecurities, he tries his hardest


I've never dealt with such pressure
He feels like he is facing immense stress for the first time


Feels like my whole lifes etched in stone
His life seems predetermined and unchangeable


Before I've made a choice of my own
He feels like he has no control over his own decisions


So save your breath cause you'll
He warns someone to not bother trying to help him


Need it when you hang from a rope
The person is better off saving their breath for when they are in trouble themselves


Cause of death:
The reason behind his death


Obvious from your suicide note
The evidence of his death is clear from his note


The last words that filled the page:
The final words he wrote before his death


If no one will listen than no one
He believes that if no one hears his cries for help


Will miss me when I'm gone
No one will feel the impact of his absence when he is gone


Across town his dad falls asleep all alone
His father sleeps alone, without knowing what is happening to his son


Never knowing he was never going to come home
His father was not aware that his son would not return


The last thoughts that filled his head
The final thoughts on his mind before his death


Ill tell him I'm sorry Ill
He regrets what he has done and wants to apologize to someone


Say I regret what I did
He expresses remorse for his actions


Its your life
He acknowledges that his father has his own life to live


Ill live my own life instead
He is choosing to end his life and prioritize his own wishes and desires


His bedrooms filled with emptiness tonight
His room is empty and void of life


As the silence cuts through like a knife
The quietness is discomforting and oppressive


Knowing he's not there
Realizing that he is no longer alive




Lyrics © Songtrust Ave, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: SPENCER CHARNAS

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Comments from YouTube:

Georgette Richardson

This song is the reason I fell in love with Ice Nine Kills when I found them on Myspace. 7 years of them being my all-time favorite band, and it only seems to get better.

Ally Kae

Dude same!!!!!! This is the first song I heard of theirs. And I absolutely fell for them!

Brian Kenney

I know they sound COMPLETELY different now. But I would absolutely love it if they'd play this song live. I doubt it'll ever happen though.

Kenan #1

@PureSkylineTG same

Kiaya

oh my.... 5 years ago... I'm a little late

rlbcage

Asked Spencer if it's possible and then he made a joke about it never happening so probably not

Kenyan G.

Hello

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I M A BEAST

This is me amazed of how far they've come. Great work boys. Spencer keep it up

SleepingWithPanic!AtTheDisco

I love the old stuff they used to do but you guys have to admit they've come so far in their career and this and the newer stuff shows their evolution.They've evolved both as a band and as their own Spencer's vocals are so much better now they sounded whiny during this phase in the band's career. But also they've become much more theatrical and Spencer even said he loves theater he love Les Mis and also Phantom of the Opera and it shows in the newer stuff. The new album coming out I pre ordered for both me and my boi Ben and we can't wait till it drops lol.

Spyro

I wonder how they come up with lyrics this good.. Amazing song.

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