Former Self
Icon of Coil Lyrics


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decisions are few, although I've found my peace avoiding the dark, caressing the sun despised by your touch prefer to be alone now lend me your soul it seems like I'm loosing mine And this ain't me hold my self down with a knife to my throat And this ain't me standing alone as the drugs starts to work filled by desire I'm calm as a storm like a state of mind it's someone you know too soon, too cold this invitation now lend me your soul I fall to damnation And this ain't me hold my self down with a knife to my throat And this ain't me standing alone as the drugs starts to work




Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Icon of Coil's song "Former Self" seem to be exploring the theme of internal struggle and the search for one's true identity. The singer suggests that they have found a certain level of inner peace by avoiding negative influences and clinging to positivity, represented by "caressing the sun." However, they also explain that they feel "despised" by someone's touch, preferring to be alone instead. The singer is struggling with losing themselves, a feeling that is illustrated by the request to "lend me your soul."


As the song progresses, the singer becomes more and more desperate, even going so far as to hold a knife to their throat in an attempt to hold onto some sense of control. They are struggling to find themselves and to reconcile the person they are with the person they want to be. The invitation to "now lend me your soul" suggests that the singer is willing to make some sort of sacrifice or deal for the sake of inner peace, though it ultimately leads to "damnation."


Overall, "Former Self" seems to be a powerful exploration of the search for identity and the struggle that can come with it. The imagery used throughout the song is evocative, painting a picture of someone who is attempting to navigate difficult emotional terrain in order to find peace.


Line by Line Meaning

decisions are few, although I've found my peace
I have limited options, but I have managed to attain inner peace


avoiding the dark, caressing the sun
I choose to stay away from negativity and embrace positivity


despised by your touch prefer to be alone
I don't like the way you touch me, and I'd rather be alone


now lend me your soul it seems like I'm loosing mine
I need your emotional support because I feel like I'm losing myself


And this ain't me hold my self down with a knife to my throat
This is not who I am, resorting to self-harm to cope with my emotions


And this ain't me standing alone as the drugs starts to work
This is not who I am, relying on drugs to numb my pain and loneliness


filled by desire I'm calm as a storm
I have intense desires, but I am still able to maintain a calm exterior


like a state of mind it's someone you know
My current state of mind is familiar to someone who knows me well


too soon, too cold this invitation
The offer is abrupt and uninviting


now lend me your soul I fall to damnation
I need your support or else I feel like I am doomed to fail




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: OLE ANDERS OLSEN, SEBASTIAN R. KOMOR

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Nabucodonosor II

one of the best songs of all times

Cedric Herrera

This music is timeless.

CHRISTCOMBIC COMBICHRIST

Still good as always

Erishkigall

Thanx for Putting this Up!! Absolutely <3 Icon of Coil!!!

Arc Blackheart

this song is nearly 13 years old

Diandra Deeke

and now 21 but the song is still good ^^

Felipe Pornolux

Yeah, and now 20 💣🔥

Underground Sounds

And still better than Combichrist :)

No_one_Anonymous

XD

No_one_Anonymous

no its timeless like most good songs

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