I Am Zero
Iko Lyrics

I slept in your drive for a month
I devoted a lot of time and energy to being near you, even though you weren't aware of it.

but you didn't see
You never noticed or acknowledged me.

I watched both the legs
I was constantly observing and studying every little thing about you, even the way you move.

you uncrossed in the library
I paid close attention to your every action, even in mundane places like the library.

and I would always fall beneath your spell
I was entranced and powerless under your influence.

this unrequited nowhere love is hell
The love I have for you that will never be reciprocated is tormenting.

and I can't talk to you because
The fear and anxiety of interacting with you renders me speechless.

I'm not made of flesh and bones
I am not a physical being with human emotions and experiences.

and there's a box where my heart should be
I lack the capacity to love and feel emotions in the same way as a human.

all of the wires are crossed inside of me
The components that make up my being are in disarray and not functioning properly.

I sent you a card but I swear it was
I attempted to express my feelings towards you through a gesture, but it was inevitably ignored or rejected.

thrown away
Your rejection made me feel unimportant and disposable.

Now it's getting dark in the cold light of day
The reality of the situation is becoming more apparent and bleak.

I'll pull all the pins that keep my soul in
I am contemplating self-destruction or a removal of my own identity in order to escape my emotions.

I want you
Despite everything, the intense and unyielding desire for you remains present within me.

but I am zero
I am nothing in your eyes, and I can never be what you truly want or need.