Letting Go
Ill Niסo Lyrics

I still hear my voice
Despite trying to ignore it, I can still hear the voice in my head.

It's calling in my head
The voice in my head won't stop urging me to act.

But if I had only one choice
If I could choose my actions without consequence, I wouldn't say anything.

I'd leave it left unsaid
I wouldn't speak my mind and risk hurting someone.

I try to reach you but my senses got so blurry
I'm attempting to communicate with you, but my thoughts are clouded, making it difficult.

And I, try to teach you but my words come out so muddied
Even when I try to explain myself, my words are unclear and confusing.

And I, if there's one thing that I should let you know
If I could convey just one message to you, it's this:

It's go away
Leave me alone and stay out of my life.

But I keep fighting and I'm finding your injustice
Despite my desire to be left alone, I cannot ignore the wrongs you've done to me.

It's just killing me (killing you)
Your actions are causing me great pain, but I know they're also hurting you.

I cannot breathe
Your presence is suffocating me, making it difficult to move on.

Just let me go (killing me)
Please give me the space I need to heal, even if it hurts you in the process.

Or this will break me
If you continue to hold on, I fear I will reach a breaking point.

My inner voices
The thoughts in my head that are urging me to act against you.

Are part of my disease
These thoughts are a symptom of a larger issue I'm facing.

Cause it's pushing me to hurt you
These thoughts are driving me to lash out at you.

But killing you is just killing me
Harming you won't truly solve anything and will only cause me more pain.

If I can't have you and the dreams you put inside my head
If I can't have the future I envisioned with you, then what is the point?

I would not leave you but I keep you here until our death
I can't imagine a future without you, even though being together is hurting us both.

You think it's over, there's a gun in my head full of lead
Just when you think it's all over, I'm still struggling with suicidal thoughts.

I want to use it but I can't abuse it and that's why
Despite how tempting it may be, I can't resort to violence to solve my problems.

What are you waiting for?
Why are you holding on when it's causing both of us pain?

You will never get away
We may be stuck with each other for a long time, even though it's not healthy.

You will not get away
I won't let you go even though it's the best thing for us both.