Pimp
Illdisposed Lyrics

The lyrics of Illdisposed's song "Pimp" suggest a certain despair or dissatisfaction with life, as the singer declares that "being alive brings me down". He then describes himself as a "pimp", which has traditionally been a term used to describe someone who profits off the exploitation of others, often in the sex trade. This suggests that the singer may feel like his current existence is characterized by using or taking advantage of others, or he could simply be describing himself as a hustler or someone who is able to get what he wants in life. The next few lines seem to describe the singer's willingness to do whatever it takes to succeed, even if it means selling his own soul.

The second verse mentions the idea of shame being unable to be washed away by soap, which could be interpreted as the idea that choices or actions that one takes can stay with them forever, even if they try to cleanse themselves of them. The singer then mentions that he will "sell whatever there is to be sold", suggesting a willingness to do whatever it takes to get ahead, even if it involves things that are morally questionable. The stanza that follows seems to describe someone who is running through the world without a clear plan or purpose, perhaps chasing after the idea of success or happiness but not really knowing how to achieve it. The singer promises to fulfill this person's wildest dreams in their dreams, suggesting a willingness to do whatever it takes to please others, even if it's not something he personally wants or believes in.