I Wish He Would Make Me
Illogic Lyrics


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Carpe Diem the philosophy I've come to embrace
On a trek to find myself with God pleading my case
I no longer want to straddle the fence of the agnostic
Due to my success within my flesh I've become a hostage
My light doesn't shine anymore the dimmer switch has darkened the filament
I was the sun now I'm a star in the skies of ignorance
My heart's become hate trapped within this frozen puddle
Now dispensing souls reflections soaked in subtle hypocrisy
I've disgraced my own name because I'm living life logically
Consistent with the secular realm an illogistic dichotomy
I haven't lost faith but I misplaced my spirituality
Hope an ocean is created whole relation to float in reality
Cause now I'm trapped in the storms eye
These heavy rains I can't handle
Need to become a lighthouse instead of a flickering candle
I need to rededicate my life don't know if I'm ready
I know I have to make a choice but I wish he would make me

I strayed from the path pre-destined for me
I'm ill now but walking right I'd be an iller emcee
I know I can overcome this rut cause God put it in me
But I have to find it stop walking this earthly road blinded
Every word reads God-given this is my theory
I'm in a place now that doesn't compare to where I could be
I know I can overcome this rut cause God put it in me
But I have to find it and stop walking this earthly road blinded

Due to my reflection I've lost love cause God was an afterthought
Showed me the one prepared for me she was snatched from my heart
I understand the mirror of pain gave a nice view
Revealing what I had to do to be reshaped and made anew
This is hard cause for a while I wouldn't look in God's direction
Pissed cause I had this life of disappointment and rejection
But I come to realize that when I fell in this rut
God was tearing me down so He could build me back up
See I've been known to rock a crowd with an anointing like no other
And be a prime example for my friends and my brothers
Now I need the strength to take this step from this shadow
Giving my silhouette features as my teacher points the arrow
I was told sin's wide and righteousness is narrow
I must prepare for it just to be guiding my way through the sea
I know I need to rededicate my life don't know if I'm ready
I know I have to make a choice but I wish he would make me

I'm locked in this cage and only I have the key
I'm trying to pick the lock without surrendering completely
I know I can overcome this rut cause God put it in me
But I have to find it stop walking this earthly road blinded
I tired of having my eyes covered
I'm trying to see
The Promised Land over the mountain waiting for me
I know I can overcome this rut cause God put it in me
But I have to find it and stop walking this earthly road blinded
I have to find it and stop walking this earthly road blinded
I have to find it and stop walking this earthly road blinded




I have to find it and stop walking this earthly road blinded
God I wish he would make me

Overall Meaning

The song "I Wish He Would Make Me" by Illogic is a powerful reflection on the struggles of faith, doubt, and self-discovery. The lyrics express the artist's desire to live a more spiritual life, but also his hesitation and fear of commitment. The opening lines reference the Carpe Diem philosophy, which urges us to seize the day and live in the present moment. However, the artist acknowledges that he has become a "hostage" to his own success and lost touch with his spirituality. He feels that his "light doesn't shine anymore," and that he has become trapped in a cycle of hypocrisy and logical reasoning, rather than embracing the mystery and faith of the divine.


The second verse continues with this theme of struggle and self-discovery, as the artist seeks to find his way back to his spiritual path. He recognizes that he has strayed from his predestined path and that he needs to find the strength to overcome doubt and fear. He acknowledges that God has given him the ability to overcome his struggles, but that he must find the courage to surrender and let go of his earthly attachments. The final verse reflects on the pain of past mistakes, particularly the loss of love and relationships due to a lack of faith. However, the artist realizes that these struggles are necessary to reshape and transform him, to tear him down and build him back up.


Overall, the song is a powerful meditation on the struggle of faith and the desire to live a more meaningful and spiritual life. It highlights the difficulties of letting go of worldly success, the pain of doubt and fear, and the importance of surrendering to the divine. Ultimately, the artist wishes for God to guide him and make him worthy of his calling.


Line by Line Meaning

Carpe Diem the philosophy I've come to embrace
I have adopted the philosophy of 'seize the day' and live life to the fullest.


On a trek to find myself with God pleading my case
I am on a journey to discover my true self while seeking guidance from God.


I no longer want to straddle the fence of the agnostic
I am no longer indecisive about my beliefs and do not want to remain agnostic.


Due to my success within my flesh I've become a hostage
I have become trapped and held captive by my own success and materialistic desires.


My light doesn't shine anymore the dimmer switch has darkened the filament
I no longer radiate positivity and optimism, as my spirit and energy have been depleted by negativity and obstacles.


I was the sun now I'm a star in the skies of ignorance
I used to be a bright and shining presence, but now I am just a small and insignificant part of the ignorant world.


My heart's become hate trapped within this frozen puddle
My heart has become filled with hate and negativity, and I feel trapped and stuck in this state.


Now dispensing souls reflections soaked in subtle hypocrisy
I am now projecting a hypocritical attitude towards others, despite being aware of my own faults.


I've disgraced my own name because I'm living life logically
My behavior and actions have tarnished my reputation because I have been making logical and practical choices instead of following my heart and spirit.


Consistent with the secular realm an illogistic dichotomy
My beliefs and actions are inconsistent and contradictory with the spiritual realm, causing confusion and conflict within myself.


I haven't lost faith but I misplaced my spirituality
I have not lost belief in a higher power, but I have lost touch with my spiritual self and connection to that power.


Hope an ocean is created whole relation to float in reality
I hope to create a strong and meaningful connection with a higher power to guide me through reality and adversity.


Cause now I'm trapped in the storms eye
I am currently caught in the middle of a difficult and turbulent situation.


These heavy rains I can't handle
I am struggling to deal with the challenges and hardships in my life.


Need to become a lighthouse instead of a flickering candle
I need to become a strong and constant source of guidance and support for myself and others, rather than being unreliable and inconsistent.


I need to rededicate my life don't know if I'm ready
I need to commit myself fully to a spiritual path, but I am unsure if I am prepared or capable of doing so.


I know I have to make a choice but I wish he would make me
I am aware that I need to make a decision regarding my spiritual path, but I am hoping for guidance or intervention from a higher power.


I strayed from the path pre-destined for me
I have deviated from the path that was meant for me and caused myself unnecessary hardship and obstacles.


I'm ill now but walking right I'd be an iller emcee
Although I am currently struggling, if I were to follow the right path, I would become a greater and more successful artist.


Every word reads God-given this is my theory
I believe that every word or talent I possess is a gift from a higher power.


I'm in a place now that doesn't compare to where I could be
I am in a state of discontent and unhappiness, as I am aware that I could be living a more fulfilling life.


Due to my reflection I've lost love cause God was an afterthought
I have lost love and the opportunity for a meaningful relationship because I did not prioritize my connection with a higher power.


Showed me the one prepared for me she was snatched from my heart
I was introduced to the person who was destined for me, but due to my lack of faith and spirituality, I lost the chance to pursue that relationship.


I understand the mirror of pain gave a nice view
I realize that my experiences of pain and suffering have given me insight and perspective, even though they were difficult to endure.


Revealing what I had to do to be reshaped and made anew
Through these trials, I have learned what I need to do in order to change and improve myself.


This is hard cause for a while I wouldn't look in God's direction
It was difficult for me to find faith and spirituality because I was resistant to seeking guidance from a higher power.


Pissed cause I had this life of disappointment and rejection
I was angry and frustrated because I felt that my life was full of letdowns and setbacks.


But I come to realize that when I fell in this rut
I now understand that during my time of struggle and hardship, I was being prepared for a greater purpose.


God was tearing me down so He could build me back up
I believe that a higher power was intentionally allowing me to experience difficulties and pain in order to strengthen and improve me.


See I've been known to rock a crowd with an anointing like no other
I have a talent and ability to captivate and inspire an audience in a unique and powerful way.


And be a prime example for my friends and my brothers
I strive to be a positive role model for my friends and peers, especially within the music industry.


Now I need the strength to take this step from this shadow
I need the courage and willpower to take the necessary actions to move forward from my current state of darkness and confusion.


Giving my silhouette features as my teacher points the arrow
I am allowing myself to be shaped and guided by a higher power and my own experiences as I move forward in my spiritual journey.


I was told sin's wide and righteousness is narrow
I have been advised that it is easier and more common to follow a path of sin and temptation, while righteousness requires more effort and dedication.


I must prepare for it just to be guiding my way through the sea
I need to mentally and spiritually prepare myself in order to navigate the challenges and obstacles that lie ahead of me.


I'm locked in this cage and only I have the key
I feel trapped and confined by my own negative mindset and actions, and only I have the power to escape from this state.


I'm trying to pick the lock without surrendering completely
I am attempting to break free from my negative thoughts and behavior, but I am doing so gradually and without completely giving up my old ways.


I'm tired of having my eyes covered
I am tired of being blind to the spiritual and meaningful aspects of life.


The Promised Land over the mountain waiting for me
I believe that there is a better and more fulfilling life waiting for me if I am willing to work towards it.


God I wish he would make me
I am still hoping and praying for guidance and support from a higher power.




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

Maya Doe

+zapsyodope jr It's been a year since you made this comment. Hopefully you've figured shit out by then. In case you haven't, here's my two cents.

The advantage of religion is community. People talk about being you're own guy and having your own beliefs like it's the fuckin bees knees but honestly, I've gone towards more the spiritual end of things and I miss the community. I miss being around people who believed the same shit I did. It's lonely, y'know?

But being spiritual, you feel more free. You feel like you aren't compelled by all those other people who worry about you. And they worry about you because they care about you.

I guess the important part is, do what makes you happy.

I hope that's enough.

P.S. I'm drunk as fuck so feel free to dismiss all of this as bullshit.



All comments from YouTube:

Josh Tackie

2021, we still. This song still speaks to me. God bless y'all

musiclover01ization

Illogic is amazing. He's one of my influences in my writing, and he is an awesome mc.

Eino

"Due to my reflection i've lost love, cause god was an afterthought" has to be one of the deepest rap lines

bassy369

too much to handle. God Bless Illogic, love this dude so much, and I pray his faith and walk with God groes stronger. Real hip hop ftw

Samus Aran

Illogic is simply amazing! I'm happy someone like him is underrated though, being mainstream is a curse for many talented artists who end up conforming to stay consistent. He's not just an intellectual because of his extensive vocabulary, but his ability to tell a story from a concept/from thoughts. His lyrical skill is unrivalled by few, but he's still in a league of his own...

Panik Rock

To all my Christian brothers. Much love and respect always.

grimslider75

deep track and one of the most intricate tracks i ever heard but being secular is not illogical

Abdul

This is GOLD. As deep as it can get.

Willow49

been trying to find that sing praise version at the end. can't find it anywhere please help! every version i can find is so damn cheesy, but this one is so beautiful I wish I could listen to the full version.

Jacob Smith

Same here. We might have to contact Illogic directly.

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