I Still Cry
Ilse DeLange Lyrics


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I'm making flowers out of paper
While darkness takes the afternoon
I know that they won't last forever
But real ones fade away to soon

I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and I know you're alright now
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry

It's just that I recall September
It's just that I still hear your song
It's just I can't seem to remember
Forever more those days are gone

I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and I know you're alright now
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry

I still cry sometimes when I remember you
I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
I said goodbye and I know you're alright now




But when the leaves start falling down I still cry
But when the leaves start falling down I still cry

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Ilse DeLange's "I Still Cry" are a poignant reminder of the lasting impact of loss and the painful process of moving on. The opening lines immediately set the tone, as the singer takes solace in the small act of creating something beautiful in the face of darkness. The metaphor of creating flowers out of paper suggests a sense of longing; a desire to hold onto something that is fleeting and fallible. While the flowers may not last forever, the singer is still able to find beauty and meaning within them.


As the song progresses, it becomes clear that the singer is still processing the loss of someone significant. The repetition of the phrase "I still cry" underscores the depth of this grief, and the way it continues to affect the singer long after the person has passed. The line "when I hear your name" speaks to the way that small triggers can bring back memories and emotions, even when the person has tried to move on.


Despite the pain and sadness that comes with remembering, the final line of the song suggests a sense of acceptance. The leaves falling down could be seen as a metaphor for the changing seasons of life; a reminder that things are always in motion, and that nothing lasts forever. The fact that the singer still cries during this time suggests that they haven't fully moved on, but the acceptance of this fact is a small step in the right direction.


Overall, "I Still Cry" is a poignant and relatable reminder of the long-lasting effects of loss, and the way that those we love continue to impact us even after they are gone.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm making flowers out of paper
I'm trying to create something beautiful out of nothing, to distract myself from the darkness and sorrow around me.


While darkness takes the afternoon
As the day progresses, the feeling of emptiness and sadness grows stronger.


I know that they won't last forever
These paper flowers won't last, just as good memories and happy moments eventually fade.


But real ones fade away too soon
Real flowers, like real love and real happiness, also don't last forever and can disappear unexpectedly.


It's just that I recall September
September is a reminder of a past time of happiness, now lost.


It's just that I still hear your song
The memory of the person I miss is still alive in my mind, and the sound of their voice echoes in my ears.


It's just I can't seem to remember
I can't seem to forget or move on from what once was, even though it's something I know I should do.


Forever more those days are gone
Those happy, carefree times are now a thing of the past, and they can never be recaptured.


I still cry sometimes when I remember you
Even though I've said goodbye, I can't help but feel overwhelmed by emotions when I think of you.


I still cry sometimes when I hear your name
Hearing your name is like a sharp knife in my heart, reopening old wounds and bringing back memories I thought I had buried.


I said goodbye and I know you're alright now
I let you go, and I hope that you're happy and at peace.


But when the leaves start falling down I still cry
Fall is a reminder of change and endings, and it's a trigger for me to feel sad and mourn the loss of what once was.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: JULIE ANNE MILLER

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raerae1985

I remember finding this song after losing my mother. Losing her left me feeling so crushed, so lost, and lonely. This song made me feel less so. It's been 8 years, 8 months, and 6 days, but sometimes, I still cry. The difference now, is that I've healed.

Mir33

Beautiful description 🤗

Moment tonight just brought me to this song. Special... Its so old!

Zhivko Marinov

Touching heart song.

Shanda Pruett

I lost my mother june 9th and I'm still healing. I just love this song.

Edda Marie

@raerae1985 there's so much hope in it. Thanks for answering 3 years after your first comment!

raerae1985

@Edda Marie ♥️

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brokenhearted gal

AMAZING voice...AMAZING words...AMAZING music!!

Javier Reyes

Beautiful and haunting. What a wonderful talent. Always make me cry.

TheunknownTurkey

Beautiful song that reflects how many bereaved people feel about their deceased loved ones. Good stuff!

Philip Anania

This song was written by Julie Miller. Wonderful song! Sometimes the perfect artist and the perfect song meet. I think Ilse is the perfect artist for this song. This is simply stellar! I cannot imagine this song being delivered any better. I keep wondering why Ilse is not a huge star in America.

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