So Long
In-Discretion Lyrics

I was lost but refused to be found
Even though I was lost, I didn't want to be found and preferred staying in the same place

It's time that I got my feet back on the ground
It's time for me to take control of my own life and be more realistic

I've no business here with nothing to spend
I have no purpose being here because I have nothing to contribute

So I sit here awaiting my slow-coming end
I'm waiting for the inevitable end of my life, which is slowly but surely approaching

I heard there's a place out far in the west
I heard there's a remote place in the western region that might suit me better

There's no one to chat with but somewhere to rest
Although there's no one to talk to, there's a place I can find shelter and take a break

I've been out of my head for weeks I can't count
I've been mentally disturbed for an extended period of time and lost track of how long it's been

These oncoming problems I must surmount
I need to face and overcome the challenges that are ahead of me

I come from the places that you have never seen
I come from obscure and unfamiliar places that you may not know of

I've searched far and wide for someone who feels love for me
I've looked everywhere for someone who truly loves me and cares about me

Akin to love the sky feels for the sea
It's an intense and profound love, similar to the immense love between the sky and the sea

You call for a battle that I cannot fight
You're asking me to fight a battle that I'm not capable of winning

I'm surprised that my fortress has held up the night
I'm amazed that I've been able to protect myself throughout the night despite all the challenges

I can no longer feel a girl's warm embrace
I can no longer experience the warmth and affection of a girl's hug due to my past wrongdoings

For the guiltiness has put me back in my place
I feel guilty for my actions, and as a result, I've been put back in the same negative mindset

If you are to him as green is to leaves
If your relationship is as essential as the color green is to leaves

Then I am to you as fire is to trees
Then I am to you as destructive and dangerous as fire is to trees

The oncoming death of my kin to the south
My family members in the southern region are nearing their death

No words of their fortune will come from my mouth
I won't be able to provide any good news about their fate or future

I strum my guitar it refuses to sing
I try to express myself through music, but even that seems to have lost its power

Useless to me like a bird's broken wing
It's futile, much like a bird with a broken wing, that can't fly or move freely

I can no longer wait for the cool rains of spring
I can't endure the waiting any longer for something that might never happen

I tried my best but it will not do
I put in a lot of effort, but it didn't yield the desired results

For what I have done nobody knew
I've done some things that nobody knows about, and it haunts me every day

My solitude of mind is what makes me go on
The peace I find in my lonely thoughts is what keeps me going

And if you are leaving then I say so long
If you're leaving, then farewell

And if you are leaving then I say so long
If you're leaving, then farewell