This Is Life
In Flames Lyrics


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It's not so much the pain
It's more the actual knife
Pretending the picture is perfect
I cut myself to sleep
I close my eyes for a second
And curse my fragile soul
I scream to hide that I'm lonely
The echo calls my name

If I ever
If I never
Make me understand the thought whatever
Make me see
Make me be
Make me understand you're there for me

Take this life
I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in

Take this life
I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in

The rain drops just beg to hit me
What now hasn't rained for days
No time to play hide-and-seek
I call on you to take me on
Break me down to pieces
Put me back, do it right this time
Struggling to fill this empty shell
Burn all my efforts
In the end it means nothing

If I ever
If I never
Make me understand the thought whatever
Make me see
Make me be
Make me understand you're there for me

Take this life
I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in

Take this life
I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in

These thoughts burn a hole in my heart
These thoughts will keep me feeling

These thoughts burn a hole in my heart
These thoughts will keep me feeling

If I ever
If I never
Make me understand the thought whatever
Make me see
Make me be
Make me understand you're there for me

Take this life
I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in

Take this life




I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to In Flames's song "Take This Life" portray a raw, emotional struggle with loneliness and despair. The first verse starts with a reflection on how physical pain is secondary to the overwhelming mental agony that the singer feels. They cut themselves to numb their emotions and escape from the harsh reality they are living in. The second verse reveals the singer's desperation for someone to understand them and their thoughts, someone who would support and comfort them. They feel like an empty shell, trying to fill their void with their efforts, but in the end, it seems futile.


The chorus makes a plea for someone to take the singer's life and stay with them for a while. This could be interpreted as a cry for help or a desire for companionship. The bridge further delves into the singer's mind, describing how their thoughts are burning a hole in their heart and keeping them trapped in their distress. Overall, the song represents the overwhelming feelings of loneliness and despair that can be felt by individuals struggling with mental health issues.


Line by Line Meaning

It's not so much the pain
The pain itself is not the problem


It's more the actual knife
It's the instrument causing the pain


Pretending the picture is perfect
Faking that everything is fine


I cut myself to sleep
Injuring oneself to cope with the pain and fall asleep


I close my eyes for a second
Taking a brief moment to rest


And curse my fragile soul
Blaming oneself for weakness


I scream to hide that I'm lonely
Yelling to mask feelings of loneliness


The echo calls my name
The sound reverberates and amplifies the loneliness


If I ever
If at any point


If I never
If I never get the chance


Make me understand the thought whatever
Help me grasp whatever idea is being conveyed


Make me see
Make me comprehend


Make me be
Help me become the person I should be


Make me understand you're there for me
Help me know you will be there for me


Take this life
Take my existence


I'm right here
I am present and waiting


Stay a while and breathe me in
Spend some time and take in everything about me


The rain drops just beg to hit me
Feeling like a target for bad things


What now hasn't rained for days
The situation has been bad for an extended period of time


No time to play hide-and-seek
No time to avoid problems or responsibilities


I call on you to take me on
Asking for someone's help in facing the difficulties


Break me down to pieces
Tear me apart


Put me back, do it right this time
Help me rebuild myself in a better way


Struggling to fill this empty shell
Fighting to feel whole on the inside


Burn all my efforts
Get rid of everything I have worked for


In the end it means nothing
It was all for nothing in the end


These thoughts burn a hole in my heart
These thoughts hurt deeply


These thoughts will keep me feeling
These thoughts will persist and continue to affect me




Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: ANDERS PAR FRIDEN, BJOERN INGVAR GELOTTE, JESPER CLAES HAAKAN STROEMBLAD

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TheawesomeLumpas

Lyrics of
In Flames - In This Life

Breathing the dead
Underneath a sky that used to be blue
Each day living just enough
While the world is coming down

I can't focus, I can't control
Close to expired with a broken soul
The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life

Born to pretend
Anything to stay alive
But walls are closing in
And I'm prepared for the downfall

Wear your wounds with pride
But I have no more space and my body is heavy
Nothing will change my mind
So I wave the world goodbye

The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life

I can't focus, I can't control
Close to expired with a broken soul
The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life



Just bat

"In This Life"

Breathing the dead
Underneath a sky that used to be blue
Each day living just enough
While the world is coming down

I can't focus, I can't control
Close to expired with a broken soul
The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life

Born to pretend
Anything to stay alive
But walls are closing in
And I'm prepared for the downfall

Wear your wounds with pride
But I have no more space and my body is heavy
Nothing will change my mind
So I wave the world goodbye

The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life

I can't focus, I can't control
Close to expired with a broken soul
The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life



Jess Death Promotion

*LYRICS*

Breathing the dead
Underneath a sky that used to be blue
Each day living just enough
While the world is coming down

I can't focus, I can't control
Close to expired with a broken soul
The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life

Born to pretend
Anything to stay alive
But walls are closing in
And I'm prepared for the downfall

Wear your wounds with pride
But I have no more space and my body is heavy
Nothing will change my mind
So I wave the world goodbye

The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life

I can't focus, I can't control
Close to expired with a broken soul
The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life



All comments from YouTube:

Nico Silva

This one really gets me in the feels...

Cory Washburn

Something intoxicating about this one. The lyrics are strung together very elegantly which took me off guard. I can see why people might not dig it, coming from IF, but you can't deny how well they executed it.

Ivan Carlos

100% agree, I've been a fan since Jester Race, they lost me a little after A Sense of Purpose but this album is awesome and I love how they did this song

ubermcLovin

im quite new to this band, only known them for a year or so, most of their songs are damn good,, but this is different, damn it blew my balls off:) happy song:) kickass

Kevin B

One of my favorite songs off the album. Gives me goose bumps every time and gives me that extra boost in the gym. Can't wait to see these lads on tour sometime in the near future. Stay safe out there jester-heads \m/

Nico Silva

This chorus is everything:


"Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why ".

TheawesomeLumpas

Lyrics of
In Flames - In This Life

Breathing the dead
Underneath a sky that used to be blue
Each day living just enough
While the world is coming down

I can't focus, I can't control
Close to expired with a broken soul
The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life

Born to pretend
Anything to stay alive
But walls are closing in
And I'm prepared for the downfall

Wear your wounds with pride
But I have no more space and my body is heavy
Nothing will change my mind
So I wave the world goodbye

The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life

I can't focus, I can't control
Close to expired with a broken soul
The rage has left a hole
So strong I can't ignore

Waiting to cave in
Who am I and what and why
In life, in life
Searching for something
I can't find a smile that is mine
In this life, in life

Born From The Embers

TheawesomeLumpas, Thank you!

TheawesomeLumpas

@Born From The Embers you´re welcome Jesterhead ;)

Kent Grotjohn

Thank you

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