Homeless
Infected Rain Lyrics


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I thought I died without conclusion
But you know what? I give you your revolution
Your bloody acts signed me forever
I’m like a freak removed from heaven

I can tell you a sub-story of a quiet little doll
She lived in the world without hope and control
Her father was absent never came home sober
He destroyed her world and made her mother suffer
I’ll tell you the truth this doll is my reflection
I’ll open my hart and I’ll give you my confession
Why?
I thought I died without a conclusion
But you know what? I give you your revolution
Your bloody acts signed me forever
I’m like a freak removed from heaven

You played with me like a doll
A doll without heart and soul
You told me “you’re my blood “
And what we do is very smart
You lied to me and made me suffer
You ruined me and used like a cover

I thought I died without conclusion
But you know what? I give you your revolution
Your bloody acts signed me forever
I’m like a freak removed from heaven

Now you’re gone, but I feel like in a nightmare
You’re not here, but I feel like you’re everywhere

I thought I died without conclusion
But you know what? I give you your revolution
Your bloody acts signed me forever
I’m like a freak removed from heaven

I paid for your sin
And now it hurts
But I can scream
I lost my mind, my family
I don’t want to cry
Because you’re my enemy

Why? Why? Homeless, useless, why? Why?

I thought I died without conclusion
But you know what? I give you your revolution




Your bloody acts signed me forever
I’m like a freak removed from heaven

Overall Meaning

Infected Rain's song "Homeless" describes the emotional turmoil and trauma that the singer has undergone. The lyrics talk about dying "without conclusion," but then the singer realizes that they will give their abuser a revolution. The "bloody acts" of the abuser have signed the singer forever, and they are like a "freak" removed from heaven, indicating feelings of isolation and abandonment.


The song then goes on to tell of a sub-story of a "quiet little doll" who lives in a world without hope and control. The doll's father is abusive and absent, causing her mother to suffer. In a twist, the singer reveals that the doll is their reflection, and they are opening their heart to give their confession. The abuser played with the singer like a doll without a heart and soul, telling them that they are "blood" and what they do is "smart." These lies caused the singer to suffer, and they feel like they paid for the abuser's sins.


Overall, "Homeless" is a powerful song that details the lasting effects of abuse and trauma. The imagery of the "quiet little doll" is haunting and evokes feelings of helplessness and despair. The repeated refrain of "I thought I died without conclusion, but you know what? I give you your revolution" is a powerful message of strength and resilience in the face of adversity.


Line by Line Meaning

I thought I died without conclusion
I felt like my life had no meaning and purpose


But you know what? I give you your revolution
But now I realize that I have the power to change things and bring about a revolution


Your bloody acts signed me forever
Your violent actions have left a permanent mark on me


I’m like a freak removed from heaven
I feel like an outcast, someone who doesn't belong in this world


I can tell you a sub-story of a quiet little doll
I can share a personal story about a little girl who was once like me


She lived in the world without hope and control
She existed in a bleak world where she had no say over her life


Her father was absent never came home sober
Her father was never around, and when he was, he was always drunk


He destroyed her world and made her mother suffer
His destructive behavior ruined the little girl's world and caused her mother immense pain


I’ll tell you the truth this doll is my reflection
The little girl in this story is a reflection of me and what I went through


You played with me like a doll
You treated me like a toy, manipulating and controlling me at will


A doll without heart and soul
You stripped me of my humanity, leaving me empty and lifeless


You told me “you’re my blood “
You tried to connect with me by saying we were family


And what we do is very smart
You convinced me that our actions were cunning and clever


You lied to me and made me suffer
You deceived me, causing me immense pain and harm


You ruined me and used like a cover
You destroyed my life and used me as a way to hide your own misdeeds


Now you’re gone, but I feel like in a nightmare
Even though you're no longer in my life, I'm still haunted by the trauma you caused


You’re not here, but I feel like you’re everywhere
I can't escape the memories and the damage you inflicted on me, it's like you're still present in everything that I do


I paid for your sin
I suffered the consequences of your wrongdoing


And now it hurts
I'm still in pain and struggling to heal from the damage you caused


But I can scream
I have a voice, and I can speak out against the injustice done to me


I lost my mind, my family
You not only destroyed my mental health but also tore apart my family


I don’t want to cry
I don't want to give you the satisfaction of seeing me broken and crying


Because you’re my enemy
You are my adversary, and I will fight you with everything I have


Why? Why? Homeless, useless, why? Why?
Why did you make me feel lost and worthless, why did you take away everything from me?




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