anxiety
Initial D Sound Files Vol.1 Lyrics
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If I could give up all my money and it'd change the way I feel yea I would
Tell me that they understand when I never really felt understood
Surface level I be chillin but be real, lately I ain't ever good
I don't get it but I should
Lemme tell ya how it feel when anxiety spreads
When you waking up and everyday you throwing up red
People never get it, how about before you go and judge
Okay, people always asking where the old Brae
They expect me to fake the part, this ain't no role play
All online people tweeting MaN i MiSs The oLd Ye
They expect the man to go ahead and change his whole brain
But alas, call it roasting but to me I'm on blast
Call it joking, but lately relationships on top of glass
Diggin' deeper and deeper, lift you higher and higher
You to me not a keeper, adding fuel to the fire
Confrontation required
Do not care cuz I'm tired
All a sudden Imma a liar liar pants are on fire
Okay now I understand, why I changed, where we stand
At the point I already drew a line in the sand
Lemme tell ya
If I could give up all my money and it'd change the way I feel yea I would
Tell me that they understand when I never really felt understood
Surface level I be chillin but be real, lately I ain't ever good
I don't get it but I should
Lemme tell you something
Cuz I know a thing or two about what I need
For myself to strive
Lemme tell you bout a lil somethin I know
Lemme tell, lemme tell, lemme tell, lemme tell
If I could give up all my money and it'd change the way I feel yea I would
Tell me that they understand when I never really felt understood
Surface level I be chillin but be real, lately I ain't ever good
I don't get it but I should
The song "Anxiety" by Initial D Sound Files Vol.1 delves into the complexities of a relationship plagued by insecurities and addictions. The lyrics paint a picture of a person who is heavily reliant on their significant other to maintain their sobriety, with the fear of being left alone arousing intense anxiety in them. The use of "acetaminophen" and "oxycodone" serves as a metaphor for the individual's addiction, and how it has seeped into their system. The chorus of the song amplifies the feeling of uncertainty and unease, with the singer feeling a tightening in their throat in the absence of their partner. The stakes are high, the singer stating, "Don't leave or so will my sobriety."
Pieces of doubts and insecurities can also be picked up in the song's verses. One verse speaks of mistakes and the fear of hurting each other. The second one alludes to the singer's clinginess, further fueled by their anxieties. The song speaks of a person on edge, realizing their emotional dependencies but still grappling with it. The final lines of "Anxiety" boil down to the acknowledgment of the profound effect the partner has. Their presence alone is enough to soothe an uneasy soul, and the desire to make it through the struggles together.
Line by Line Meaning
I got, um
I currently have
Acetaminophen in my system
I have taken acetaminophen and it is in my body
Got Oxycodone in my system
I have taken oxycodone and it is in my body
Your sitting next to me while I speak straight to the mic
You are physically present beside me as I speak into the microphone
If you're not here I cannot sleep through the night
When you are not present, I have difficulty sleeping at night
You got me on my knees begging at first sight
You have a powerful impact on me and I was immediately captivated by you
I think I got um, separation anxiety
I believe I am experiencing separation anxiety
Codeine fien
I have a strong desire for codeine
I don't even make lean
Although I desire codeine, I do not create a drink using codeine and other ingredients known as 'lean'
Don't leave or so will my sobriety
If you leave, I am afraid I will not be able to remain sober
Anxiety, anxiety
I am experiencing anxiety and its effects
My throat closes up when your tongues not in it
I have a physical reaction when you are not with me, especially when we are intimate
I can sense your presence even if we at different sides of the building
I have a strong intuition and can feel when you are nearby, even if we are separated by a large distance
But what happens when I can't feel it
I am afraid that I will not be able to sense your presence in the future and it scares me
I get scared
I become frightened or fearful
Thought I felt your hands in my hair
I believed that I could feel your hands touching my hair
But their not there
However, I realize that your hands are not actually touching my hair
Where's the pills need a deep sleep don't want nightmares
I am searching for pills to help me sleep deeply and avoid experiencing nightmares
I shouldn't have said that shit I know it scares you
I regret saying something that I know has caused fear or anxiety for you
Good sex, good sex
Engaging in intimate acts with you is enjoyable and fulfilling
When I say that I declare truth
I am being genuine when I express that our sexual encounters are enjoyable
My anxieties tying me up like a noose
My anxieties are causing me significant stress and discomfort, as if I am being choked by a noose
But I won't let it get to me
I am not going to allow my anxieties to control me
Cuz, with you life is better
Being with you improves my quality of life and overall well-being
Hope we make it out of here together
I desire for our relationship to continue and for us to have a future together
I need to let you know
It is important for me to express
How much you mean to me
That you hold significant value and importance in my life
I know you try not to lie to me
I recognize that you attempt to be honest with me
Let's stop arguing this shit is so childish
We should discontinue our argument because it is pointless and immature
I always make mistakes
I tend to make errors or incorrect decisions
And you rarely make mistakes
You make few errors or incorrect decisions
If we end I'll prolly crawl back to you
If our relationship were to end, I would likely want to reconcile and come back to you
You said the same thing
You have expressed a similar sentiment or desire
You got me wondering if you even still care
Your actions or words have made me question whether or not you still have feelings for me
And I'm paranoid, so I might accidentally hurt you
I am excessively worried or fearful and as a result, I may unintentionally cause harm to you
With my words, ooh
Through what I say
Your feelings got murked, ooh
I have damaged or hurt your emotions or psychological well-being
Hate to hear it bro pass me the pills
I do not want to hear or accept what you are saying, so I am requesting pills to help me cope
Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Braeden Bisbano
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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@Z0J1R4 L1T3 nah, that was Takumi, our tofu boi