Suicide Hotline
Insane Clown Posse Lyrics

(Suicide Hotline, may I help you?)
The hotline representative answers the call.

Yeah, uh, well I'm 'bout to fuckin' kill myself
The caller expresses their intention to commit suicide.

(Listen, you don't want to do that, okay? You don't want to do that)
The hotline representative tries to discourage the caller from attempting suicide.

I'm gonna, eh, there's so many fuckin' reasons why
The caller cites various reasons they feel helpless and hopeless.

I don't even need to be here anymore (There's no reason)
The caller expresses feelings of worthlessness and a desire to no longer exist.

I'm gonna put a slug in my fuckin' head!
The caller mentions a suicide method they have in mind.

(Put it away)
The hotline representative urges the caller to remove the weapon from their chin.

I'm gonna fuckin' blow my head all over the ceiling
The caller reiterates their intention to commit suicide and mentions the possible outcome of their actions.

(No you're not okay?)
The hotline representative tries to dissuade the caller from going through with their plan.

Fuck this shit man
The caller expresses frustration and hopelessness.

(Hey, just talk to me, okay?)
The hotline representative encourages the caller to share their thoughts and feelings.

It ain't no point to me wakin' up
The caller feels that their life has no purpose or meaning.

Everybody's time I'm takin' up (Noo)
The caller feels like a burden to others and that they are wasting their time.

I got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near
The caller feels alone and unsupported.

I can't stay here and it's colder there (Where?)
The caller feels that death would be preferable to their current situation.

I don't want to look back 'cause it's gonna hurt
The caller does not want to dwell on past experiences that have caused emotional pain.

I slice my wrists and it's gonna squirt (Ooh)
The caller mentions self-harm as a method of coping with their emotional pain.

For me, everybody holds a hate
The caller feels that they are disliked or hated by others.

I get backstabbed and everybody holds the stake
The caller feels betrayed and victimized by those around them.

It's no roads to take, I'm in a circle drive (Ooh)
The caller feels stuck and unable to find a way out of their current situation.

Bustin' at myself and I'm tryin' to survive
The caller expresses feelings of frustration and desperation, and a desire to overcome their struggles.

I'll disappoint you, and I will let you down
The caller feels that they are incapable of meeting the expectations of others and will inevitably disappoint them.

And I ain't got many home boys comin' around (No?)
The caller feels that they do not have a strong social support network.

(Oh yes I do)
The hotline representative offers reassurance and understanding to the caller.

I swear I'll put a motherfuckin' slug in you (Now now)
The caller expresses hostility towards others and a willingness to harm them.

I'm the only one, the lonely one
The caller feels isolated and alone.

At home alone, loadin' a gun thinkin' why not?
The caller mentions preparing to carry out their suicide plan and expresses the belief that there is no reason to continue living.

(Me)
The hotline representative corrects the caller and expresses that they care and want to help.

Okay, I understand that, feelings lead to depression
The hotline representative tries to explain the connection between the caller's feelings and their depression.

When you have depression, you have a lonely void inside of your heart
The hotline representative describes the emotional pain of depression.

Okay? And your heart means everything to the world, okay?
The hotline representative tries to convey the value of the caller's life and their importance to others.

I got court comin' up, I stole the truck
The caller mentions various problems and difficulties they are facing, including legal issues.

I got a bitch pregnant and I'm broke as fuck
The caller discusses financial struggles and an unplanned pregnancy.

I want to get high but I got piss test (Well)
The caller mentions drug addiction and concerns about passing a drug test.

I'm always first name on top of the shit list (No)
The caller feels that they are constantly in trouble and everyone is against them.

Get this, the Witch has made my chest
The caller mentions experiencing physical pain or discomfort.

It ain't no clothes that I look good in
The caller feels that they are unattractive and unhappy with their appearance.

I'm the motherfuckin' big red train that couldn't
The caller expresses feelings of inadequacy and failure.

I got no family, I stole they shit (Okay)
The caller feels that they have no support or help from their family, and has resorted to stealing from them.

Restraining orders and I still won't quit
The caller has legal issues and is struggling to overcome them.

I hit rock bottom, and then I fell in a hole
The caller has experienced a devastating event or situation and feels that things cannot get any worse.

And then I fell through the floor of that hole some more
The caller's situation has continued to deteriorate and they feel that they are beyond help.

I been missing for a year, nobody's lookin' (I am)
The caller feels that nobody cares about them or is searching for them, but the hotline representative offers their support.

I got beat down and my shit tookin' (Ooh)
The caller has experienced physical violence and has been robbed or injured.

I look ahead and all I see is more of the same
The caller feels that their future is bleak and full of hardship.

Or this self inflicted bullet hole pourin' my brain
The caller is still considering suicide and the potential outcome of their actions.

(Wait, wait)
The hotline representative tries to stall the caller and prevent them from carrying out their plan.

Where you at?
The caller seems to have been distracted from their suicidal thoughts and asks a question.

(Right down the street)
The person the caller is speaking to provides their location.

(My girl Shannon, we were wonderin' if we could stop by)
The person indicates they are with someone and asks if they can visit.

Well shit, yeah, come on by
The caller agrees to the visit.

(Really?)
The person is surprised and grateful for the invitation.

Yeah, hey hey hey hey.
The call ends with the caller seemingly feeling better about things.