Thrill Of The Kill
Insane Clown Posse Lyrics


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[Violent J:]
I'm shakin' so fast that you could say I'm vibratin'
There's a sickness in my head a hunger escalatin'
There's no other ending to this shit so why the f**k I'm waitin'
Hop into the darkness for my homicidal break-in
I thought it out for many weeks I even told a reverend
But he ain't even listenin' 'cause I'm over eleven
I told my girlfriend and she just said it was cute
Then asked me how she looked in her f**k me boots and took off

[Shaggy 2 Dope:]
Sweatin' and my chest is burnin' like I'm on fire
So much pressure in my head I could blow air in through a car tire
I'm about to burst pop shatter explode
And everybody's pokin' sticks at me like they wanna splat me

[Violent J:]
No one sees me when I creep I stay behind shit
Check for open windows I scale across and climb shit
Get inside and choke an old lady in her Craftmatic
And like fresh oxygen to an asthmatic I get a thrill

[Chorus:]
Every time that a door gets closed. The thrill
Every time that the reaper shows. The thrill
Every time that the red blood flows. The thrill
I gets my proper dose
Every time, (every time) every time (the thrill)
Every time, (every time) every time (the thrill)
Every time that the red blood flows. The thrill

[Shaggy 2 Dope:]
I told the doctor that I losin' all my will to resist
But he was busy eye-f**kin' his receptionist
He wrote me some scripts for time off and placebos
Then set a killa free out his doors
At home in the tunnels underneath the train station
The urge suddenly attacks like an invasion
There's no reasonin' with it and it ain't over 'til it's done
But once I finally do it it's a lot of f**kin' fun


[Violent J:]
I try to tell my therapist and counselor as well
But they just say Uh huh until the time limit bell
I told a couple homies and they urged me on to it
If I ever had a f**kin' chance of fightin' this I blew it

[Shaggy 2 Dope:]
I was meant for it opened up a door and jumped in
It was all over 'bout as quick as it began
I started stickin' guts rippin' like I'm guttin' chicken
Her life left her body and my happiness kicked in
Woo!

[Chorus]
The thrill [x5 fading]

[Violent J:]
But when the high comes crashing down where will I be found
I'll be underground (burning away)
And when the high comes crashing down where will I be found
I'll be underground (burning away)
I guess all I'd say is that...
Well why apologize I plead for no forgiveness
I'm goin' straight to hell and I deserve their business
Its useless don't know why I have this illness in me
This killness in me I always knew that to hell they'd send me
Every day was a nightmare only all very real
But nothing compares to enjoyment of the thrill of the kill
(You sick f**k) Thrill of the kill
(You sick f**k) Thrill of the kill
(You sick f**k) Thrill of the kill
(F**k you sick f**k) Thrill of the kill, kill, kill
(You sick f**k) Thrill of the kill
(You sick f**k) Thrill of the kill
(You sick f**k) Thrill of the kill
(F**k you sick f**k) Thrill of the killllllyaooo





[Chorus]
The thrill [x5 fading]

Overall Meaning

The song "Thrill of the Kill" by Insane Clown Posse explores the mind of a serial killer who is grappling with his dark urges to commit murder. Both Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope describe their twisted thoughts and desires in the lyrics. They talk about the excitement they feel when they plan to commit murder, the lack of control they have over their impulses, and the intense satisfaction they experience when they take someone's life. The chorus repeats the theme of the song, highlighting the excitement and pleasure they feel when they engage in murder.


The two verses alternate between the singers, each describing their own experiences and thoughts. Violent J talks about his preparation and planning, as well as his attempts to seek help from others, but they all dismiss him as being cute or not taking him seriously. He revels in the thrill of breaking into a house and strangling an old woman. Shaggy 2 Dope describes how he feels a compulsion to murder, and how it starts to consume him, even when he's in public places. He talks about his frustration with medical professionals who don't take his problem seriously, and his joy and relief when he finally gives in to his urge and murders someone.


Overall, the song explores the complex emotions and desires of a serial killer, without necessarily making any moral judgment about their actions. The lyrics show how easy it can be to succumb to one's deepest violent desires and how difficult it can be to control them.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm shakin' so fast that you could say I'm vibratin'
I am consumed by a sickness in my head, an increasing hunger for violence


There's a sickness in my head a hunger escalatin'
My urge for violence is growing and uncontrollable


There's no other ending to this shit so why the f**k I'm waitin'
I know exactly what my fate is and I am eagerly awaiting it


Hop into the darkness for my homicidal break-in
I am about to commit a violent home invasion


I thought it out for many weeks I even told a reverend
I have planned this act of violence for a long time and even confided in a religious leader


But he ain't even listenin' 'cause I'm over eleven
The reverend did not take me seriously as I am young and have not reached the age of accountability


I told my girlfriend and she just said it was cute
Even the people closest to me do not understand the severity of my sickness


Then asked me how she looked in her f**k me boots and took off
My girlfriend is more interested in her appearance and sexual appeal than in my troubled state


Sweatin' and my chest is burnin' like I'm on fire
I am experiencing physical and emotional distress as a result of my violent urges


So much pressure in my head I could blow air in through a car tire
My violent thoughts are overwhelming and could potentially lead me to extreme actions


I'm about to burst pop shatter explode
I feel like I am on the verge of losing control and committing violent acts


And everybody's pokin' sticks at me like they wanna splat me
I feel like everyone is teasing and provoking me, potentially pushing me further towards violence


No one sees me when I creep I stay behind shit
I am stealthy and sneaky as I plan and carry out acts of violence


Check for open windows I scale across and climb shit
I carefully plan and execute home invasions, taking advantage of any available entry points


Get inside and choke an old lady in her Craftmatic
My violent urges are often directed towards the elderly and defenseless


And like fresh oxygen to an asthmatic I get a thrill
My violent actions provide me with a sense of pleasure and satisfaction


Every time that a door gets closed. The thrill
The closing of a door represents the excitement and anticipation leading up to a violent act


Every time that the reaper shows. The thrill
The presence of death, either in the form of an accomplice or a victim, adds to the thrill of violence


Every time that the red blood flows. The thrill
The sight of blood during a violent act is particularly exciting and satisfying for me


I gets my proper dose
I require a certain amount of violence to satisfy my urges


I told the doctor that I losin' all my will to resist
I have sought help for my violent impulses, but no one has taken me seriously


But he was busy eye-f**kin' his receptionist
The doctor was more interested in his own desires than in helping me


He wrote me some scripts for time off and placebos
The doctor prescribed useless treatments instead of addressing my underlying issues


Then set a killa free out his doors
The doctor's negligence may have indirectly caused harm or violence to others


At home in the tunnels underneath the train station
I have become isolated and withdrawn, living in the shadows away from society


The urge suddenly attacks like an invasion
My violent impulses can strike at any moment and overpower me


There's no reasonin' with it and it ain't over 'til it's done
Once I feel the urge to commit violence, there is no stopping it until it has been carried out


But once I finally do it it's a lot of f**kin' fun
The actual act of violence provides a sense of excitement and enjoyment


I try to tell my therapist and counselor as well
I have made multiple attempts to seek help for my violent urges


But they just say Uh huh until the time limit bell
My concerns are often dismissed or ignored by mental health professionals


I told a couple homies and they urged me on to it
Some of my peers have encouraged me to act on my violent impulses


If I ever had a f**kin' chance of fightin' this I blew it
I feel like I am beyond help and incapable of stopping my violent urges


I was meant for it opened up a door and jumped in
I believe that my violent impulses are a part of my inherent nature and cannot be changed


It was all over 'bout as quick as it began
The actual act of violence is a brief but intense experience


I started stickin' guts rippin' like I'm guttin' chicken
The violence I commit is brutal and grotesque, often involving mutilation and dismemberment


Her life left her body and my happiness kicked in
I take pleasure in the death and suffering of others, which gives me a sense of euphoria


But when the high comes crashing down where will I be found
Once the thrill of violence fades, I am left feeling lost and alone


I'll be underground (burning away)
My violent urges will continue to consume me even after death


Well why apologize I plead for no forgiveness
I do not feel remorse for my actions and do not believe I need to seek forgiveness


I'm goin' straight to hell and I deserve their business
I acknowledge that my actions will result in eternal damnation, but I feel like I deserve it


Its useless don't know why I have this illness in me
I feel like my violent urges are beyond my control and I cannot explain why I have them


This killness in me I always knew that to hell they'd send me
I have always believed that my violent tendencies will lead me to hell


Every day was a nightmare only all very real
My violent urges and the fear of acting on them are a constant and overwhelming presence in my life


But nothing compares to enjoyment of the thrill of the kill
Despite the negative consequences, I will always be drawn to the excitement and pleasure of committing violence


Thrill of the kill
The sense of excitement and pleasure that comes from committing acts of violence


F**k you sick f**k
A sarcastic and aggressive statement directed towards the artist, acknowledging their twisted nature




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