Imagining
Intuition & Equalibrum Lyrics

Dont stop imagining
Keep dreaming and imagining, because losing your imagination means losing a part of yourself and feeling dead inside.

The day that you do is the day that you die X2
If you stop dreaming and imagining, you cease to feel alive and become a mere shell of a person.

I heard you had a hard time rememberin′
I know you struggle with memory loss.

The longest road trip we ever did
I remember our longest road trip together.

And the medicine ain't gonna slow it down or make it better
I know that the medicine can't cure your memory loss.

When we talk i'll probably hear the last sentence that you said again And again and again until I well up
You often repeat things, and it pains me to listen to you struggle.

I'm tryin' to be the man and keep my head and chin held up
I'm trying to be strong and keep a positive attitude.

But me and Steven going through it We don′t even speak about it
Steven and I are struggling, but we don't talk about it.

And we know that's your influence
We know that your memory loss and struggles are affecting us.

I feel guilty I'm pursuing different paths so far away
I feel bad that I'm moving on with my life while you are struggling with memory loss.

We never used to talk but now hello is hard to say
We used to be distant, but now it's hard to see you struggle.

When you got back from absence I felt things start to change
Things started to feel different when you came back from being away.

I let it breed as memories start to fade
I dwell on these feelings as your memories fade away.

Man, this shit is hard for me to deal with
It's difficult for me to cope with and process these emotions.

I haven′t wrapped my head around, not sure if I feel shit
I can't process or understand my own emotions concerning your memory loss.

But this empty heart is not me, we can't stop the loss of thoughts
Your memory loss is affecting me deeply, but we can't stop it from happening.

But there is one thing you taught me and that's...
Despite this pain, you taught me something important.

And I was home when those tests came We sat around the kitchen table While we felt our chest cave
When we got the news of your memory loss, we were all in shock and felt it deeply.

I died a bit inside, when Ry won that chess game...
I was upset and heartbroken when Ryan won a chess game against you, knowing you were struggling with memory loss.

That chess game, man I′m just sayin' ...im not angry Nah wait, im angry as fuck But im not angry at you, man, im angry at luck
I'm angry at the situation and the unfairness of your struggle, but not at you personally.

Im angry that me and family and you had to be stuck Watching the man that you were blow like granules of dust
It's frustrating and hurtful to watch you struggle with memory loss and the change it brings to you.

But you raised acouple fighters With fire in our eyes We will be by your side til the (day that you die)
Despite your struggles, you raised strong children who will always support you.

You taught me to question everything You know I never lie
You taught me to be skeptical and honest.

So was that day in june 09 really the (day that you died)
I wonder if your memory loss means that you died before your physical death.

If your presence makes no sense when you close your eyes and reopen ’em A clean slate every time your focus in broken then Maybe you're a shell of your former self And I'm hoping that your soul has flown home
Your memory loss makes you seem like a different person, and I hope that your soul is at rest.

And you feel no pain′s how I cope with it, dad Im glad you treat mom better now Its the least you could do After all the years you let her down
I cope with the pain of your memory loss by picturing you without any pain, and I'm glad that you're treating Mom well now.

Take no offense I'm only talkin′ We can't stop the loss of thoughts But there is one thing you taught me and its...
I don't mean to hurt you, and even though we can't stop your memory loss, you still taught me something important.

We share a love of rock n roll Baseball and bob clemente Get to know him all you can Thats what all my friends say But they don't understand the end game
We have a lot of things in common, like our love for music and baseball, but people don't understand the bigger picture of your memory loss.

How can we heal? Theres too many things you won′t be comprehending Your line of thought's too hard to grasp Im glad you've taken to arts and crafts If only we'd have started farther back
It's hard to heal from your memory loss because you can't comprehend things the way you used to, so I'm glad that you enjoy art. I wish we could have started helping you earlier.

Theres so much I wish I could to say I beg your pardon dad, man
There are a lot of things I wish I could tell you, and I apologize for not expressing them better.