Nil
Islands Lyrics


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I've been drifting
I've been drinking too much
Been thinking I'm not thinking clearly enough

Are there two of me?
It feels like there are two of me
One is my enemy and
One's sent to deliver me

When I'm drowning
I like drowning alone
Don't need no one to tell me
To pull up the rope

I can't have only one
No I can't just have only one
It's all or none none
Now you know that it's true

So you,
Leave nil for me

I'll do different things
But I like them all
Blue is beautiful
Curl up in a ball

And don't feel anything
I Don't want to feel anything
It's more than a feeling
And it's more than the real thing

Are you impressed
With how depressed I've become
Better get your angels to go bang on a drum

But they don't recognize me
They Don't seem to recognize
I was baptized but they pay it no mind

So you,
Leave nil for me
Leave nil for me
Please,




Keep it away from me
Keep it away from me

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Islands' song "Nil" delve deep into the feelings of a person who feels like they are struggling with their identity and their emotions. The verses highlight the singer's detachment from the world around them as they have been "drifting" and "drinking too much." They question whether there are two sides to themselves, one being their enemy and the other there to save them. The chorus emphasizes their desire to be left alone, even when they are drowning or feeling numb, as they prefer to have their own company.


The following verse suggests that the singer has tried different things but still hasn't found something that truly satisfies them. They prefer to remain in a state of detachment, where they don't have to confront or feel anything. The singer is aware of their situation, and even though people may try to offer help, they don't recognize or understand what they are going through. Overall, the song conveys a sense of loneliness and hopelessness, with a plea to be left alone and given space.


Line by Line Meaning

I've been drifting
I have been aimlessly floating through life


I've been drinking too much
I have been consuming excessive amounts of alcohol


Been thinking I'm not thinking clearly enough
I have been contemplating my inability to think logically


Are there two of me?
I feel like there are two different sides to my personality


It feels like there are two of me
My personality seems to have two conflicting aspects


One is my enemy and
One aspect of my personality is in opposition to the other


One's sent to deliver me
One aspect of my personality is meant to help guide me


When I'm drowning
When I am overwhelmed


I like drowning alone
I prefer to deal with my struggles by myself


Don't need no one to tell me
I do not require anyone's assistance in this regard


To pull up the rope
To help me get out of my predicament


I can't have only one
I cannot just have one of something


No I can't just have only one
One is not enough for me


It's all or none none
I either want everything or nothing at all


Now you know that it's true
This is an undeniable fact


So you,
Therefore, you


Leave nil for me
Do not leave anything for me


I'll do different things
I am interested in experiencing a range of activities


But I like them all
I enjoy all of these activities equally


Blue is beautiful
I find the color blue to be attractive


Curl up in a ball
To physically adopt a fetal position


And don't feel anything
I do not want to experience any emotions


I Don't want to feel anything
I am averse to experiencing any emotions


It's more than a feeling
This is more than just an emotional state


And it's more than the real thing
This is something that transcends reality


Are you impressed
Are you surprised


With how depressed I've become
By the extent to which my mental health has deteriorated


Better get your angels to go bang on a drum
Perhaps you should ask for divine intervention


But they don't recognize me
Divine beings do not acknowledge my existence


They Don't seem to recognize
There is no indication that they are aware of me


I was baptized but they pay it no mind
Even though I have been baptized, they do not seem to care


Please,
I implore you


Keep it away from me
Do not allow me to be exposed to this


Keep it away from me
I do not want to encounter this




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Comments from YouTube:

Josh K

best on the album

Vaynor

This song is fantastic.

Josh Schroll

And don't feel anything
I don't want to feel anything
It's more than feeling
And it's more than the real thing

coty colhoff

Bonezone brought me here, love it

Julian Hoak

The thumbnail creeps me out 😂

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