To Hell Back Again
Isobel Campbell Lyrics


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I'm in despair, I cannot win
I have been to hell and back again
My doctor knows, he comes and goes
For I'm at Your door, I'm knee up in the storm

My sister says that I should rest
She's been there too and she knows best
A spirit's close, I love the most
The Father, Son and Holy Ghost

Nothing to fear when He draws near
As the twilight falls to wipe away your tears
When he laid me down, when he brought me around
My baby's prayer, the sweetest sound

I'm in despair, I cannot win
I've been to hell and back again




And back again, and back again
And back again, come back again

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Isobel Campbell's song "To Hell Back Again" convey a sense of inner turmoil and struggle. The singer is in despair and cannot seem to win the battle against whatever it is that is plaguing her. She has been to hell and back again, which could be interpreted as a metaphor for a dark, difficult experience in her life. Her doctor is aware of her struggles but is not always present or available to help. Despite this, she finds herself at the door of someone who may be able to offer some solace or peace in the midst of the storm.


The singer's sister advises her to rest and implies that she has also faced her own challenges in life. The mention of a spirit being near could suggest a belief in the supernatural or a higher power that the singer finds comfort in. The reference to the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost indicates a Christian influence in the imagery of the song. The singer finds solace in the idea that nothing to fear when He is near and that He can wipe away her tears.


The song's refrain of "I've been to hell and back again" repeats, emphasizing the singer's sense of struggle and the difficult journey she has been on. The final line of "come back again" implies a cyclical nature to the struggles and battles of life, with the implication that the singer may face these challenges again in the future.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm in despair, I cannot win
I am feeling hopeless, like there is no possibility for me to succeed.


I have been to hell and back again
I have been through a very difficult and trying experience and have come out the other side, but still feel the scars from that experience.


My doctor knows, he comes and goes
The person who is treating me for my troubles is aware of my situation but is not always present to help me deal with it.


For I'm at Your door, I'm knee up in the storm
I am at a point where I really need help, and I am looking to someone else for that assistance, but they are not there to help me.


My sister says that I should rest
Someone close to me is advising that I take a break and try to recover from my struggles.


She's been there too and she knows best
This person has also been through similar struggles and is offering advice from personal experience.


A spirit's close, I love the most
I feel a strong connection to someone I cannot see, likely a personal or religious spirit, that is providing me with comfort.


The Father, Son and Holy Ghost
These are religious figures that represent a trinity or a higher power that people might rely on for guidance and support.


Nothing to fear when He draws near
As I feel a connection to a higher power or spirit, it gives me a sense of comfort and safety, and that there is nothing to be afraid of when this force is present.


As the twilight falls to wipe away your tears
This refers to a time of day when the light is fading and signaling the end of the day, which can be a very emotional time for some, but that it can also bring relief and be a time to let go of emotions and worries.


When he laid me down, when he brought me around
This is likely a reference to a time in the past when I was in need of help, and was taken care of by someone or something else.


My baby's prayer, the sweetest sound
This could refer to a personal prayer, or message from a loved one, that is especially meaningful and comforting.


And back again, and back again
Despite being through difficult experiences in the past, they seem to continue to affect me and my life, possibly through PTSD or ongoing trauma.


And back again, come back again
I keep falling back into these same struggles and challenges, and it feels like a never-ending cycle.




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Written by: ISOBEL KAREN CAMPBELL

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