Fly Away
J.C.A. Lyrics

It ain't too long til the day That my soul fly away
I know that my time on this earth is limited and sooner or later my soul will leave my body.

I hit my knees and i pray I pray for better days
I turn to prayer in the face of life's challenges, hoping for a brighter future.

I got this burden on my shoulder I got some pain i can't get over I get lost up in my thoughts Taking lost after lost
I carry a heavy weight of emotional pain and struggle to find my way out of the darkness.

How you been acting lately Make me think you wasn't down from the start
Your recent behavior makes me question the strength of our relationship from the beginning.

I ain't gone be around too long So while I'm here just play your part
Because I know that my time is short, I ask that you fulfill your role in my life to the best of your ability.

I tried to smoke my pain away Lately shit been harder Weight of the world on my shoulders Got me drinking like my father
I've tried to numb the emotional pain with substances, but life keeps getting harder and my struggles feel unbearable.

I ain't looking for sympathy I'm all alone it's just me and that popper Think I might have a daughter Need some unconditional love You know i'ma spoil her I'ma run that money up cause I stayed down Blow a bag on the fam they stayed down Back then bitches didn't fuck with me Tell them hoes get out my face now
I'm not seeking pity or company, as I face my struggles alone with my addiction. However, the thought of having a child gives me hope for a loving, fulfilling relationship. I'll spend money on those who have been there for me and cut loose those who weren't.

Faced dark times too many times Iced out my neck to see some shine I just want you to be all mine all mine
I've endured numerous hardships in my life, but I've also found moments of happiness and success. I want my loved one to stay by my side and share those moments with me.

That some day Fly away Mmmm Mmmmmmm I had a dream that some day Fly fly away Fly away Fly away
I dream of a day when I can escape the pain and hardship of life by flying away to something better.

I'm not a fighter i'ma lover But ill fight for your love Is she really down for me Is she someone i can trust Is her heart in the right place I ask the man up above Pfening for your soul Hoping the love you give don't turn in lust
I'm not the type to start fights, but I will defend my loved ones. However, I often worry if the love I receive is genuine and trustworthy. I pray that their love is pure and not driven by selfish motives.

Tell me do you feel my pain 2000 miles away I'm going insane every night i pray I know it seems sad to say I'm ready to fly fly away
I wonder if my loved ones can sense my pain even though we are far apart. I struggle with my emotional turmoil every night and it's difficult to bear. I know it sounds grim, but I can't help feeling like I want to escape from it all.