Blame On Me
J.I. Lyrics

I don't like to go outside 'cause I can't stand the rain
I avoid facing difficult situations

I walk outside with all this pride 'cause I can't stand the pain
I put on a brave face despite my internal struggle

My eyes been open since I seen the things you really do
I see through your facade

Act like you know it all but if only you really knew
You pretend to understand, but you don't

I'm not gon' lie you caught me off guard 'cause I was feeling you
I was emotionally invested in you and didn't expect your deception

So I started to move the way you move and now it's killing you
I adapted to your behavior, which has ultimately backfired on you

Used to break her spine for real, my niggas gon' ride for real
I used to put in physical harm to protect what was mine, and my friends are also fiercely loyal

Fuck up your Jungle Gym cause me and my niggas gon' slide for real
I will go to great lengths to seek revenge on those who cross me or my loved ones

I looked these niggas in their eyes before I sign a deal
I make sure to thoroughly evaluate and size up those I do business with

I don't fuck with you don't fuck with me 'cause you can die for real
I am protective of my own safety and will not hesitate to react fiercely to perceived threats

I think about the beans these niggas really try to spill
I am aware of the secrets and rumors that people try to spread about me

There was no respect it was life or death and we surviving still
I have been in life-threatening situations where my survival was uncertain, but I am still here

Don't know how it feels, so I gotta keep it real
I don't pretend to understand things that I have not experienced

You better watch what you say don't come out your face cause you can get killed
You should be careful of what you say to me because it could lead to violence

Niggas talk shit everyday cause they feel a way so fuck how they feel
People criticize me because they are envious or spiteful, and I don't care about their opinions

Really it's fuck how they feel, I think it's time I keep it real
I don't care about people's opinions, and I will always be honest

I ain't got nothin' to say when I feel like I'm buggin' I pray
When I am overwhelmed and don't know what to do, I turn to prayer

I got a new bitch and yeah we do shit but I ain't gon' fuck her the same
I am with a new partner and treating them differently than I did my ex

Got treated like shit she say I'm the shit so now she gon' fuck up my name
Someone is trying to ruin my reputation with my new partner out of jealousy or resentment

Them niggas who said I was ass can go eat an ass when I'm running the game
Those who doubted me before are now forced to acknowledge my success and dominance

Don't play with my heart like that
I am warning my partner not to hurt me emotionally

I ain't think it would start like that
I did not expect the situation to become so difficult

When I open my eyes I can't see shit cause I be in the dark like that
I am lost and confused, unable to see how to move forward

I treated you good when nobody would I played my part like that
I was kind to you when others were not and fulfilled my role in the relationship

If you fucking around you gotta let me know so I don't get my heart attached
I need to know if you are not fully committed to our relationship so that I can protect myself

I know what you do before you do it you ain't slick like that
I am observant and can anticipate your actions

I can do what you do to me to you but I don't get like that
I have the capability to retaliate, but I don't stoop to that level

You did what you did for way too long cause you ain't shit like that
You engaged in hurtful behavior for too long because of your flawed character

I used to make you touch your toes and give you dick like that
I used to be intimate with you in a dominating and possibly degrading manner

These bullet holes can fuck up your clothes you could get hit like that
I am warning my enemies of the violent consequences they may face if they cross me

I traveled this road I been on my own I'm taking trips like that
I have faced many challenges alone, and now I am exploring new experiences

I puff puff puff and I don't pass I'm smokin' spliffs like that
I enjoy smoking marijuana but am selfish with sharing it

I know I'm still young but I grew up fast I ain't no kid like that
I have matured quickly and do not have the same naivety as a child

You be on some sucker shit
You have a tendency to be weak and betray me

You think you fuckin' slick
You believe you are being sneaky or clever

Hit it from the back and then I dip cause I can't trust no bitch
I am unwilling to fully commit to a sexual relationship because of my trust issues

How could you change on me
I am disappointed and hurt that you have become a different person towards me

Gotta take it to the grave with me
I will never forgive or forget your betrayal

I gave you a chance when I shouldn't have
I forgave you and gave the relationship another chance despite my doubts

So put the blame on me
I accept responsibility for my actions and the consequences that follow