Feel Alright
J.V. Project Lyrics

Look, I miss her, man, and I know I shouldn't. Just like I still love her, and I know it's Stupid… but just listen, it's tricky j
Yeah
I gotta be honest, I'm not doing alright
These black shadows lurk, inside my mind
Grey cloudy days, and dark stormy nights
I'm tryna find my way, but I see no light
I've got a big heart, and I care too much
I wanted to give up, but I know I can't
What hurts the most, I gotta act tough
But I feel so alone, I've got a broken heart I'm a skinny sad kid, a quiet young lad
Haven't self-harmed in weeks, and that's not bad
But I do burn my skin, bcoz I feel so sad
Don't wanna quit, but I'll do what I can
I get why she don't wanna work things out
And I get why she don't wanna have me around
I made a few mistakes, no, I'm not proud
And I'm tryna change, but it's too late now
I don't want to hurt inside
I don't want to have to lie
I just wanna make things right
But between us I don't feel alright
Judged for my past, but I'm trying to improve
This hurts too much, really didn't think I'd lose
Wish I didn't have a heart, I feel so bruised
Surprised I haven't giving up? Yeah, me too
I write music coz I know, people like to listen
I talk in lyrics, coz I'm low, locked in a prison
And these tears, I can't hide in this condition
But I've done well, by, not picking up scissors
I'm a skinny sad man, writing raps to express
With a suicide plan, I needa get it out my head
Does anyone understand, I'm just so depressed
I'm struggling to stand, I think I need to rest
I get why they say, tattoos are better than love
Bcoz, they stay forever and only hurt you once
And I get why they say, never again fall in love
Bcoz, after it ends, it's harder to put back trust
I don't want to hurt inside
I don't want to have to lie
I just wanna make things right
But between us I don't feel alright
I used to be afraid of dying, but now, I'm more afraid of turning out just like my dad