Tears in My Soul
J.V. Project Lyrics

Woke up wit u on my mind
Hope dat I'm makin u proud
Wudda been goin on two
But we miscarried tha child
Tawlkin bout hurt and some pain
Sittin there watchin a screen
Dey said it's sposeta b there
But dey weren't seein a thing
Nah, God
Where is u at when I'm cawlin for u U walk away when I'm crawlin for u
Told dat lil child I'll go awl in for u
Nah, bruh
I was so hype when I heard tha news
Got u some clothes dat was pink and blue
Got u some Jordan elevens too
Sheddin tears thinkin,writin
Awl deez emotions I'm fightin
Knew dat my life wud b brightened
Knew I had life to enlighten
I went so hard wit recitin
Start to think bout recitals
Pray for patience at revival
Steady searchin thru tha bible
Wishin,hopin I cud meet u
We had plans on howta greet u
Changed tha food dat we wud eat too
Set a room and kept it neat too
Compromised on howta treat u
Wud we sit u down or beat u
Who we finna let teach u
Home or private if we need to
What type of books we gon read u
What type of food we gon feed u
What type of way we gon lead u
Shud we start yellin to reach u
Will u sit on Santa's knee too
Family trips to tha beach too
Sittin here thinkin I need u
I kno u thinkin, yea, me too

Woke up wit u on my mind
Woke up wit u on my brain
Sittin here goin thru time
I think I'm goin insane

Woke up wit u on my brain
Again and again, I can't handle tha pain
I'm tawlkin bout Ray
Ruck, Ryan and my brother BK
Why he take u away
Cudnt do dis witout tears in my face
Why he take u away
Yawl got some kids and u can't b replaced
Ray came to tha studio
Fresh Chevy den tossed tha keys
I recorded like five songs
Den left and got some weed
Came back he said,"don't it run"
Impala like deep purple
Royalty like we purple
Sacked up,my weed purple
Saw em wit wifey, no arm on em
He got it cut to preserve a life
I was so shocked when I heard em say it
He said he hadta go under tha knife
Leh get it right
Why did he die
I cannot see
Someone explain
He had a cancer dey said dey cud trace
So why my nigga aynt right here wit me
Ryan had shyt in his stomach like tumor
I thawt tha word around town was a rumor
I wish I wudda known dat even sooner
Somethin was fishy like old can of tuna
I had saw Ruck
Damn
Right before David had died
Damn
He had pulled up
Damn
Hadn't seen him since 05
Damn
We had a tawlk
Yea
Said He had kids and a wife
Yea
Gave me his math
Yea
Next day tha reaper arrived
Wait
Home invasion,he hid tha kids, told shawty duck
He ran out and dem niggas struck, how tha fuck dey killed Ruck
Khorey passed and it hurt tha, worst
Found out on IG, first
Same day as tha first, verse
Damn my head was finna burst
Heart stopped but he lost, weight
Slimmed down, said fuck tha club
Fuck tha bottles and fuck tha drugs
Cuz his son meant more than us
Life movin,it don't stop
Slow down, or take a pause
Rest in peace to awl tha dawgs
And tha ones who had tha paws
Real men made sacrifices
Yet we mourn cuz niggas gon
Dis tha reason I cant sleep
And cry tears in tha microphone