On The Outside
J. Angel Lyrics

You wanted to break me
You sought to destroy me

You thought you should make me understand
You believed it was necessary to force me to comprehend

And your words - they cut so deep
Your words were so painful

'cause you won't let me be who i am
Because you wouldn't allow me to be myself

You took something away from me
You stripped something valuable from me

And gave me an empty space all alone
And replaced it with loneliness

Did you know that you pushed me to the outside?
Were you aware that you isolated me?

Did you know that you cut me on the inside?
Were you aware that you hurt me internally?

If you could only read my mind, you'd see you made me feel
If you could understand my thoughts, you'd see how I felt

Alone on the inside, alone on the outside
Lonely both internally and externally

You thought you could break me
You believed you could shatter me

You all in circles and me without walls
You twisted things in circles while I was vulnerable

With your pointed fingers and stories made up
With your accusatory gestures and false tales

And me pretending it didn't hurt at all
And me feigning that I felt no pain

So where did you go, where are you now?
So where have you vanished to? Where are you at present?

Where are your so called friends to help you take a shot?
Where are your supposed friends who helped you take a swing at me?

What i did to you, I'll never know
I'll never comprehend what I did to you

And what you did to me, I'll never show
I'll never disclose what you did to me

Now you know how it feels to be all alone
Now you understand how it feels to be solitary