Escape
J. Cain Lyrics

Lately I’ve been tryna runaway
I’ve been trying to escape my problems by leaving behind my current situation and finding a different place to stay.

Tryna find a different place to stay
Looking for a new environment to help me escape my current problems.

Tell that I’m fine I’ll be okay
I'm telling others that I'm okay and don't need their help, even though I'm really struggling inside.

But it’s hard for me just to escape
Despite my efforts to escape, my problems continue to follow and haunt me, making it hard to truly escape.

Running & Running & Running
I feel like I am constantly running away from my problems and trying to escape them.

They keep asking me questions I’m ducking
People are trying to get me to talk about my problems, but I'm avoiding them and not opening up.

Say I’m okay they don’t know that I’m fronting
I'm pretending I'm okay, but they don't know that I'm really struggling inside.

Smile on the gram let me show them I’m stunting
I'm trying to showcase a false image of me being happy and successful on social media to cover up my struggles.

Yeah I don’t need nothing from you
I don't need any help or support from others, or at least that's what I tell myself.

Got it together like 702
I'm portraying a confident and composed image like the music group 702.

I’m feeling blue but I don’t have clue
I'm feeling down and depressed, but I don't know how to fix it or what's causing it.

What do I do let me skip to my Lou
I'm not sure what to do or where to turn, so I'm asking for guidance and help.

Why am I breathing so heavily
I'm experiencing intense emotions and stress that make it hard for me to breathe normally.

Why do my problems keep stressing me
My problems are constantly bothering me and causing me stress and anxiety.

They tell me to give to it God
People are advising me to put my faith in God and trust Him to help me through my struggles.

Maybe this life just ain’t meant for me
I'm questioning the purpose and meaning of my life and wondering if I'm meant to struggle and suffer.

That’s why they never accepted me
I feel rejected and unaccepted by others, which adds to my struggles.

They tell me that Jesus was sent for me
People are trying to convince me that Jesus was sent to save me and help me through my struggles.

No one has ever had love for me
I feel unloved and alone in the world, which makes my struggles even harder to bear.

Maybe that’s why I’m so empty
Feeling unloved and alone has left me feeling empty and lacking any sense of purpose or fulfillment.

That’s why the drugs are so tempting
I'm turning to drugs for temporary relief and escape from my problems and emotional pain.

My life is close to an ending
I feel like my life is coming to an end because of my struggles and pain.

Rolling and rolling and rolling
I'm spiraling out of control and can't seem to find any peace or stability.

Im numb I’m broken
I'm emotionally disconnected and feel like I'm falling apart.

But nothing offends me
I'm so emotionally numb that nothing bothers or affects me anymore.

Let me stop kidding
I need to stop pretending that everything is okay and start facing my problems head-on.

If I had money
I think that having wealth and material possessions would solve my problems.

I thought I’d be winning
I expected that having money and success would make me happy and fulfilled, but it didn't.

I’m just a low life I’m caught up in sinning
I feel like I'm a worthless and sinful person who is struggling to make the right choices.

I just need Jesus to handle my business
I'm realizing that only Jesus can help me deal with my problems and transform my life.

Always ran away from my calling
I've been avoiding my purpose and path in life and trying to escape it.

But I didn’t where to go
I'm lost and confused about where I should be going and what I should be doing with my life.

Little did I know I was falling
I didn't realize that my efforts to escape my calling were actually causing me to fall further into despair and emptiness.

Devil tryna take away my soul
I'm struggling with temptation and darkness, and worry that it is taking over my soul.

Couldn’t find my way back home
I felt lost and disconnected from my true self and inner peace.

But then I got filled with that anointing
I discovered the power and grace of God, which gave me a renewed sense of purpose and direction in life.

Ain’t never been the same as before
Since I found God and embraced my calling, I've been transformed and no longer the same person I once was.

Little did I know he always plan
I realized that God had a plan for my life all along, even if I couldn't see it before.

do it on my own but I’m not a Superman
I can't do everything on my own and need to rely on God's strength and guidance to succeed.

Switching up my flow I was tryna please the fans
I was focused on impressing others and winning their approval, rather than doing what God wanted me to do.

Wasnt talking about God I was all about romance
I was more focused on worldly desires like romance, rather than focusing on my spiritual journey and faith in God.

But now I live for him
I've changed my priorities and now live for God, making Him the center of my life.

Stay away from sin
I'm committed to avoiding sinful behaviors and choices that go against my faith.

Afraid go to hard now I’m always going in
I was once afraid to fully embrace my calling and faith, but now I am fully committed and always moving forward in my spiritual journey.

Hard in the paint cuz I’m always try win
I'm determined to succeed and make the most of my life and calling, no matter what challenges and obstacles come my way.

123 yeah I’m going for the pin
I'm taking bold and decisive action towards achieving my goals and making progress in my life.

Was running for the light work
I was trying to do things the easy way and avoid any real challenges or risks.

And I really didn’t like church
I had negative feelings towards religious institutions and didn't feel like they were helping me in my spiritual journey.

But I knew I that it was my turn
I realized that it was time for me to embrace my spirituality and make a change in my life.

Had to get closer was afraid that it would might burn
I was hesitant to get closer to God because I was scared that confronting my pain and struggles would be too intense and overwhelming.

Might burn but had to get sparked up
Even though facing my pain and struggles might be difficult and painful, I knew that it was necessary to spark real change in my life.

I was staying in the back I was parked up
I was holding back and not fully embracing my purpose and calling in life.

Put the key in car had to start up
I started to take action and move forward in my spiritual journey and personal growth.

And the spirit came and lit my heart up
I felt a deep sense of spiritual renewal and awakening, as if my heart had been reignited with passion and purpose.