Kevin’s Heart
J. Cole Lyrics

She my number one, I don't need nothing on the side
The singer's partner is his top priority, and he doesn't want anyone else.

Said that I was done for good and don't want no more lies
The singer has committed to being honest and not allowing deceit in his relationships.

But my phone be blowing up, temptations on my line
Even though he's committed, other people still try to tempt him into cheating on his partner.

I stare at the screen a while before I press decline
The artist strongly considers the temptation, but ultimately decides not to give in.

But she plants a seed and it still lingers in my mind
Even though he resists the temptation, the idea of cheating remains in the artist's thoughts.

Told myself I'm strong enough to shake it and I'm trying
The singer recognizes that cheating is wrong and is actively trying to resist the temptation.

But I'm only human, I know loving you's a crime
The singer recognizes his own vulnerability to temptation and the moral dilemma of being in love with someone while still being tempted by others.

If I take this cookie now one day I'll do the time
The artist acknowledges the potential consequences of succumbing to temptation.

All a nigga know is how to fuck a good thing up
The artist has a tendency to ruin good relationships despite his intentions.

Run from the pain, sip lean, smoke tree up
The artist uses drugs to escape emotional pain.

When I'm in your town press pound hit me up
The singer is reaching out to someone to engage in casual sex when he is in their area.

Only if you down and you slurp good D up
The artist is specifying they are only interested in engaging with someone who is willing to perform oral sex on them.

If the work good I'll be back for the re-up
The singer will return for more sexual encounters if their partner is good in bed.

Hate when I creep and the phone wake me up
The singer dislikes receiving notifications while engaging in infidelity.

Fake like I'm sleep knowing damn well I be up
The singer pretends to be asleep to avoid the uncomfortable situation of being caught in the act of infidelity.

Monkey on my back and I walk a hundred miles
The artist feels burdened by their urge to cheat but continues to resist it.

Guilt make a nigga feel fake when he smile
The artist feels guilty about their infidelities and their mood is affected by it.

Love get confused in the mind of a child
The singer acknowledges that they are not handling their romantic relationships in a mature way.

'Cause love wouldn't lie like I lie and it's wild
The singer contrasts their own deception with the honesty associated with love.

Wanna have my cake and another cake too
The artist wants to have multiple romantic partners at the same time.

Even if the baker don't bake like you
The artist will pursue other people even if they don't compare to their current partner.

Even when the flavor don't taste like you
The artist will still pursue people even if they don't have the same qualities they love in their current partner.

So I'm back mobbing with the late night crew
The singer returns to their circle of friends who participate in infidelity.

All in your mind with fears that would come true
The artist acknowledges the fears their partner has about infidelity.

The back of my mind, the back of my mind was you
The singer thinks about their partner despite engaging in infidelity.

Wishing that I could blind myself from view
The singer wishes they could avoid being tempted by others and focus solely on their partner.

And only have eyes, and only have eyes for you
The singer wants to remain faithful to their partner.

I'm a fake nigga and it's never been clearer
The artist acknowledges and accepts that they have been dishonest and unfaithful.

Can't see myself when I look in the mirror
The artist struggles with accepting themselves and their actions due to their infidelity.

She got wife written all over
The singer's partner has qualities that make them a suitable wife.

They tell me 'What's done in the dark
The singer acknowledges that their infidelity is a secret and could have negative consequences if it were to be exposed.

Will find a way to shine'
The artist believes their actions will eventually have consequences and be exposed.

I done did so much that when you see you might go blind
The artist has engaged in so much infidelity that it would be overwhelming for anyone to discover.

My girl she got a diploma (smoke)
The artist's partner is intelligent and successful.

Slip me a xanny at once (somebody)
The singer wants to take Xanax to numb themselves from their guilt and anxiety.

I got the earth in a blunt (smoke)
The artist is smoking marijuana to deal with their emotions.

I get the skirt when I want (skrrt!)
The singer is able to have sex with women when he wants to, despite being in a relationship.