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J. Period & Kanye West Lyrics

You're a bright spot in my life
You are someone who brings light and positivity in my life.

I'm about to ruin it
I feel like I am going to ruin this positivity in some way.

Cause I can't seem to help myself
I know my own behavior is going to cause problems, but I can't stop it.

I need to know
I have an urgent need to know something.

If you like me as much as I like you
I want to know if you have the same level of affection for me that I do for you.

Or not
If you don't, I need to know that too.

If I don't hear the words I want to hear
If what you say doesn't match my hopes, I will need to leave.

We'll stop
Our relationship will come to an end.

And I won't hesitate
I won't think twice about ending things.

I'll just be gone
I will leave without any second thoughts.

I'll go
I will leave this relationship behind and move on.

You'll never see me again oh
I will cut off contact and disappear from your life completely.

Catastrophising
I tend to think the worst-case scenario is going to happen.

Is something that I always do, do
This tendency to think the worst is a recurring pattern for me.

Here we go again
I'm falling back into my old patterns of behavior.

Inevitable
It seems like this outcome was always going to happen.

I like to dissect
I like to break things apart and analyze them.

Before I let it go
I have to understand something fully before I can move on from it.

I can pick apart anything you've got
I can analyze and critique anything you say or do.

One look
A single glance from you can give me a lot of information.

One text
Even a single message you send can tell me a lot about how you feel.

One eyeroll
A negative facial expression or gesture from you can be very telling.

I need to know
Once again, I feel a strong need to understand something.

You'll never see me again
If things don't go the way I want, I will disappear from your life entirely.

oh
An expression of sadness or regret at what might happen.