How I Feel
JJ Lyrics


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Taking these pills
Xanax I don't feel
Shawty I just miss you
I just wanna die it's true
Taking these pills
Xanax I don't feel
Shawty I just miss you
I just wanna die it's true
Everyday I'm tripping off some drugs
Everyday I'm missing all your love
Nobody can replace your touch
You were my star from up above
Shawty come home while I'm waiting for you
Shawty hit my line make my dreams come true
It's been another hour gotta pop some pills
I just gotta numb the pain for awhile
I can't go to sleep cause when I dream
It's dreams of you fucking me
I fall in my seat and shawty I will geek
Just set me free
Shawty I'm falling
Baby I'm calling
Why are you stalling?
I'm boutta fall in
Shawty I'm falling
Baby I'm calling
Why are you stalling?
I'm boutta fall in
Taking these pills
Xanax I don't feel
Shawty I just miss you
I just wanna die it's true
Taking these pills
Xanax I don't feel




Shawty I just miss you
I just wanna die it's true
I remember late nights you stayed the night
We laid beside
Now you're making your way and fading out
Out of my life
I see you when I'm dreaming
I don't try to fight my demons
That's when I start fiending
That's when the memories creep in

Overall Meaning

In the lyrics of "How I Feel" by jj, the artist describes the emotional turmoil and longing they are experiencing. The repeated references to taking Xanax pills suggest a means of coping with the pain of missing someone, possibly a former lover referred to as "Shawty." The artist admits feeling numb and expresses a desire to die, indicating the depth of their emotional suffering.


The lyrics convey a sense of desperation and dependency on drugs to mask the pain of missing Shawty and the memories of their time together. The artist's world seems to revolve around this person, as they reminisce about the love and intimacy they shared. The mention of missing Shawty's touch and feeling like they were their "star from up above" highlights the significance of this relationship in their life.


As the song progresses, the artist's longing for Shawty intensifies, leading them to resort to pills to numb their emotions and distract themselves from the pain. The haunting dreams of Shawty with another person torment them, making it difficult to find peace even in sleep. The lyrics convey a sense of helplessness and yearning for release from the emotional turmoil they are experiencing.


The song delves into the complexities of love, loss, and addiction, painting a vivid picture of someone struggling to navigate their emotions in the absence of a significant other. The repetition of the chorus underscores the overwhelming feeling of missing Shawty and the desire to escape the pain, making it a poignant portrayal of heartbreak and inner turmoil. Despite the use of drugs as a coping mechanism, the artist ultimately grapples with their inner demons and the memories that continue to haunt them.


Line by Line Meaning

Taking these pills
Seeking solace in medication


Xanax I don't feel
Xanax doesn't numb the emotional pain


Shawty I just miss you
Longing for the presence of a loved one


I just wanna die it's true
Feeling overwhelmed with despair


Everyday I'm tripping off some drugs
Using drugs to cope with daily struggles


Everyday I'm missing all your love
Yearning for lost affection


Nobody can replace your touch
No one can replace the intimacy once shared


You were my star from up above
Viewing the loved one as a guiding light


Shawty come home while I'm waiting for you
Impatiently waiting for the return of the loved one


Shawty hit my line make my dreams come true
Desperately seeking communication to bring fantasies to life


It's been another hour gotta pop some pills
Using pills to escape the passing of time


I just gotta numb the pain for awhile
Seeking temporary relief from emotional distress


I can't go to sleep cause when I dream
Avoiding sleep due to haunting dreams


It's dreams of you fucking me
Recurring dreams of physical intimacy


I fall in my seat and shawty I will geek
Succumbing to emotional breakdowns and seeking distraction


Just set me free
Yearning for freedom from emotional turmoil


Shawty I'm falling
Emotionally spiraling downwards


Baby I'm calling
Reaching out for comfort and support


Why are you stalling?
Questioning the delay in returning affection


I'm boutta fall in
On the verge of emotional collapse


I remember late nights you stayed the night
Reflecting on past moments of intimacy


We laid beside
Sharing close physical proximity


Now you're making your way and fading out
Observing the gradual departure of a loved one


Out of my life
Accepting the absence of a significant other


I see you when I'm dreaming
Encountering memories of the loved one in dreams


I don't try to fight my demons
Choosing not to confront inner struggles


That's when I start fiending
Craving emotional connection


That's when the memories creep in
Recollections of past experiences resurface




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Jonathan Soyke

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came from Apple's iPhone 15 plus 😂

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of course, from spain.

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This kinda reminds me of The Talking Heads. Lol

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Exactly what I thought! 😃

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I swear to god apple has them bangers in every marketing ad they make.

@luluming860

Legend has it the father is still recording his son trying to chop planks with his iPhone 15 plus

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