Lucas received widespread exposure and critical acclaim after the release of his single "Ross Capicchioni" in 2015. In June 2017, he released his fourth mixtape, 508-507-2209, which was his first on a major label. On November 28, 2017, Lucas released his single "I'm Not Racist", which quickly went viral, gaining him further attention and praise. The video was nominated for the Grammy Award for Best Music Video at the 61st Grammy Awards. Lucas was formerly signed to Atlantic Records, until he announced his departure from the label in December 2018.
Since 2016, Lucas has also become known for remixing popular hip hop songs like "Gucci Gang" by Lil Pump, "Bank Account" by 21 Savage, "DNA" by Kendrick Lamar and many others. In October 2018, he announced his debut studio album ADHD, which was released on March 27, 2020. He began rapping at the age of 10, and attended South High Community School in Worcester.
Gary Maurice Lucas, Jr. was born on August 17, 1988, in Worcester, Massachusetts to a black father and a white mother. He began rapping at the age of 10, and attended South High Community School in Worcester.
Joyner Lucas first started rapping under the name G-Storm, but by 2007 had changed his stage name to Future Joyner and started working with his cousin Cyrus tha Great, forming a group called Film Skool Rejekts. That year they released Workprint: The Greatest Mixtape of All Time. Lucas released his first solo mixtape, titled Listen to Me, in 2011.[citation needed] After rapper Future came to prominence, Lucas dropped the "Future" from his name and continued as Joyner Lucas. He released his first mixtape under this new moniker in 2013, titled LFO's (Low Frequency Oscillators). His next mixtape, Along Came Joyner, was released on April 5, 2015. This mixtape contained his critically acclaimed "Ross Capicchioni". Following the success of the song, Lucas was featured in the 2015 BET Hip-Hop Awards Cypher. Originally intended to appear in the online-only cypher, he was later promoted to rap as part of the live broadcast cyphers based on the strength of his initial performance.
Lucas signed to Atlantic Records on September 21, 2016. Lucas went on to release a project titled 508-507-2209 on June 16, 2017, with Atlantic Records. The mixtape charted at #7 on the Heatseekers Albums chart on Billboard and contained the singles "I'm Sorry", "Ultrasound", "Just Like You" and "Winter Blues". Ever since 2016, Lucas has also become known for remixing popular hip hop songs.
On November 28, 2017, Lucas released the single "I'm Not Racist" via his YouTube channel. The music video quickly went viral and gained critical acclaim. The controversial song is about race and society, and race relations from the perspectives of a white man and a black man. The video was nominated for the Grammy Award for Best Music Video at the 61st Grammy Awards, but lost to Childish Gambino's "This Is America". Lucas and Chris Brown announced a collaborative project titled Angels & Demons on February 25, 2018, with the project's first single "Stranger Things" releasing the following day. On April 1, 2018, Lucas released the single "Frozen", a song focused on different forms of reckless driving. The second single from the Angels and Demons collaborative mixtape, "I Don't Die", was released on May 2.
On July 31, 2018, Lucas announced that he was forced to cancel appearances in the Australian and European legs of his I'm Kind of a Big Deal tour due to hoarseness and laryngitis. A month later, Lucas was featured on "Lucky You" from Eminem's tenth album, Kamikaze. The song debuted at number 6 on the Billboard Hot 100, marking Lucas' first top 10 entry on the chart. On October 12, 2018, Lucas announced that he would be releasing his debut studio album entitled ADHD. He also announced a single from the album that would be released the following Wednesday. The song, entitled "I Love", was released as the lead single from ADHD, which was released on March 27, 2020. It was preceded by nine singles from October 2018 to March 2020, the time before release.
On August 17, 2020, Lucas announced the release date of his debut EP, Evolution. It was released on October 23, 2020. It was preceded by two singles, "Snitch" and "Fall Slowly" featuring Ashanti.
Lucas has cited several artists as influences in his music, but he cites Eminem as his biggest musical influence. He also revealed he was influenced by Will Smith in his song "Will", which he would release a remix of featuring Will Smith himself on May 15, 2020. He cites Jay-Z as one of his influences too.
Joyner Lucas shares a son named Joyner Messiah Lucas (born February 20, 2016) with Carmen Julissa Ayala, whom he had an off and on romantic relationship with. Lucas tells the story of his son's conception in his song "Forever" on his mixtape 508-507-2209. Joyner Messiah Lucas is loved and adored by his father and referenced in many of his songs. He has also made cameos in his father's music videos. Most recently he played Will Smith's son Jaden Smith in the video of "Will".
Lucas has revealed that the title of his album ADHD comes from the fact that he was diagnosed with ADHD as a child. He explained that people surrounding him, including his own parents, made him feel like he was not normal and treated him differently as a result. Eventually, he would act out and get sent to an alternative school after expulsion.
Feuds
Logic
According to Lucas, when he was on Tech N9ne's tour bus, he heard some records from Tech's album The Storm. Lucas expressed interest on collaborating with Logic on the song "Sriracha" and felt that he could add to the display of fast-flow rapping, and Tech acquiesced. Logic was originally slated to be the only feature on "Sriracha", but when he spent over six months to deliver his verse, Lucas hopped on the track to offer his own. Joyner stated that when they got the record back, he could tell that Logic was not "too happy" about him being on the track once he heard it. On his remix of Future's "Mask Off", Joyner, unhappy by the work Logic turned in after taking nearly half a year to edit his verse, directly addressed the disappointing display. Both he and Tech N9ne were upset with Logic for not emulating the style of quick flow on the song.
After Logic's hit song "1-800-273-8255" peaked at number three on the Billboard Hot 100, Joyner Lucas immediately took offense and argued that the track was named in order to bring direct competition to his project, 508-507-2209. In a later interview, he called Logic "corny" and in another incident, he said that he thinks that Logic "can rap" but feels like "he tries to prove that he's black too much for me." With both Logic's single and Lucas' mixtape dealing with the issue of mental health representation and resource allocation, Lucas was careful to not slam the track too hard.
When Logic dropped his song "Yuck" from his mixtape Bobby Tarantino II in March 2018, the veiled diss inside the song was quickly spotted by Lucas and his fans, despite Logic saying that there was no diss in the song. Seemingly nonplussed by the insult, Lucas dared Logic to call him out directly on Twitter. That same month, Joyner took aim at Logic's song "44 More" and his album Everybody on his remix of BlocBoy JB's "Look Alive".
In 2019, the two rappers ended their feud, which was revealed when Logic made a guest appearance on Joyner Lucas' song "ISIS", the third single from ADHD. Lucas kept the name of the collaborator a secret until he released the song.
Hopsin
In September 2018, when a fan asked Los Angeles rapper Hopsin on Twitter who would win in a rap battle between him and Joyner Lucas, Hopsin replied, "That's a dumb question that I'm sure you already know the answer to." Not long after, Lucas commented, "Hold up. @Hopsin wtf is that supposed to mean???" In his response, Hopsin stated that he would "b[r]eak his soul" and also dissed Logic in the comment. This dispute would prove to be short-lived, when in less than two days Hopsin shared a screenshot of a FaceTime call with Lucas, indicating that they finally made peace, but still wanted people to consider who would beat the other in a rap battle. While the majority favored Hopsin, Lucas was adamant without arguing.
Tory Lanez
Joyner Lucas' feud with Canadian recording artist Tory Lanez began over matters similar to his beef with Hopsin. On November 19, 2018, Lanez claimed that he was a better rapper than Joyner Lucas on an Instagram Live session. Incredulous, Lucas immediately responded by inviting Lanez to a battle rapping challenge and telling him to let the public decide who is better. The next day, Lanez dropped a freestyle over Eminem's "Lucky You", of which Lucas made a guest appearance on. In less than 24 hours, Joyner responded with his freestyle over "Litty" by Meek Mill featuring Tory Lanez, also targeting rapper Trippie Redd, who joined Tory's Instagram Live and slandered Joyner's name as well. Shortly after, Lanez retaliated with his own freestyle of "Litty", titled "Litty Again", taking shots at Joyner's collaboration with Eminem. Lucas' answer song was a freestyle of Kodak Black's "Zeze". On the track, he mentions Tory's being accused of plagiarism in 2016, when listeners noticed that the ending of Lanez's song "4am Flex" was similar to Kendrick Lamar's "The Art of Peer Pressure". Joyner also accuses him of copying rapper Don Q's flow on his 2017 Funkmaster Flex freestyle. On November 23, Tory posted on Instagram a video of him declaring victory in the feud and celebrating. Displeased, Lucas reposted the video with his own comment, with a reference to Lanez as a singer.
The end of this rivalry was made public on August 8, 2019, when Joyner Lucas and Tory Lanez collaborated on their remix of "Suge" by DaBaby.
The Grammy Awards are held annually by the National Academy of Recording Arts and Sciences. Joyner has two Grammy nominations altogether; one for Best Music Video for “I’m Not Racist” and one for Best Rap Song for “Lucky You” by Eminem.
I'm sorry
JOYNER LUCAS Lyrics
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Because I'm not like you
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Tell me how about you?
I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
I hide behind my youth
No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
Step inside my shoes
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Behind closed doors
Just close the door, let me be by myself
Just me and myself
I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
I wanna see for myself
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
But I'm depressed as fuck
Stressed as fuck
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
I mean, I need extra love
And that ain't even enough
'Said that ain't even enough
And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
But today we gonna see if he's real
And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
Look, I ain't wanna die like this
I ain't picture my life like this
They don't know what it's like like this
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
And laugh like you
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
Or would you feel lost without me?
Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
Okay, the day I was nine
I've been tired of being bullied, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at me now, fuck
Fuck, pens runnin' out
Shit, fu-, ugh
Look, just know it's a new day
But if you reading this
Then it's probably too late, blaow!
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you finally happy
It's too late for you
Been going out of my mind
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
I hope you hear me, goddamn it
Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
But goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault
How could you?
Maybe it's my fault
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
But I'll forever be attached to you, damn
Part of me feels bad for you
A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
And I don't mean to be insensitive
But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
You took the easy way out
Goddamn it, you dead
I mean, look what you did
I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish?
Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
I wonder what God thinks
I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
Look, I really feel lost without you
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelings
And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out
I wish I could hear you now
Is your soul missing?
I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
Tell me what death is likee
Was it meant for you, brodie?
Did the heaven support it?
Are you fucking happy now?
Did you get what you wanted?
Isn't this what you wanted?
I feel the temperature falling
And you've been suicidal back day you were nine?
Yeah, even back then, you was nine
We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
And damn it, look at you now
Shit, but it's a new day
And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late
FUCK
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
Just make sure you tell my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
So much weighing on me
JOYNER LUCAS's song "I'm Not Sorry" is a deeply personal and introspective look into his struggles with depression and suicidal thoughts. The song is divided into two parts, the first half serving as a confessional monologue where he talks about his depression and how it makes him feel. He opens by saying that he doesn't want anyone to pity him, he just wants to be left alone, but also acknowledging that he needs extra love. He feels like he's losing his mind and often thinks about the idea of death. He questions religion, and whether he should believe more. In essence, he is asking for understanding but is aware that people cannot relate to what he is going through. Towards the end of the first half, he talks about how much he tries to pretend he's happy and fit in with others, but it's not who he really is.
The second half of the song is mostly spoken from the perspective of someone who had similar thoughts to Joyner, who lost his life to suicide, and how they both could relate to each other. He addresses the person directly and talks about his mixed emotions. Joyner mentions the impact that the loss had on him, how angry and hurt he is at this person for not choosing differently, but also admitting that he feels bad for them. In the end, Joyner outlines the intense pain that he feels as a result of loss and grants permission for his family to grieve in his absence while he follows the same path.
Overall, this song offers a glimpse of the innermost thoughts of a person struggling with mental health, and often feels like society doesn't understand or won't accept what they are going through.
Line by Line Meaning
Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
Feel free to label me as weak and lacking strength
Because I'm not like you
Because I am different from you
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Feel free to call me crazy because I feel lost and confused
Tell me how about you?
Tell me, how are you feeling?
I think I live in my head, sometimes I think that I'm dead
I often feel trapped in my thoughts and sometimes even question my existence
I hide behind my youth
I use my young age as a defense mechanism
No, I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
No, I have been experiencing mental instability and feeling left behind
Step inside my shoes
Try to understand my perspective and experiences
Cause I've never been happy with myself
Because I have always been dissatisfied with who I am
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
I do not want anyone to pity me
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
Trying to sympathize with me while also criticizing me
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Wanting to give me guidance but also finding amusement in my struggles
Behind closed doors
In private
Just close the door, let me be by myself
Just let me have my solitude
Just me and myself
Just me and my own thoughts
I'm tired of living, I cry, I hear it's easy to die
I am exhausted from life and have contemplated the ease of death
I wanna see for myself
I want to experience death firsthand
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
I understand that this may sound insane to others
But I'm depressed as fuck
But I am extremely depressed
Stressed as fuck
Overwhelmed with stress
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
No medicine can cure the pain I feel
I mean, I need extra love
I need more love and support
And that ain't even enough
But even that is not sufficient
'Said that ain't even enough
I repeat, even that is not enough
And where the fuck is God? (God, god)
And where is God, damn it?
Damn, maybe I ain't believing enough
Maybe my faith is lacking
But today we gonna see if he's real
But today we will find out if God is real
And if he is, I guess I'm probably going to hell
And if he does exist, then I assume I am destined for hell
Look, I ain't wanna die like this
Look, I did not want to die in this manner
I ain't picture my life like this
I did not envision my life to be like this
They don't know what it's like like this
Others do not understand what it feels like to be in my situation
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
Faking happiness so that I can put on a smile
And laugh like you
And laugh like you do
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
Sometimes I question if I should act like you
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
Would I finally fit in and find some peace
Or would you feel lost without me?
Or would you feel lost without me?
Cause honestly, I think the world is better off without me
Because honestly, I believe that the world would be better without me
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
And my thoughts are racing, this is the end of the verse
Truth is, I don't care how they feel about my feelings
To be honest, I do not care about others' opinions of my emotions
I made up my mind, I'm going out like Robin Williams
I have made a decision, I am going to end my life like Robin Williams did
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
I suppose I am not like the ordinary people depicted in John Legend's song
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine, shit
And I have had suicidal thoughts since I was nine years old
Okay, the day I was nine
Okay, when I was nine years old
I've been tired of being bullied, couldn't stay out the fire
I have been exhausted from being bullied, unable to escape the hardships
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
My grandmother advised me to approach life one day at a time
And damn it, look at me now, fuck
But look at me now, damn it
Fuck, pens runnin' out
Fuck, my pen is running out of ink
Shit, fu-, ugh
Shit, fu-, ugh
Look, just know it's a new day
Look, just know that it is a new day
But if you reading this
But if you are reading this
Then it's probably too late, blaow!
Then it is likely too late, blaow!
Just make sure you tell my family
Please, make sure you inform my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
Assure them it is alright, I am sorry
So much weighing on me
There is so much burden on my shoulders
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
I do not want to live to see another day, I apologize
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
But I cannot continue this life, I am sorry
Just make sure you tell my family
Please, make sure you inform my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
Assure them it is alright, I am sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
But it is too late now, I am sorry
So much weighing on me
There is so much burden on my shoulders
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
I do not want to live to see another day, I apologize
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
But I cannot continue this life, I am sorry
Just make sure you tell my family
Please, make sure you inform my family
It's okay, I'm sorry
Assure them it is alright, I am sorry
But it's too late, I'm sorry
But it is too late now, I am sorry
So much weighing on me
There is so much burden on my shoulders
I don't wanna live to see another day, I'm sorry
I do not want to live to see another day, I apologize
But I can't stay, I'm sorry
But I cannot continue this life, I am sorry
So much weighing on me
There is so much burden on my shoulders
I hope you got what you wanted
I hope you achieved what you desired
I hope you finally happy
I hope you are finally content
It's too late for you
Now it is too late for you
Been going out of my mind
I have been losing my sanity
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
You do not realize how many times I have prayed for you
I hope you hear me, goddamn it
I hope you can hear me, damn it
Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
Because I have so many things I want to say to you
I used to shine, now I'm all in the dark
I used to be full of light, but now I am engulfed in darkness
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
I recall advising you to follow your heart
But goddamn it, look at you now, it's all of your fault
But damn it, look at you now, it is all your fault
How could you?
How could you?
Maybe it's my fault
Perhaps it is my fault
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
I should have been more attentive to your actions
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
Maybe I should have been a greater influence
I can't believe that you're dead, I fu-
I cannot believe that you are dead, I fucking-
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
I read your letter and it left me with conflicting emotions
But I'll forever be attached to you, damn
But I will always be connected to you, damn it
Part of me feels bad for you
A part of me feels sorry for you
A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
A part of me sees you as weak and I am angry at you
And I don't mean to be insensitive
And I do not mean to be lacking in empathy
But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
But I do not comprehend why we could not stop this
You took the easy way out
You chose the easier path
Goddamn it, you dead
Damn it, you are dead
I mean, look what you did
I mean, look at what you did
I'm so fucking upset, how could you be so selfish?
I am incredibly upset, how could you be so self-centered?
Nigga, how could you be so selfish?
How could you be so self-centered?
Now you're gone, you done left me so helpless
Now you are gone, you have left me feeling utterly helpless
I wonder what God thinks
I wonder what God's thoughts are
I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
I hope you are in a place with God, behaving appropriately
Yo, what the fuck you gotta say for yourself? (say for yourself)
Hey, what the fuck do you have to say for yourself? (say for yourself)
Look, I really feel lost without you
Look, I truly feel lost without you
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
I despise the fact that you believed the world is better off without you
And my mind's spinning, this is the line finish
And my thoughts are racing, this marks the end of the verse
Truth is, I don't care how you feel about my feelings
The truth is, I do not care about your opinion regarding my emotions
And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine, listen
And if I told you I am okay, I would be lying, listen
I know that you can hear me, all I need is like five minutes
I know you can hear me, I just need a few minutes
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
I simply want to reach into the casket and bring you back
I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out
I apologize that we were unable to find a solution together
I wish I could hear you now
I wish I could hear you in this moment
Is your soul missing?
Is your soul longing to be here?
I wonder if you could do it again, would you do it different?
I wonder if you had the chance, would you do things differently?
Tell me what death is like
Explain to me what death feels like
Was it meant for you, brodie?
Were you destined for it, brodie?
Did the heaven support it?
Did heaven sanction it?
Are you fucking happy now?
Are you finally satisfied now?
Did you get what you wanted?
Did you achieve what you desired?
Isn't this what you wanted?
Wasn't this what you wanted?
I feel the temperature falling
I sense the temperature dropping
And you've been suicidal back day you were nine?
And you have had suicidal thoughts since you were nine years old?
Yeah, even back then, you was nine
Yes, even back then, you were nine years old
We was living on the edge, couldn't stay out the fire
We were constantly in dangerous situations and could not avoid trouble
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
Our grandmother advised us to handle life one day at a time
And damn it, look at you now
And damn it, look at you now
Shit, but it's a new day
Shit, but it is a new day
And if you can't hear me, it's probably too late
And if you cannot hear me, then it is likely too late
FUCK
FUCK
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Reservoir Media Management, Inc.
Written by: David Kraft, Tom Wilke, Gary Jr. Lucas
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
@Tricky-Dickie
I used to read things like
"don't do it, it will get better"
Those words just couldn't resonate with me whilst I was dealing with all that pain.
But take it from someone who tried to end it, survived and thrived.
The darkest night of your soul leads to the brightest of days.
Please hold on, I promise this pain will make you strong, this pain will reveal your best self.
The world can be a dark place, that's why it's important that you stay here, to spread your light.
I love you ❤️
@mysticmac1839
suicide doesn't end the pain, it only passes it to someone else...
@g92w3st2
Only if the people care about you..
@paked4203
+ramiro lara true..
@paked4203
+Precision Is Key guess im all good to go, im sorry
@CANDIKANE31
true but when the thougts filled my head its hard to stop it but look im still here
@Yamoros
that way of thinking is flawed cuz people shouldn't live just of the sake of others, you have to live for yourself, and this is why people with thoughts like that need the support of their family/friends and professionals
@ThatDamnDoughboy
To all of you who are here after an attempt.
We are beyond delighted you're still with us.
@garrettdoyle888
You don't give a shit STFU
@mrs_fuzzeewuzzy3860
Brb crying. I didn't know this would make me cry. Thank you for those kind words.😭❤️
@ThatDamnDoughboy
@Ghxstly_Gamer <3. Glad you're still here, we have much to do!