He is best-known for hits "Put It On Me", "Between Me And You", "Wonderful" and for being associated with Jay-Z as a part of The Murderers. Ja Rule has sold over 20 Million albums worldwide and has released six albums with one on the way. His best-selling albums are Pain Is Love and Rule 3:36. Ja Rule has beefed with rappers DMX, 50 Cent, The Game, Busta Rhymes, Dr. Dre, and Eminem.
Early life:
He attended Junior High School in Floral Park, New York, where he met his future wife Aisha Murray and they graduated in 1991. They attended Martin Van Buren High School together but he did not graduate. When Atkins was five years old, his sister died from respiratory problems. Growing up in a strict religious home, Atkin's family did not celebrate birthdays and Christmas, and as a child, was not allowed to listen to rap music. When he first heard it, he decided to be a rapper. He would sneak the music into his house and played it on his CD player when his mother wasn't around. Atkins is married to his high school sweetheart, Aisha Atkins née Murray.They have three children: Brittney (11), Jeffrey Junior (6) and Jordan (3).He and his family live in a mansion in New Jersey.
Rise to Fame:
At age 15, Atkins appeared with 0-1 and Chris Black as part of Cash Money Click. This would lead to him being signed by TVT Records in 1994. He would end up being heard by a young DJ who called himself DJ Irv, then later Irv Gotti. Gotti, was a friend of Jay-Z's and he was also a DJ for Def Jam Recordings. During the mid 90s his main priority was meeting Ja Rule. He wanted to sign Ja to his new label Murder Inc. Records. He wanted Ja because of his distinct deep voice. After Irv was able to sign Ja along with DMX and Jay-Z to Def Jam. He began to have an idea that they all work together. They formed a group named The Murderers. They recorded many songs together. Friction tore the group apart, DMX, a rapper that sounds very similar to Ja accused him of trying to steal his style with the deep voice, by saying that before the three were signed Ja tried to make his voice sound lighter but heard him embrace the deep voice and tried to imitate it. They had planned to release an album together, but this idea was scrapped and they all made appearances on their respective albums. Still, around this time, Ja Rule was still fairly unknown. Jay-Z, at the time a young star and new to Def Jam, was the most popular rapper in hip hop. Russell Simmons had the idea that in order to build hype around Ja Rule and capitalize on Jay's popularity that Ja Rule do a verse on Jay-Z's 1998 single Can I Get A..., which also featured Amil. Ja's performance of the verse made him a household name and he became an instant star and by the release of his album a year later he was one of Def Jam Recordings premier acts.
Passion
Ja Rule Lyrics
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Nobody loves me
Sometimes the world can seem so cold
Looking through the windows of my soul
I see, the true fan now I know (I know, I know, I know)
Why'all gotta love me
When the weight of the world was on my shoulders
You were there
You were there
The ones that stood by me like soldiers
You were there
I know you love me
But I'm still waiting for the Lord to come hug me
Send a sign or somethin'
This is all for nothin'
The talent and passion of mine
I'm sick of sufferin'
I know your plans is greater than mine
So I'm asking
Why do you want me dead or alive
And how could you let the people see me through the enemy's eyes
Like, jealousy, envy, Feds want to convict Gotti
I'm thinking probably we was gettin' too much money
Too many niggaz in whips sittin' on twenties
Too much connections to the streets, why'all niggaz doin' somethin'
And after overall assumptions, or it's all or nothin'
Ain't nothin' stopping the second coming, except the coffin
I may be encased, but even from there I still touch 'em
Niggaz ??, that's why we still hustle
For all my niggaz that can't be here
For every tear, send my a prayer, I swear
[Chorus:]
But what's love, when your friends become enemies
Your nightmares are no longer your worst dreams
And as bad as everything seems
Keep hustling
We gon' get it by any means
How unfortunate, January the sixth
Federal officers, raided our offices
Making it hard for us to eat, and breathe, and live
And they swear they got niggaz asking for relief
They've been handin' down indictments for about a year
And they send nobody to jail yet, we still in the clear
And the Bible that said, "Thou shall not fear no man but God"
Whoever said that, ain't never faced the law
And why all this fake ?? going on
I'm fighting niggaz, swingin' back against the wall
That's for my niggaz that can't be here
For every tear, send my a prayer, I swear
[Chorus:]
How could you hate me, why would the Lord forsake me
Put the weight of the world on my shoulders
I thinkin' I could brush it off and nobody notice
Keep raisin' my kids: Britney, Jeffry, and Jordan
Keep coppin' new whips: Bentleys, Benzes, and Porsches
My niggaz, and my fans is the only thing of importance
It's crazy how the world turns
Sometimes, you gotta light up and let it burn
Sweep up your ashes, put 'em up in a urn
On a mantle from memories
I hear you callin' me, Lord knows you love me
The passion of Rule is so real, just lend me your ear
You'll feel what I feel, you'll tear when I tear
The vision's real clear, just look in my eyes
I believe in putting my life in the hands of God
For all my niggaz that can't be here
For every tear, send me a prayer, I swear
[Chorus:]
You know...I give love to all my niggaz
Murder Inc. fam, my nigga Gotti, what up nigga
I nigga Prim, we with you niggaz
Been with a nigga, roll with a nigga
My whole career and shit
All the fans, fucking with a nigga
All my Rocafella, Terror Squad niggaz
My Def Jam fam, my Ruff Ryder niggaz
Dessert Storm niggaz, Bad Boy niggaz
Thugged Out Entertainment niggaz
My Slip-n-Slide fam, my Rap-a-Lot mafia niggaz
What up Prince? My niggaz from The Source
My fam, my nigga Zino, what's happenin' playa
Dave. All my niggaz at radio, retail, all the DJ's
You know what it is. All my Boston niggaz, Atlanta niggaz
All my New York niggaz, what's happenin' you know
All my niggaz down in Houston, Primo, down in Detroit
All my L.A. niggaz, L.A. My Death Row family
What up Suge? All my Miami niggaz, what up Ump
My nigga Freddy V, what's happenin' nigga?
Cool Joe, Soul, I see you, One Stizzy, what up nigga?
My wife, my kids, I know you love me
All my gangsta niggaz, all my bitches, hehe...Rule
My nigga Buck from the boards
I got my family out here and shit
My nigga Burns, L Murda, J.R. Lil' Amber
Nothin' but love. My brother Denzel D. what up nigga?
My nigga Artie, Den-Ten, Hotzone, what up?
My nigga Sun, what up nigga? Fred, what's happenin'? Holla
Slig, what's goin' on, nigga? O-Easy, my nigga Black
Jodi, we here niggaz. Black Child, I see you
My nigga Lac, what up Caddy?
My nigga Jimi Hendrix, one of the best
Lloyd, what happenin' nigga? We been killin' 'em this year, huh?
My nigga Gutter, be Gizzy, Ashanti, what up baby girl?
C. Gotti what up? My nigga Phanter
My Leg Rock family, Jeff Don. All my Hollywood niggaz
All my niggaz, my nigga Nicholas, my nigga Todd
Short man, Santana the God
Want to give a special shout to the woman who made me
Made all this possible, Debra, my moms
And the woman who made her, Mary, I love why'all
And I know why'all love me too, Rule
In the song "Passion," Ja Rule expresses his thoughts and feelings regarding his life and career. He acknowledges that he has true fans who support him through thick and thin, but he still feels like something is missing. He questions why the Lord has not shown him any love, even though he continues to work hard and hustle to achieve his goals. Ja Rule also talks about the legal troubles he faced during the making of the song and how difficult it has been for him and his team to continue to create and put out music while being under indictment.
Through his lyrics, Ja Rule addresses various issues, including jealousy and envy from others, facing the law, and the weight of the world on his shoulders. He believes in putting his life in the hands of God and has faith that everything will fall into place. The song is a vulnerable and honest reflection on his life, and Ja Rule asks his fans to send him prayers and love to help him get through the tough times.
Line by Line Meaning
Nobody loves me
Sometimes I feel like I don't have anyone who truly cares about me
Sometimes the world can seem so cold
The world can often feel harsh and uncaring
Looking through the windows of my soul
Reflecting on my inner thoughts and emotions
I see, the true fan now I know (I know, I know, I know)
I have come to recognize and appreciate those who genuinely support me
Why'all gotta love me
Why do you all have to love and support me
When the weight of the world was on my shoulders
During the times when I felt overwhelmed and burdened
You were there
You stood by my side and supported me
When it got heavy, I held it
I faced the challenges and responsibilities head-on
You were there
You were there to provide assistance and guidance
The ones that stood by me like soldiers
Those who remained loyal and supportive like dedicated soldiers
You were there
You never abandoned me
I know you love me
I am aware of the love and support I receive
But I'm still waiting for the Lord to come hug me
I am longing for a divine embrace and reassurance from God
Send a sign or somethin'
I am hoping for a clear indication or message
This is all for nothin'
I am beginning to question the purpose or significance of my efforts
The talent and passion of mine
My innate abilities and fervor for what I do
I'm sick of sufferin'
I am tired of enduring hardships and pain
I know your plans is greater than mine
I trust that God's intentions and designs are more significant than my own
So I'm asking
Thus, I am seeking answers and understanding
Why do you want me dead or alive
Why do you permit me to face danger and challenges
And how could you let the people see me through the enemy's eyes
Why do you allow others to view me with hostility and negativity
Like, jealousy, envy, Feds want to convict Gotti
People's envy and law enforcement's efforts to incriminate me, referencing the name 'Gotti'
I'm thinking probably we was gettin' too much money
Perhaps our financial success attracted unwanted attention
Too many niggaz in whips sittin' on twenties
Too many people flaunting their luxury cars with expensive rims
Too much connections to the streets, why'all niggaz doin' somethin'
Our strong ties to the streets indicate that we are involved in significant activities
And after overall assumptions, or it's all or nothin'
Following various assumptions and judgments, it's either complete success or failure
Ain't nothin' stopping the second coming, except the coffin
Nothing can prevent my return, except death
I may be encased, but even from there I still touch 'em
Although I may be confined, my impact and influence still reach others
Niggaz ??, that's why we still hustle
The missing word indicates that they face challenges, hence they continue to strive and work hard
For all my niggaz that can't be here
In honor of those who are no longer alive or present
For every tear, send my a prayer, I swear
I request that people pray for me during difficult times
But what's love, when your friends become enemies
The concept of love loses its meaning when your close friends betray and oppose you
Your nightmares are no longer your worst dreams
The things that frighten you in your dreams are overshadowed by the harsh reality you face
And as bad as everything seems
Despite the difficult circumstances
Keep hustling
Continue to work hard and persevere
We gon' get it by any means
We will achieve success using any necessary methods
How unfortunate, January the sixth
Referring to a specific event or date, highlighting an unfortunate situation
Federal officers, raided our offices
Government officials conducted a surprise search of our workplaces
Making it hard for us to eat, and breathe, and live
Their actions have created difficulties in maintaining basic necessities and livelihood
And they swear they got niggaz asking for relief
The authorities claim to have solid evidence against individuals, seeking leniency or assistance from them
They've been handin' down indictments for about a year
They have been issuing legal charges and accusations for approximately one year
And they send nobody to jail yet, we still in the clear
Despite the charges, no one has been imprisoned, indicating the individuals' innocence so far
And the Bible that said, "Thou shall not fear no man but God"
Referencing a biblical verse about not fearing any human except God
Whoever said that, ain't never faced the law
The person who spoke those words likely never experienced legal consequences
And why all this fake ?? going on
Questioning the prevalence of deceit and insincerity
I'm fighting niggaz, swingin' back against the wall
I am struggling against adversaries, pushing back despite difficult circumstances
That's for my niggaz that can't be here
Dedicating these actions and efforts to those who are no longer present
For every tear, send my a prayer, I swear
Requesting support and prayers from others during difficult times
How could you hate me, why would the Lord forsake me
Expressing confusion and disappointment over being disliked and feeling abandoned by God
Put the weight of the world on my shoulders
Feeling overwhelmed by immense responsibilities and pressures
I thinkin' I could brush it off and nobody notice
Believing that I could handle the burdens without others noticing the impact on me
Keep raisin' my kids: Britney, Jeffry, and Jordan
Continuing to be a dedicated parent and providing for my children
Keep coppin' new whips: Bentleys, Benzes, and Porsches
Purchasing luxurious cars like Bentleys, Benzes, and Porsches
My niggaz, and my fans is the only thing of importance
My friends and supporters are the only things that truly matter to me
It's crazy how the world turns
Reflecting on the unpredictability and chaos of life
Sometimes, you gotta light up and let it burn
Occasionally, you have to let go and allow things to unfold naturally
Sweep up your ashes, put 'em up in a urn
Metaphorically collecting the remnants of past experiences and storing them away
On a mantle from memories
Preserving memories and experiences as a reminder of the past
I hear you callin' me, Lord knows you love me
Feeling a spiritual connection and sensing God's love and guidance
The passion of Rule is so real, just lend me your ear
The intensity and genuineness of my music is evident, listen closely
You'll feel what I feel, you'll tear when I tear
By listening to my music, you'll understand and empathize with my emotions
The vision's real clear, just look in my eyes
My intentions and goals are evident, simply observe my determination
I believe in putting my life in the hands of God
I have faith in surrendering control of my life to God's guidance
For all my niggaz that can't be here
Dedicated to those who are no longer alive or present
For every tear, send me a prayer, I swear
Requesting prayers and support from others during challenging times
You know...I give love to all my niggaz
Expressing gratitude and affection for his friends and associates
Murder Inc. fam, my nigga Gotti, what up nigga
Acknowledging and greeting his fellow members of Murder Inc., specifically mentioning Gotti
I nigga Prim, we with you niggaz
Supporting and standing alongside his friend Prim
Been with a nigga, roll with a nigga
Being loyal and supportive to the artist throughout their journey
My whole career and shit
Referring to his entire musical career
All the fans, fucking with a nigga
Appreciating the support and loyalty of his fans
All my Rocafella, Terror Squad niggaz
Extending love and gratitude to his colleagues from Rocafella and Terror Squad
My Def Jam fam, my Ruff Ryder niggaz
Acknowledging and giving love to his associates from Def Jam and Ruff Ryder
Dessert Storm niggaz, Bad Boy niggaz
Recognizing and connecting with individuals from Dessert Storm and Bad Boy
Thugged Out Entertainment niggaz
Showing appreciation for individuals associated with Thugged Out Entertainment
My Slip-n-Slide fam, my Rap-a-Lot mafia niggaz
Acknowledging and showing love to his associates from Slip-n-Slide and Rap-a-Lot mafia
What up Prince? My niggaz from The Source
Greeting Prince and his colleagues from The Source magazine
My fam, my nigga Zino, what's happenin' playa
Addressing Zino and considering him as family
Dave. All my niggaz at radio, retail, all the DJ's
Expressing gratitude towards individuals involved in radio, retail, and DJing
You know what it is. All my Boston niggaz, Atlanta niggaz
Recognizing and giving love to his friends and supporters from Boston and Atlanta
All my New York niggaz, what's happenin' you know
Greeting and acknowledging his friends and supporters from New York
All my niggaz down in Houston, Primo, down in Detroit
Extending love and greetings to his friends and supporters in Houston and Detroit
All my L.A. niggaz, L.A. My Death Row family
Showing love and kinship towards his friends and supporters in Los Angeles, referencing Death Row Records
What up Suge? All my Miami niggaz, what up Ump
Greeting Suge Knight and his friends and supporters from Miami, specifically mentioning Ump
My nigga Freddy V, what's happenin' nigga?
Asking how his friend Freddy V is doing
Cool Joe, Soul, I see you, One Stizzy, what up nigga?
Giving shoutouts and greetings to Cool Joe, Soul, and One Stizzy
My wife, my kids, I know you love me
Expressing love and gratefulness towards his wife and children
All my gangsta niggaz, all my bitches
Acknowledging and showing love to the tough individuals and women in his life
My nigga Buck from the boards
Addressing and giving love to his friend Buck, who likely works with sound engineering
I got my family out here and shit
Referring to his extended family and loved ones who are present
My nigga Burns, L Murda, J.R. Lil' Amber
Mentioning and greeting his friends and associates Burns, L Murda, J.R., and Lil' Amber
Nothin' but love. My brother Denzel D. what up nigga?
Expressing love and camaraderie towards his brother Denzel D
My nigga Artie, Den-Ten, Hotzone, what up?
Acknowledging and greeting his friends and associates Artie, Den-Ten, and Hotzone
My nigga Sun, what up nigga? Fred, what's happenin'? Holla
Greeting his friends Sun and Fred, expressing interest in their current situations
Slig, what's goin' on, nigga? O-Easy, my nigga Black
Asking how his friends Slig and O-Easy are doing, greeting his friend Black
Jodi, we here niggaz. Black Child, I see you
Showing presence and unity with his associate Jodi, acknowledging Black Child
My nigga Lac, what up Caddy?
Greeting his friend Lac, referring to him by the nickname Caddy
My nigga Jimi Hendrix, one of the best
Acknowledging and showing respect to his friend Jimi Hendrix for his musical talent
Lloyd, what happenin' nigga? We been killin' 'em this year, huh?
Asking how his friend Lloyd is doing, acknowledging their successful year
My nigga Gutter, be Gizzy, Ashanti, what up baby girl?
Greeting his friends Gutter, Gizzy, and Ashanti with affection
C. Gotti what up? My nigga Phanter
Acknowledging and greeting his friends C. Gotti and Phanter
My Leg Rock family, Jeff Don. All my Hollywood niggaz
Showing love to his associates from Leg Rock and Hollywood
All my niggaz, my nigga Nicholas, my nigga Todd
Giving shoutouts to his friends Nicholas and Todd
Short man, Santana the God
Addressing his friend Short man, referring to Santana as 'the God'
Want to give a special shout to the woman who made me
Showing appreciation and recognition to the woman who raised and influenced him
Made all this possible, Debra, my moms
Giving credit to his mother, Debra, for enabling his success
And the woman who made her, Mary, I love why'all
Extending love to his grandmother, Mary, who played a role in raising his mother
And I know why'all love me too, Rule
Recognizing the love and support he receives from his family and fans
Lyrics © Songtrust Ave
Written by: IRVING LORENZO, KENDRED SMITH, JEFFREY ATKINS, KAI D SMITH
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