Russian Roulette
Jack Savoretti Lyrics


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How I survived the massacre
I'll never understand
I've fought the fight as strong and hard as any other man
Yet I returned as hero
While they returned as ghosts
A heavy burden on the hearts of those they love the most

Take me back to place where I used to be
Before I lived a lifetime
Show me all of the love that I used to see
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine

Now my reward are peace and quiet
Of both I'm never sure
Sound of silence scares me senseless even since the war
I drink away my memories
Too vicious to be told
The hollow heart I carry now is no good for my soul

Take me back to place where I used to be
Before I lived a lifetime
Show me all of the love that I used to see
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine

Take me back to place where I used to be
Before I lived a lifetime
Show me all of the love that I used to see
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine





In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Jack Savoretti's song "Russian Roulette" depict the psychological impact of war on a soldier. The first stanza talks about the trauma of being part of a massacre and feeling lucky to have survived it. The soldier feels a sense of guilt that he made it out alive while others did not. He also feels like he fought just as hard as everyone else, but he was the only one who came back. The reference to the burden on those they love the most highlights the impact of the soldier's experiences on his loved ones.


The second stanza talks about the soldier wanting to return to his life before the war, where he could find love and happiness. However, the memories still haunt him even in moments of peace and quiet. He drinks to forget the terrible experiences, but his heart remains hollow. The repetition of the chorus reflects the soldier's desire to go back to a time when he felt loved and secure. The reference to the "lonely lover" also reflects the soldier's feeling of isolation and disconnection from his pre-war self.


Overall, "Russian Roulette" portrays the psychological toll of war, emphasizing the trauma that soldiers carry with them long after the war is over. The lyrics highlight the disconnect between a soldier's life before and after the war, as well as the long-term effects on their mental health and relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

How I survived the massacre
I don't know how I managed to survive the violent attack, but I did.


I've fought the fight as strong and hard as any other man
I put in as much effort as any other person, giving my all to the fight.


Yet I returned as hero
Despite the danger and difficulty of the task, I managed to return as a champion.


While they returned as ghosts
The others who fought alongside me did not make it back to the world of the living.


A heavy burden on the hearts of those they love the most
The loved ones of the fallen soldiers are carrying a great weight of sorrow and grief.


Now my reward are peace and quiet
All I have to show for my efforts is a chance to relax and be calm.


Of both I'm never sure
I can't even count on that peace and quiet to last, as I'm always uncertain.


Sound of silence scares me senseless even since the war
Even the absence of noise can make me feel anxious and frightened, after what I went through in battle.


I drink away my memories
I am trying to numb myself to the pain of the past with alcohol.


Too vicious to be told
The memories I'm trying to forget are so brutal and traumatic that I can't even begin to describe them to others.


The hollow heart I carry now is no good for my soul
My emotional state is so depleted and empty that it is having a negative impact on my very being.


Take me back to place where I used to be
I long to return to a simpler, happier time in my life.


Before I lived a lifetime
I feel like I've aged a hundred years from the experiences I've gone through.


Show me all of the love that I used to see
I want to feel the same warmth and affection that I once did in my relationships.


In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
I'm hoping to find that love and connection in the gaze of my partner, who is my only source of comfort and companionship.




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Akam Hana

How I survived the massacre
I'll never understand
I've fought the fight as strong and hard as any other man
Yet I returned as hero
While they returned as ghosts
A heavy burden on the hearts of those they love the most

Take me back to place where I used to be
Before I lived a lifetime
Show me all of the love that I used to see
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine

Now my reward are peace and quiet
Of both I'm never sure
Sound of silence scares me senseless even since the war
I drink away my memories
Too vicious to be told
The hollow heart I carry now is no good for my soul

Take me back to place where I used to be
Before I lived a lifetime
Show me all of the love that I used to see
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine

Take me back to place where I used to be
Before I lived a lifetime
Show me all of the love that I used to see
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine

In the eyes of this lonely lover of .... mine



All comments from YouTube:

Akam Hana

How I survived the massacre
I'll never understand
I've fought the fight as strong and hard as any other man
Yet I returned as hero
While they returned as ghosts
A heavy burden on the hearts of those they love the most

Take me back to place where I used to be
Before I lived a lifetime
Show me all of the love that I used to see
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine

Now my reward are peace and quiet
Of both I'm never sure
Sound of silence scares me senseless even since the war
I drink away my memories
Too vicious to be told
The hollow heart I carry now is no good for my soul

Take me back to place where I used to be
Before I lived a lifetime
Show me all of the love that I used to see
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine

Take me back to place where I used to be
Before I lived a lifetime
Show me all of the love that I used to see
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine
In the eyes of this lonely lover of mine

In the eyes of this lonely lover of .... mine

silipid

Çok iyisin be Jack abey.Bilip dinleyenlerin sayısının az olması çok güzel.Sevgiler şelale🌹😊

Di Bn

...."One of the most Beautiful solo's of Savoretti for the folks in streets & unfulfilled Romeos.......It pricks our Heart....The most Bewitching part of his songs are it cannot be sung with the throbs of the emotions in the soul by none other than
Savoretti himself .... in the world..! No one can imitate his colours of emotions ..even if others can sing those beautiful verses..."...

Paty K

awsome song,great voice!!!!

Irmina Kocinska

This man is a phenomena! Hauntingly beautiful

Michalina 1121

ФЕНОМЕН , ГОЛОС ПРОСТО СУПЕР , ФАНТАСТИКА !!!!!!!!!!!! За душу берёт и остаётся в сердце. Jack BRAWO, BRAWO, BRAWO!!!!!!!! With love from UKRAINA.

אירנה גוגל

Голос , манера, музыка ,внешность -
всё прекрасно !!!!

nostalgia 12:12

The hollow heart i carry now is no good for my soul!💔
Everything in this song is so enchanting!!
Jack savoretti 👏🏻❤️

Fatih Demirci

Tek kelime ile huzur verici

artur kuznecov

Отличное исполнение,с душой ...

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