Stumbled
Jack Slamer Lyrics


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For so long
I was afraid of this day to come
I’m still looking for more answers

And I know
This time I really dived to deep
Fell down on my knees the air too thick to breathe
Going back to where I’ve started
Tried to find my dream but stumbled
I’ve got to get stronger

I’m trying to speak
But it’s hard to explain
It feels like living, but I’m dying again
I’m drowning, but still breathing,
Breathing as well
I got one foot in heaven and one foot in hell

Like Monday mornings
I’m already tired again
Slowly fading
Out of dreams of yesterday

Like Monday mornings
And at least my thoughts are free
It’s a long way for a teardrop
From the mountain to the sea

So let it begin
Let the pain slowly creep in
I’m falling in line the way I never wanted

All dreams and emotions
Are buried at the bottom of the ocean
And I’m going under

Going back to where I’ve started
Tried to find my dream but stumbled,
Oh yeah stumbled

Overall Meaning

In the lyrics of "Stumbled" by Jack Slamer, the singer grapples with the haunting fear of facing a turning point in their life. The opening lines encapsulate a sense of dread that has been building over time, suggesting that the anticipation of this moment might have been more daunting than the event itself. As the singer expresses their search for answers, it highlights a deep existential struggle, one where the quest for understanding seems elusive. This intense journey leads them to a realization that they dove too deep into their own thoughts and feelings, resulting in emotional turmoil. The imagery of falling to their knees signifies a moment of vulnerability and despair, where the weight of their situation feels heavier than they can bear.


The chorus reflects a cyclical nature of self-discovery, where the singer attempts to return to their roots in search of lost dreams but ultimately recognizes their failure. The notion of “stumbling” suggests not just physical missteps but emotional miscalculations as well. This sentiment reveals an inner conflict: the need to recover one’s strength while navigating the overwhelming feelings of defeat. The line “I’ve got to get stronger” hints at resilience, indicating the singer’s desire to push through the hardships despite stumbling upon their path. This desire for strength suggests that the journey—however imperfect—is still significant in their quest for meaning and fulfillment.


The second verse introduces a stark juxtaposition between life and death, expressing a feeling of living in a state of limbo. The singer’s struggle for expression is palpable as they convey the conflicting sensations of being alive yet experiencing emotional death. The metaphor of being “drowning, but still breathing” evokes a sense of battling against inner turmoil while trying to stay afloat in the chaos of life. This duality is further reinforced with “one foot in heaven and one foot in hell,” illustrating the complexity of their emotional landscape. They find themselves suspended between hope and despair, highlighting the often ambiguous nature of human experience.


The later verses encapsulate the mundane realities of life that contrast sharply with the profound depth of the singer's emotional suffering. The mention of “Monday mornings” symbolizes the overwhelming fatigue that often accompanies routine and expectations, suggesting a longing for the dreams that once inspired them. The metaphor of a teardrop traveling from the mountain to the sea speaks to the journey of emotion—its transition from a singular moment of pain to a broader, deeper experience of sorrow. The call to let pain creep in suggests a reluctant acceptance of suffering as part of life, reinforcing the idea of confronting emotions rather than evading them. In an acknowledgment that dreams and emotions may be submerged and forgotten, the lyric concludes on a note of resignation, leaving the listener with a sense of both vulnerability and determination within the complexities of the human experience.


Line by Line Meaning

For so long
For an extended period of time


I was afraid of this day to come
I dreaded the arrival of this moment


I’m still looking for more answers
I continue to seek clarity and understanding


And I know
And I am aware


This time I really dived too deep
I have fully immersed myself in this situation beyond my limits


Fell down on my knees the air too thick to breathe
I collapsed under pressure, finding it difficult to catch my breath


Going back to where I’ve started
Returning to the initial point of my journey


Tried to find my dream but stumbled
I attempted to pursue my aspirations but faced setbacks


I’ve got to get stronger
I need to build my resilience


I’m trying to speak
I am making an effort to express myself


But it’s hard to explain
Yet articulating my feelings is challenging


It feels like living, but I’m dying again
My existence feels like a perpetual struggle


I’m drowning, but still breathing,
I feel overwhelmed but somehow manage to carry on


Breathing as well
Continuing to draw breath despite the turmoil


I got one foot in heaven and one foot in hell
I am caught between contrasting states of bliss and suffering


Like Monday mornings
Similar to the feeling of returning to routine after a weekend


I’m already tired again
I feel exhausted once more even before starting


Slowly fading
Gradually losing vitality


Out of dreams of yesterday
Moving away from aspirations once held


Like Monday mornings
Reflecting that same monotonous feeling


And at least my thoughts are free
Yet, my mind remains unrestrained by my circumstances


It’s a long way for a teardrop
It symbolizes the extensive journey a single sorrow can take


From the mountain to the sea
Spanning vast emotional distances


So let it begin
Allow the process to unfold


Let the pain slowly creep in
Permit the discomfort to gradually make its presence known


I’m falling in line the way I never wanted
I am conforming to expectations that I personally reject


All dreams and emotions
All aspirations and feelings


Are buried at the bottom of the ocean
Are lost and hidden beneath overwhelming depths


And I’m going under
And I feel as though I am submerging into despair


Going back to where I’ve started
Returning again to my starting point


Tried to find my dream but stumbled,
I attempted to realize my ambitions but encountered obstacles


Oh yeah stumbled
Indeed, I faced setbacks




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Cyrill Vollenweider, Florian Ganz, Marco Hostettler, Hendrik Ruhwinkel, Adrian Böckli

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