I'm Alive
Jackson Browne Lyrics


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It's been a long time since I watched these lights alone
I look around my life tonight and you are gone
I might have done something to keep you if I'd known
How unhappy you had become

While I was dreaming of you
With my heart in your hands
And I was following through
With my beautiful plans

Yeah, now I'm rolling down this canyon drive
With your laughter in my head
I'm gonna have to block it out somehow to survive
'Cause those dreams are dead
And I'm alive

I want to go where I will never hear your name
I want to lose my sorrow and be free again
And I know I've been insane
When I think of places I could have been

But I was dreaming of you
With my heart in your hands
And I was following through
With my beautiful plans

Standing here by the highway side
Watching these trucks blow by
Inches from my face
Yeah, thinking 'bout the time I've wasted
And the pleasure we once tasted
Looking up and down this road
(Following through)
I've been here before (following through)
I can't be here no more (following through)

Yeah, now I'm rolling down California five
With your laughter in my head
I'm gonna have to block it out somehow to survive
'Cause those dreams are dead
I'm alive
Yeah, baby, I'm alive
Yeah, I'm alive

Hey look at the way I believed in you
And loved you all these years
Now you can fill a swimming pool with all my salty tears
If you'd have told me what was in your heart
But, baby, you lied
And I thought that it would kill me
But I'm alive
Yeah, I'm alive




Yeah, I'm alive
Yeah, I'm alive

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of the song "I'm Alive" by Jackson Browne and David Lindley talk about heartbreak and moving on. The first verse describes the loneliness and regret that the songwriter feels after the end of a relationship. Browne laments that he might have been able to save the relationship if he had realized how unhappy his partner was.


The chorus repeats a mantra of being alive, even though the dreams of the relationship are dead. The second verse sees Browne yearning for a fresh start without reminders of his past relationship. He acknowledges that he had been delusional in thinking that things could have been different. The phrase, "looking up and down this road," showcases a sense of wanderlust and longing for new experiences.


The final verse includes a bitter accusation towards the person who broke Browne's heart. He talks about the depth of his feelings for them and how he is suffering because of their lies. However, he ends on a note of resilience, implying that he will move past the breakup and carry on living.


Overall, "I'm Alive" is a poignant song about grief, regret, and strength. It is a reminder that even when things feel hopeless, life goes on, and we must keep striving for a better tomorrow.


Line by Line Meaning

It's been a long time since I watched these lights alone
I haven't been this lonely in a long time


I look around my life tonight and you are gone
I realize you're not a part of my life anymore


I might have done something to keep you if I'd known
If I had known you were unhappy, I would have tried to fix it


How unhappy you had become
I didn't realize how unhappy you were


While I was dreaming of you
I was lost in thoughts of you


With my heart in your hands
My heart belonged to you


And I was following through
I was determined to make things work


With my beautiful plans
I had grand visions for our future


Yeah, now I'm rolling down this canyon drive
I feel like I'm spiraling out of control


With your laughter in my head
I can't stop thinking about your laughter


I'm gonna have to block it out somehow to survive
I need to forget in order to move on


'Cause those dreams are dead
Our plans for the future can never come to fruition


And I'm alive
Despite everything, I'm still here


I want to go where I will never hear your name
I need to escape the pain of your memory


I want to lose my sorrow and be free again
I want to let go of my sadness and start anew


And I know I've been insane
I realize I've been irrational in my thinking


When I think of places I could have been
I imagine the things I could have accomplished if I wasn't so caught up in us


Standing here by the highway side
I'm stuck and unable to move forward


Watching these trucks blow by
Life goes on without me


Inches from my face
The world is right in front of me, but I can't seem to connect with it


Looking up and down this road
I'm considering my options and trying to make sense of my life


I've been here before
I've been stuck like this before


I can't be here no more
I need to leave this place behind


Yeah, now I'm rolling down California five
I'm on the move again, but still troubled


Hey look at the way I believed in you
I was so devoted to you


And loved you all these years
I loved you for a long time


Now you can fill a swimming pool with all my salty tears
I've cried so much because of you


If you'd have told me what was in your heart
If only you had been honest with me


But, baby, you lied
You deceived me


And I thought that it would kill me
I thought I would never recover


But I'm alive
But I'm still here, and that's something


Yeah, I'm alive
I'm still able to move forward


Yeah, I'm alive
I'm still breathing and living my life




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Written by: Jackson Browne

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Comments from YouTube:

Perzane

Mr. Browne, thank you for posting these videos. I’m 25 years old and your music, especially this whole album, got me through a very difficult time several years ago. I can’t help be sit here and cry when listen to these performances. I feel so honored and privileged to be able to watch and listen to one of my favorite artists, who created a lot of this music before I was even born, performance these for free on YouTube. Thank you for all you’ve done, the music you’ve created, and the lives you’ve changed. This means the world to me that you do this.

Ralph Davis

I am 77, and blown away by your maturity.

C K

Terrific

Louis Cuisinier

I hear what you're saying. I've been through some rough patches in my life, too. Kid, if you haven't already, you've got to take up an instrument. It's people like you who should be saying things. Peace, out. God bless, and good luck.

Tina McFarland

@yama penny Beautiful!

yama penny

👍‼🤩

Tom Stephenson

This song was solace for so long after the end of a relationship. Jackson has been such a positive presence in my life.

B Landgren

@I am a soldier of God King of KingsMe 3.

vinyltone

@LLB The melancholy in his voice and lyrics speak to the vulnerable and imperfect side of each of us who 'get' him.

Lowell Calavera

Yes, indeed. Acoustic 1 & 2 took the emotion to the next level, for me.

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