Supermoon
Jacob Wylde Lyrics

It's not every day it comes in waves
Sadness, longing, and regret visit me at irregular intervals

But let the water wash me clean again
I let myself overcome these negative feelings and allow myself to move forward with a clear mind

Days in the jacaranda tree
I have fond memories of spending time in the jacaranda tree

Times down Hardy road with the dog
I cherish the memories of going on walks with my dog down Hardy road

And how we properly cried that day she died
I remember sobbing in a healthy and necessary manner when she passed away

Oh I get sentimental
I tend to become emotional and reminiscent easily

About everything
My emotions extend to anything and everything that I've experienced, no matter how small

It's not every day I meet someone like my mother
Meeting a person as special and important as my mother is rare

Hope I never do you wrong
I hope to never hurt you or let you down

In some ways I know I'm really just like my father
I recognize that I share some traits and characteristics with my father

And I'm sorry when I'm wrong
I apologize when I make mistakes

Three houses, one year
In the span of one year, I lived in three different houses

Twelve months I know I won't forget
I will always remember the past year, no matter how much time passes

But that's life
Such changes and experiences are simply a part of life

That night the supermoon was shining
I recall a specific evening when the supermoon was visible

I sat amongst the roses
I found myself in the midst of a garden of roses

And I thought about the end and love and life and if it's worth it at all
I pondered the meaning and value of love and life, and whether or not they are worth the inevitable end

I get sentimental
I become nostalgic and sentimental often

About every song I write
My emotions and memories become intertwined with every song I compose

And this will be just another one
This song will be no different than any other I have created

A Bandcamp archive with maybe just one hundred plays
This song will likely be just one of many in my Bandcamp collection, with few listens

But I don't mind anymore
I no longer concern myself with the number of plays or popularity of my music

Do you think that maybe there'll be another?
I wonder if there will be another special person in my life

Oh I don't really care right now
I am content with my life as it is currently

'Cause there's no other, no other, there's no other warmth that I require right now
I require no other warmth or love in my life at this moment

But it's all, all just senseless
I struggle to find meaning and purpose in this world

All, all just a dream
Life seems almost unreal or dreamlike to me

I've got all, all that I'd ever need
Despite my struggles and uncertainties, I have everything I need to be content

All that you'd ever need
And likewise, you have all that you need

I'm not in control I'm just one of billions of humans
I realize that I have no ultimate control of the direction of my life, and am just one among many in the world

Just taking time to, taking time
I am simply taking the time I need to reflect on my experiences and feelings

To try to make some sense of everything
I am attempting to make sense and find meaning in my life experiences

I'm never gonna work it out on my own
I recognize that I cannot solve all of life's mysteries or problems by myself, and may require help from others