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Jaisean Lyrics

Getting use to the pain
Becoming accustomed to the ache that comes with heartbreak and loss

Gettin'
Affirmation of previous line, accepting the pain as something that will persist

Yea, Yea
Emphatic repetition of previous line

Used to the pain
Acknowledgement that the pain has become a constant in their life

I'm losing my damn mind
Admission that their mental state is becoming increasingly unstable

No sunshine
Metaphorical expression of the lack of happiness and joy in their current life

Got my heart broken
Betrayal of love and trust by someone they cared for deeply

Now it's fuck love
Closed off to the possibility of love, due to past hurt and disappointment

Gotta numb this pain
Compelled to use drugs to lessen the emotional pain they feel

Honestly
Sincere expression of their current state of mind

Looking in the mirror
Reflecting on themselves and their current situation

Can't tell it's me
Feeling disconnected from themselves, not recognizing the person they have become

I'm misunderstood with a pure soul
Feeling as though others do not understand them, but remaining true to their good nature

With a heart of gold
Being a kind and generous person, even in the midst of emotional pain

I'm lonely with no one to hold
Longing for companionship and physical comfort, but feeling isolated instead

Tell me you'll be here
Request for someone to be there for them in their time of need

Tell me you will love me
Desire for someone to express their love and affection for them

I kept a picture of you in my top drawer
Holding on to a memento of someone who has left them, perhaps for comfort

I burned that shit in my back yard
Symbolic act of letting go of the person and the memories associated with them

And I hope the memories burn too
Wishing the pain and hurt associated with the memories of this person would disappear

I'm feeling lost like Atlantis
Having a deep sense of confusion and feeling disconnected from the world around them

I'm all alone through all this
Experiencing the pain and difficulties of life without anyone to lean on or support them

I'm empty like your promise
The promise made by someone they cared for deeply has fallen empty, leaving them feeling hollow and alone