Back And Forth
James DeBerg Lyrics

I've been thinking did you mean what you said
I am questioning whether you truly meant what you said

If you were mine I'd do this differently
If we were together, I would behave differently

And now I wonder who you keep in your bed cuz you've been everywhere but close to me
I am curious about who you sleep with because you have been distant from me

And I can't really say that this ended on a high note
I cannot say that our relationship ended well

Oh I think she hates me but what the hell do I know
I suspect that she dislikes me, but I am uncertain

Now we getting wasted mixing up the white gold
We are drinking alcohol and using drugs together

I been back and forth from the bay to San Diego
I have been traveling between different places

Like how the hell am I supposed to battle with it, I ain't really got the tools to go and fix it
I do not know how to cope with this situation because I lack the necessary skills to deal with it

Mind made up, I stayed up late tryna find the words to get it like
I have made a decision, and I stayed up late trying to find the right words

Know that we been off and, I know I do it differently I'm on that
I am aware that our relationship is struggling, and I am willing to change to make it work

There's probably better guys and they catch your eye, but I just do it best like top to floor and
There are probably other men who are more attractive to you, but I am confident in my abilities to satisfy you

Know that I lied before, know that I'm the reason that your mind war
I admit that I have lied in the past and caused you mental distress

Know that I'd buy the store, when I get the M's I get it all for sure yeah
I promise to provide everything you desire when I become wealthy

Told her that it's all for you but now I hide the feeling with the benz oh
I previously told you that everything is for you, but now I conceal my true emotions with luxury items

She goin every night to a different show with them different friends and them different clothes
She attends a different event every night with various friends wearing different clothes

And now you got me in my head again, I don't wanna feel like that I hope you come right back oh no
You have caused me to overthink and I hope you return to alleviate my worries

Reminiscing over everything, and I'm falling to pieces I hope that you need me to
I am thinking about our past and my life is falling apart, but I hope you still depend on me

I think that you know where I go, when I fall to pieces and feeling alone
I believe you know where to find me when I struggle and feel isolated

Promise that you call me when you're home, I hope you feel better now cuz I'm breaking down oh no
Please promise to call me when you return home, I am falling apart and need reassurance

And you know that I know you need it
I know that you need me and my support

And you know I can't feel complete when everything's falling to pieces
I cannot feel whole when everything is falling apart

I hope you see me when you're dreaming.
I hope you think about me when you dream