Only One
Jann Arden Lyrics


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If I come back, if I return
If I can last my fate on this earth
I?ll be baptized, I?ll pray to them all
I?ll lay down in the water
And drown away my faults

Will you think of me then
When you're all alone?
Or when you're with your lover
And throwing her a bone

Will you wish it was me
Lying in your bed
Wrapped around the covers
Underneath your breath?

Only one, only one
I ever loved, ever loved
The only one, only one I ever loved

I'm closing my eyes
I'm biting my tongue
I'm really starting to wonder
Where this heartache came from

I'm lying on the tracks
I'm hearing the train
I'm praying that the
Holy Ghost will save me again

Only one, only one
I ever loved, ever loved
The only one, only one I ever loved

If I come back, if I find you there
I'm calling on my daddy and he?ll kill you, I swear
He?ll leave you in parts all over the ground
Then there you will stay never to be found

Only one, only one
I ever loved, ever loved
The only one, only one I ever loved

Only one, only one
I ever loved, ever loved
The only one, only one I ever loved





The only one, only one
Was I enough? No

Overall Meaning

In this song, Jann Arden seems to be reflecting on a past love, questioning whether this person will still think of her when they're alone or with someone new. She imagines returning and being baptized, drowning away her faults and wondering if her former lover will wish it was her lying in their bed. The chorus repeats the title of the song, emphasizing that this person was the only one she ever loved.


As the song continues, Arden becomes more introspective, wondering where the heartache came from and feeling overwhelmed to the point of imagining lying on train tracks and hoping for salvation from the Holy Ghost. The final verse takes a darker turn, with Arden imagining her revenge on her past love, calling on her father to kill them and leave their body in pieces on the ground.


This song highlights the pain and longing that can come from past relationships, as well as the darker thoughts and fantasies that can sometimes accompany those feelings. Arden's lyrics are honest and raw, and the slow, mournful melody conveys the sense of loss and regret she is expressing.


Line by Line Meaning

If I come back, if I return
The singer wonders if they can return to a place they left.


If I can last my fate on this earth
The singer questions their mortality and how long they will live.


I'll be baptized, I'll pray to them all
The singer plans to seek forgiveness for their sins through baptism and prayer.


I'll lay down in the water, And drown away my faults
The artist intends to cleanse themselves of their wrongdoings by washing them away.


Will you think of me then When you're all alone?
The artist wonders if the person they love will think of them in their absence.


Or when you're with your lover And throwing her a bone
The singer wonders if their love interest will think of them while being intimate with another person.


Will you wish it was me Lying in your bed Wrapped around the covers Underneath your breath?
The singer wonders if their love interest will long for them to be the one lying in their bed with them.


Only one, only one I ever loved, ever loved The only one, only one I ever loved
The artist reflects on only ever truly loving one person.


I'm closing my eyes I'm biting my tongue I'm really starting to wonder Where this heartache came from
The artist is experiencing heartache and is questioning where it came from.


I'm lying on the tracks I'm hearing the train I'm praying that the Holy Ghost will save me again
The artist is in a precarious situation and is hoping for divine intervention.


If I come back, if I find you there I'm calling on my daddy and he'll kill you, I swear He'll leave you in parts all over the ground Then there you will stay never to be found
The singer is threatening to harm someone if they find them with their love interest.


The only one, only one Was I enough? No
The artist comes to the realization that their love interest did not feel fulfilled with them alone.




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Jann Arden, Russell Broom

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