Numb
Janus Lyrics


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I saw her blade
It cut me alone
And I went numb
Right through my bones
And I'm still awake
And I see cold out and hang
Then rain
I'm staring out a million eyes
And watch
As I freeze

[Chorus #1]
I'm awake
Still alive
I'm barely breathing now
And I realize
All I've ever known
All I've ever tried
Will fail

You can't even move
You can't even breath
And all of your time
Well it feels like breeze

And I'm still awake
And I see cold out and hang
Then rain
I'm staring out a million eyes
And watch
As I freeze

[Chorus #1]

[Chorus #2]
If I could run
Say goodbye
Still numb and feeling like
All I've ever known
All I've ever tried
Will fail

And I'm still alive

[Chorus #2]

[Chorus #1]

[Chorus #2]





And I'm still alive

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Janus's song Numb depict an individual in a state of paralysis, physically and mentally. The opening verse paints a vivid picture of the singer's depression, as they witness the self-harming tendencies of a loved one with no power to intervene. The imagery is powerful as the blade cuts the singer, but instead of feeling pain, they become numb. The numbness continues to spread through their bones, forcing them to face the harsh reality of their powerlessness.


The Chorus suggests that the singer is still alive but only just. They are barely breathing, but the realization that everything they have ever known or tried will fail gives them some comfort. The struggle is real, and even the simplest task of moving or breathing has become a challenge. The singer is merely existing and not living, as their suffering continues to paralyze them.


The second Chorus offers a glimmer of hope, and if the singer could run, they would say goodbye. But they are still numb and feeling like everything they have ever known or tried will fail. Yet again, the repetition of the first chorus depicts the singer's struggle but also highlights their resilience.


Overall, Numb serves as an anthem for anyone facing overwhelming life situations that leave them feeling powerless while emphasizing that they are still alive and have the power to rise above it all.


Line by Line Meaning

I saw her blade
I witnessed the physical manifestation of her emotional pain


It cut me alone
Her pain affected me deeply, and I felt isolated in my reaction to it


And I went numb
I became emotionally desensitized as a self-protective mechanism


Right through my bones
The numbness was all-encompassing and affected me on a very deep level


And I'm still awake
Despite the numbness, I am still conscious and aware of my surroundings


And I see cold out and hang
I observe the bleakness and emptiness around me


Then rain
The sadness and despair worsen


I'm staring out a million eyes
I am watching the world around me, but it all feels impersonal and foreign


And watch
I am observing but detached


As I freeze
I become more emotionally frozen and disconnected from my surroundings


I'm awake
I am still conscious and aware, despite the emotional turmoil I am experiencing


Still alive
I am still existing, even if I feel like I am barely holding on


I'm barely breathing now
Life feels difficult and exhausting to navigate


And I realize
I have come to the realization that everything I thought I knew and believed to be true may not be valid


All I've ever known
The beliefs and assumptions that formed my understanding of the world


All I've ever tried
My past efforts to cope and make sense of life


Will fail
No matter how much effort has been put in, it may not be enough


You can't even move
I feel stuck and paralyzed by my emotional state


You can't even breathe
The emotional pain is so overwhelming that it feels suffocating


And all of your time
All the time I have spent trying to make sense of life and cope with it


Well it feels like breeze
It feels like it has all been futile and empty in the grand scheme of things


If I could run
If I had an escape from my emotional state


Say goodbye
Detach from all that is causing me pain


Still numb and feeling like
Even if I were to escape, my emotional numbness may still persist


And I'm still alive
Despite everything, I am still holding on and surviving




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