He is currently signed to Zone 4 (record label) under Interscope Records. The song "Frozen" which Jared wrote and produced, appeared on the Lebron James documentary soundtrack entitled "More Than A Game". In 2010 Evan's debut street single "In Love With You," produced by Polow Da Don, was featured on the HBO series Entourage.
Kill Me
Jared Evan Lyrics
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Throw your hands up, throw your hands up
Feel my pain, yo I got an addiction
She's a drug she be all in my system
Sort of like a fiend when we fuck be blowing and sniffing
And all I really need's a prescription
She's like heroine and sex man, she's dope as fuck
And I ain't getting any better here
I'm still sick with illness, kill me cause everything will be forever clear
Ever since the pain I can never bare
I'm loosing my brain but she gives it to me everywhere
I'm addicted baby, so why don't you kill me?
You're a sickness baby, but I need you to heal me
I can take this no more, I've been having withdrawal
I've been feeling so alone, so I need you to kill me, kill me,
Throw your hands up, throw your hands up
Throw your hands up, throw your hands up
She's like crack and I finally hit
There's chocolate up and have sex in the kitchen
Living in this ecstasy web e rolling and tripping
Bitch you be getting me lifted
Black ... and we up in the bed
We ain't rubbing, we ain't touching, we just bumping the...
When we done with the sex, I be ...
Cause Mary Jane and ... leaving again
This is a game that will never end
I'm loosing my brain but she gives it to me everywhere
I'm addicted baby, so why don't you kill me?
You're a sickness baby, but I need you to heal me
I can take this no more, I've been having withdrawal
I've been feeling so alone, so I need you to kill me, kill me,
Throw your hands up, throw your hands up
Throw your hands up, throw your hands up
The song "Kill Me" by Jared Evan is an emotional and vulnerable confession about an addiction to a person, comparing them to a drug. The artist explains how this person and their love feels like an addiction, stating that he is "loosing [his] brain but she gives it to [him] everywhere." This comparison is made clear throughout the song as Jared Evan talks about how the love of this person feels like a high and how the pain of not having them feels like withdrawal.
The lyrics are powerful and relatable, portraying the raw emotion that comes with addiction. The repeated phrase "throw your hands up" can be interpreted as a plea for help, a way for the artist to reach out to others and share his struggles. The song ultimately reflects on the importance of acknowledging and addressing addiction, seeking help, and healing.
Line by Line Meaning
Throw your hands up, throw your hands up
Repetitive exhortation to engage with the song
Feel my pain, yo I got an addiction
Admission of addiction to a person who causes pain
She's a drug she be all in my system
Metaphor of the addictive relationship that consumes and controls the singer
Sort of like a fiend when we fuck be blowing and sniffing
Simile of the artist's intense craving for the person, manifested in sexual pleasure and drug use
And all I really need's a prescription
Irony in seeking a prescription to legitimize and sustain the addiction
If she's weed I can't smoke enough
Comparison of the person to weed, expressing the impossibility of satisfying the addiction
She's like heroine and sex man, she's dope as fuck
Comparison of the person to a powerful drug, highlighting the irresistible pleasure and danger
And I ain't getting any better here
Acknowledgement of the deterioration caused by the addiction
I'm still sick with illness, kill me cause everything will be forever clear
Wish for death to end the suffering and confusion caused by the addiction
Ever since the pain I can never bare
Implication that the person is a compensation for a past pain that cannot be faced or resolved
I'm loosing my brain but she gives it to me everywhere
Contradiction of both the destructive and fulfilling effects of the addiction
She's like crack and I finally hit
Comparison of the person to a highly addictive and dangerous drug, portraying the artist's surrender
There's chocolate up and have sex in the kitchen
Reference to a fantasy or memory of pleasure and indulgence
Living in this ecstasy web e rolling and tripping
Metaphor of the immersive and hallucinatory experience of being with the person
Bitch you be getting me lifted
Expression of the irresistible and empowering effect of the person on the singer
Black ... and we up in the bed
Censored reference to sexual activity, emphasizing the physical pleasure and intimacy
We ain't rubbing, we ain't touching, we just bumping the...
Suggestive description of a particular sexual act, devoid of emotional connection
When we done with the sex, I be...
Truncated sentence implying satisfaction or exhaustion
Cause Mary Jane and ... leaving again
Reference to marijuana and another drug, indicating the singer's dependence and instability
This is a game that will never end
Musing on the cyclical and repetitive nature of the addiction and the relationship
I'm loosing my brain but she gives it to me everywhere
Repetition of a line from the first verse, reinforcing the ambivalence and complexity of the addiction
I'm addicted baby, so why don't you kill me?
Paradoxical request to the person who causes the addiction to end the artist's life
You're a sickness baby, but I need you to heal me
Contradictory plea addressed to the person who is both the illness and the cure
I can take this no more, I've been having withdrawal
Confession of the painful symptoms and effects of the addiction when deprived of the person
I've been feeling so alone, so I need you to kill me, kill me,
Repetition of the suicidal wish, emphasizing the desperation and dependence
Throw your hands up, throw your hands up
Repetitive exhortation to engage with the song, closing the loop of addiction and performance
Contributed by Charlie K. Suggest a correction in the comments below.