The River
Jason Charles Miller Lyrics


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Kneeling down by the river, another day panning for gold
Can't even remember what I got to sell my soul

Well it's all kinda blurry, can't see through the haze
So I'm down on my knees just praying for better days

Well I know it wasn't love, and I know it wasn't money
It might as well been liquor cause my head feels kinda funny

And I know it wasn't strength, and I know it wasn't power
Cause I'm going blind getting weaker by the hour

Oh it must have been the river
Cause it keeps calling me back home, back home

Every ripple's just another memory, every wave's another sweet song
Bout the years gone by and the tales of right and wrong

So looked into the water
Yeah I looked down deep
And then the darkness looked back
And said, "Your soul is mine to keep!"

So I jumped into that shameful cold
Wrestled old man river for my sinful soul
As he dragged me to the bottom
I lost my last breath
So I put him in a stranglehold
And I dug him out of that deep dark cold
And I ripped my spirit from his withered hands

Oh, you can't trust that river
If he's calling you, you best just walk on by, walk on by

Breathing hard by the river, crawling away from the shore
Ain't gonna turn my back on the river no more

Overall Meaning

In Jason Charles Miller's song The River, the singer is kneelng down beside a river, gold-panning, and realizing that he cannot recall what he sold his soul for. He has a hazy memory, and he prays for a better set of days. Although he does not remember what he sold his soul for, the singer understands that it wasn't power, money, love, or strength. It was more like how it feels after consuming liquor, with a brain that is a bit foggy, and he is getting weaker with every passing moment. The river, with its callings back “home,” is the only constant, and every ripple is a memory that is etched into the singer's mind. Every wave is a haunting reminder of days gone by, of choices that were made, and of the morality of right vs wrong. In desperation, the singer looks deep into the water, and he falls into the river's deep abyss. The cold water-cold water takes his soul away. He fights against "old man river" and struggles to breathe, but he manages to grab hold of him with a stranglehold, and he recovers his soul from the river. The singer's experience demonstrates how the river is a symbol of temptation and reproach for past sins, with the lesson that one should never trust the river.


Line by Line Meaning

Kneeling down by the river, another day panning for gold
Engaged in unfulfilling and fruitless work at the river, hoping for a big payout


Can't even remember what I got to sell my soul
I've given up so much for so little, it's not even clear what I was trying to gain anymore


Well it's all kinda blurry, can't see through the haze So I'm down on my knees just praying for better days
My life feels aimless and I'm hoping for something better, but I can't see clearly enough to find it


Well I know it wasn't love, and I know it wasn't money It might as well been liquor cause my head feels kinda funny
I sacrificed something important for something fleeting, and it's made me feel empty and uncertain


And I know it wasn't strength, and I know it wasn't power Cause I'm going blind getting weaker by the hour
Whatever I gave up made me weaker and less capable, and I don't know if I'll ever be able to get it back


Oh it must have been the river Cause it keeps calling me back home, back home
The source of my problems is always lurking in the background, tempting me to come back and try again


Every ripple's just another memory, every wave's another sweet song Bout the years gone by and the tales of right and wrong
The river is full of history and stories, both good and bad, and they're all just memories now


So looked into the water Yeah I looked down deep And then the darkness looked back And said, "Your soul is mine to keep!"
When I took a really close look at myself and my choices, I saw something dark and ominous staring back at me


So I jumped into that shameful cold Wrestled old man river for my sinful soul As he dragged me to the bottom I lost my last breath
I tried to confront my problems head on, but it nearly killed me and didn't solve anything


So I put him in a stranglehold And I dug him out of that deep dark cold And I ripped my spirit from his withered hands
I fought back and took control of my own destiny, freeing myself from the grip of my problems


Oh, you can't trust that river If he's calling you, you best just walk on by, walk on by
The river will always be there, but it's not worth risking everything to try and get something from it that it can't provide.




Writer(s): Jason Charles Miller, Bart Allmand

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