December 4th
Jay-Z Lyrics


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Shawn Carter was born December 4th
Weighing in at 10 pounds 8 ounces
He was the last of my four children
The only one who didn't give me any pain when I gave birth to him
And that's how I knew that he was a special child

They say "they never really miss you til you dead or you gone"
So on that note I'm leaving after this song
So you ain't gotta feel no way about Jay, so long
At least let me tell you why I'm this way, hold on
I was conceived by Gloria Carter and Adaness Revees
Who made love under the Sycamore tree
Which makes me
A more sicker emcee than my momma would claim
At ten pounds when I was born I didn't give her no pain
Although through the years I gave her her fair share
I gave her her first real scare
I made it from birth and I got here
She knows my purpose wasn't purpose
I ain't perfect I care
But I feel worthless cause my shirts wasn't matching my gear
Now I'm just scratching the surface cause what's buried under there
Was a kid torn apart once his pop disappeared
I went to school got good grades could behave when I wanted
But I had demons deep inside that would raise when confronted
Hold on

Shawn was a very shy child growing up
He was into sports
And a funny story is
At four he taught his self how to ride a bike
A two wheeler at that
Isn't that special?
But, I noticed a change in him when me and my husband broke up

Now all the teachers couldn't reach me
And my momma couldn't beat me
Hard enough to match the pain of my pop not seeing me, so
With that disdain in my membrane
Got on my pimp game
Fuck the world my defense came
Then Dahaven introduced me to the game
Spanish Jose introduced me to cane
I'm a hustler now
My gear is in and I'm in the in crowd
And all the wavy light skinned girls is loving me now
My self esteem went through the roof man I got my swag
Got a vocal from this girl when her man got bagged
Plus I hit my momma with cash from a show that I had
Supposedly knowing nobody paid Jaz wack ass
I'm getting ahead of myself, by the way, I could rap
That came second to me moving this crack
Gimme a second I swear
I will say about my rap career
Til '96 came niggas I'm here
Good-bye

Shawn use to be in the kitchen
Beating on the table and rapping
And um, until the wee hours of the morning
And then I bought him a boom box
And his sisters and brothers said that he would drive them nuts
But that was my way to keep him close to me and out of trouble

Good-bye to the game all the spoils, the adrenaline rush
Your blood boils you in a spot knowing cops could rush
And you in a drop your so easy to touch
No two days are alike
Except the first and fifteenth pretty much
And "trust" is a word you seldom hear from us
Hustlers we don't sleep we rest one eye up
And a drought can define a man, when the well dries up
You learn to work the water without working, of thirst you'll die yup
And niggas get tied up for product
And little brothers ring fingers get cut up
To show mothers they really got 'em
And this was the stress I live with til I decided
To try this rap shit for a living
I pray I'm forgiven
For every bad decision I made
Every sister I played
Cause I'm still paranoid to this day
And it's nobody fault I made the decisions I made
This is the life I chose or rather the life that chose me

If you can't respect that your whole perspective is wack
Maybe you'll love me when I fade to black

If you can't respect that your whole perspective is wack
Maybe you'll love me when I fade to black

If you can't respect that your whole perspective is wack
Maybe you'll love me when I fade to black





If you can't respect that your whole perspective is wack
Maybe you'll love me when I fade to black

Overall Meaning

The song "December 4th" by Jay-Z featuring Lil Wayne is a tribute to his birthday and his mother, Gloria Carter. The opening lyrics reveal that Jay-Z was born on December 4th, and he was the last child of his mother. She states that he was a special child because he was different from his siblings, and he did not give her any pain during childbirth.


The song touches upon the idea of people only appreciating someone after they are gone. Jay-Z acknowledges that people do not really miss or appreciate someone until they are dead or gone. He, therefore, tells his audience that he is leaving after the song, and they do not have to feel a certain way about him. However, he wants to explain why he is the way he is by sharing his personal story.


The story that Jay-Z shares throughout the song is one of a difficult upbringing. His parents separated, and he struggled with the absence of his father. Jay-Z found solace in music and began to write verses and rap from a young age. He shares that he turned to a life of hustling and drug dealing to make money and survive, but then he discovered his passion for music, and his rap career took off.


In summary, "December 4th" is a personal and introspective song that provides insight into Jay-Z's life and his influences. He shares his personal story of growing up in a broken family, struggling with his self-worth, and dealing with the challenges of the street life. The song highlights the importance of not judging people without knowing their story, but instead taking the time to understand them.


Line by Line Meaning

Shawn Carter was born December 4th
Jay-Z's real name is Shawn Carter and he was born on December 4th


Weighing in at 10 pounds 8 ounces
Jay-Z was a large baby when he was born


He was the last of my four children
Jay-Z was the youngest of four siblings


The only one who didn't give me any pain when I gave birth to him
Jay-Z's mother had an easy delivery when he was born


And that's how I knew that he was a special child
Jay-Z's mother felt that he was a special child because of his easy birth


They say "they never really miss you til you dead or you gone"
People often do not appreciate someone's worth until they are no longer around


So on that note I'm leaving after this song
Jay-Z is leaving the music industry after his next song


So you ain't gotta feel no way about Jay, so long
Jay-Z wants his fans to understand that he is leaving the industry by choice, and to not feel upset about it


At least let me tell you why I'm this way, hold on
Jay-Z wants to explain his life story and why he is leaving the music industry


I was conceived by Gloria Carter and Adaness Revees
Jay-Z's parents were Gloria Carter and Adaness Revees


Who made love under the Sycamore tree
Jay-Z's parents reportedly had sex under a Sycamore tree, leading to his conception


Which makes me A more sicker emcee than my momma would claim
Jay-Z's birth story makes him a unique and talented rapper, despite his mother's views


At ten pounds when I was born I didn't give her no pain Although through the years I gave her her fair share I gave her her first real scare I made it from birth and I got here
Jay-Z had an easy birth, but caused his mother concern throughout his childhood, despite being able to achieve success


She knows my purpose wasn't purpose I ain't perfect I care
Jay-Z's mother knew that he was not perfect, but appreciated that he had a purpose in life


But I feel worthless cause my shirts wasn't matching my gear
Jay-Z worried about his fashion choices and it made him feel insecure


Now I'm just scratching the surface cause what's buried under there Was a kid torn apart once his pop disappeared
Jay-Z is only beginning to open up about his past hardships, which include the pain of his father's absence


I went to school got good grades could behave when I wanted But I had demons deep inside that would raise when confronted
Jay-Z was a good student, but had inner demons that would cause trouble when he was challenged


Shawn was a very shy child growing up He was into sports And a funny story is At four he taught his self how to ride a bike A two wheeler at that Isn't that special?
Jay-Z was a shy child who enjoyed sports as a kid, and taught himself how to ride a bike at a young age


But, I noticed a change in him when me and my husband broke up Now all the teachers couldn't reach me And my momma couldn't beat me Hard enough to match the pain of my pop not seeing me, so
Jay-Z changed after his parents' divorce, and was unresponsive to his mother and teachers' discipline because he was hurt by his father's absence


With that disdain in my membrane Got on my pimp game Fuck the world my defense came Then Dahaven introduced me to the game Spanish Jose introduced me to cane I'm a hustler now My gear is in and I'm in the in crowd And all the wavy light skinned girls is loving me now My self esteem went through the roof man I got my swag
Jay-Z turned to drug dealing to defend himself and build his self-esteem, and was introduced to the game by other people


Got a vocal from this girl when her man got bagged Plus I hit my momma with cash from a show that I had Supposedly knowing nobody paid Jaz wack ass I'm getting ahead of myself, by the way, I could rap That came second to me moving this crack
Jay-Z got money from his music career to help his mother out, but also made money through drug dealing


Gimme a second I swear I will say about my rap career Til '96 came niggas I'm here
Jay-Z took a brief detour to discuss his rap career, and mentions that his success began in 1996


Good-bye Shawn use to be in the kitchen Beating on the table and rapping And um, until the wee hours of the morning And then I bought him a boom box And his sisters and brothers said that he would drive them nuts But that was my way to keep him close to me and out of trouble
Jay-Z's mother remembers him rapping in the kitchen late at night, so she bought him a boom box to encourage him and keep him out of trouble


Good-bye to the game all the spoils, the adrenaline rush Your blood boils you in a spot knowing cops could rush And you in a drop your so easy to touch No two days are alike Except the first and fifteenth pretty much And "trust" is a word you seldom hear from us Hustlers we don't sleep we rest one eye up And a drought can define a man, when the well dries up You learn to work the water without working, of thirst you'll die yup And niggas get tied up for product And little brothers ring fingers get cut up To show mothers they really got 'em And this was the stress I live with til I decided To try this rap shit for a living I pray I'm forgiven For every bad decision I made Every sister I played Cause I'm still paranoid to this day And it's nobody fault I made the decisions I made This is the life I chose or rather the life that chose me If you can't respect that your whole perspective is wack Maybe you'll love me when I fade to black
Jay-Z discusses the harsh realities of the drug dealing world, including the danger and risks involved. He acknowledges his mistakes but also accepts that the life he chose was his own decision. He hopes that his fans can understand and respect him as he moves on from the industry




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Walter Jerome Boyd, Elijah A. Jr. Powell, Shawn C. Carter

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